"I wasn't even their child...... So whose child am I? Who are my parents? ...... "Who the hell am I?" I lived to be in my 30s, and I didn't even know who I was. Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info "Zhuo Shijie, you have a good rest, I have finished what I should say today." and Jin Tao, who was also forced to death by Luo Feng. What kind of people do you think you are? Luo Feng is really a devil. That's all I have to say, so do what you want. After saying this, Hu Guangyao left.

I lay alone in the hospital room, tossing and turning over what he said. What is my life? Before I met them, I had a happy family, although my mother died early, but my father gave me infinite love, my love with poplar, is it really a game? Had she always been with me for some other purpose?

Haiyan, where are you? I miss you so much by my side and face all this with me. I lay quietly, thinking about countless things, the experiences of these months, and the events of my childhood.

Once, a scene flashed in front of my eyes, it was the Wu family next door doing a funeral. I told my mom, who warned me not to talk nonsense. Two days later, Daddy Wu next door really passed away. I didn't know what the situation was at the time, but now when I hear Hu Guangyao's words, it seems that all of them are true.

The river in Mayang is a memory of my childhood. Once, when I was sick, my mother carried me to the river, and I had a high fever, but I was extremely happy lying on my mother's back. I'll never forget that feeling. Another time, my second son and I were digging for birds in a tree, and my father came to me and found me in the tree, and although he was angry, he climbed up the tree and got me down. As he carried me down from the tree, I listened to my father's heartbeat, and it felt like it was the best sound in the world.

But they weren't my parents. They just raised me, and it was I who caused my mom. If it weren't for me, maybe they would have had another child after losing their son, and maybe their mother wouldn't have left so early, but they persevered for so many years for me......

It's all fate.

What mission, what existence, what four-dimensional space, these things have nothing to do with me, all I want is a stable life. But now that it's all disrupted, where do I go from here?

The next day, Hu Guangyao came again. I don't know if he's worried about irritating me, or if he's trying to isolate me. I only saw him alone when I came here. I haven't seen any of them, including poplars and old cats, and even the food was brought to me by Hu Guangyao. Seeing that I was reluctant to communicate and not willing to speak, he left again.

After he left, I started lying in bed again. I didn't eat the food he brought me, and I think it's a happy thing to die like this. What joy is life, and what is the pain of death.

"Shijie?" I heard someone talking in my ear, and I opened my eyes and saw my dad. He was quite emaciated.

"Daddy." I wanted to get up and hug him and cry. "This doll, I can't get up so late, hurry up and have breakfast."

I took a closer look, and it turned out that I had returned to my home in Mayang. TV, cupboard, bed, everything is the same. "Dad, how could I be here?"

"Jie Yanzi, are you confused? You drove back by yourself. You see, your car is parked outside. ”

"I drove back? What day is it? Father? ”

"You doll cub, you came back yesterday and fell asleep, it's January 18th, you told me a few days ago to come back for the New Year."

"January 18th, what year?"

"In 2013."

"How did I come back in 2013?"

"You're coming back for the New Year, get up and have breakfast, let's go see your mother together, your mother misses you very much."

"Oh". How did I come back, no, it's my time back. How did I get back from 2015 to the present? This doesn't make sense, it's because I've traveled through time and space. I remember one time this happened, it was the first time Luo Feng was experimenting with me, I went back to the previous few days, I went to see Populus euphratica, I always thought it was a dream. Am I in this situation again?

I propped up my body to get up, but I found that my body was very light, I looked at the cup on the cabinet, I wanted to drink saliva, I just thought about it, but the cup flew in front of me, the cup was quietly suspended in front of me, as if there was some kind of power. I reached over and the cup landed firmly in my hand. It's an amazing feeling. It seems that I changed the existence of the cup with my mind? Could it be that this is what Hu Guangyao said about the existence of consciousness change?

Dad came in again after a while, and I took a sip of water. I changed my clothes and went out with my dad. Mom was buried by the river, which changed her destiny, and she now guards it forever.

Dad's mouth is chattering, all these years, I have not been by his side to do my filial piety, he is a lot haggard, and he is a lot older. Unconsciously, he was already an old man, but I didn't realize this, and blindly thought that it would be enough to give him money, and he didn't want to take him to S City. I also failed to fulfill my responsibilities as a son.

"Jie Yanzi, come and kowtow to your mother."

"Mom, I've come to see you. I'm sorry, Mom. "Looking at the photo of my mother on the tombstone, I remembered what Hu Guangyao said, knowing that my mother died because of me, my heart was mixed, and tears flowed down.

"It's good to be here, your mother knows you're busy, don't blame you."

Kowtowing to my mother, my father and I walked back. Walking into the river, my feet suddenly slipped and fell, my father saw it, and hurriedly came to pull me, but he didn't stand firm, and he also slipped down, the water was not deep, but it was very urgent, our father and son were whirlpool in the water, I wanted to swim over and pull my father's hand, he wanted to come and take my hand, but he was getting farther and farther away from me, and the water was getting more and more urgent, and we were washed farther and farther away. "Daddy!" I screamed, but the water poured in, I sucked in the water, couldn't breathe, and fainted......