After practicing this day, I was really bored and wandered around the house, who knows how it was so inch, and the first time I went out, I met the lord of Qingling. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info was very warmly invited into the "Mochizuki Tower" where she lived for tea, knowing that she might not be well-intentioned, but I couldn't refuse her. At first, she just gossiped with me for a while, but it didn't take long for her to notice the black jade on my body, and her speech became sharper. "Miss Shang is really good, how long has I known my brother Yan, and Brother Yan actually gave you such a big gift."

Although she is a county lord, I can't just endure it all the time, it's too inconsistent with my character, so I replied: "The county lord is serious, this Mo Yu Pei was given to me by Xiao Hanqi, not what I wanted." ”

After hearing this, she sneered, her tone was soft and disdainful, and said, "Isn't this even more like Miss Shang's extraordinary means?" ”

My muscles are about to burst out, I lowered my head to hold back my anger and persuaded myself in my heart, don't do it if you can move your mouth! Endure! Endure! Then he looked up and showed a bright smile and said, "If the county lord said that, I am indeed quite powerful." You see, I've only known your brother for less than two years, and he really cares for me in every way, loves me in every way, and loves me in every way. Those who have admired Xiao Hanqian for hundreds of years are not as good as me, who has only known me for two years, and can only blame myself for being too poor in 'means'! ”

A fierce look flashed in the county lord's eyes, but then it was replaced by a smile on his face. "It's really physically and mentally exhausting to preside over the overall situation for Brother Yan these days, and Brother Yan is really, even if you only believe in me, you can't push everything to me? How can you be as idle as Miss Shang, right...... I heard that Miss Shang lives in a warm fragrance building, right? It's really remote...... It must be rare to see Brother Shang. Unlike me, the Moon Tower is the closest to my brother's bedroom, and I can always see each other a few times. ”

Cut! Play this with me and see if I don't you off. "Not only that, but I think the name of the county lord's residence is also good, Mochizuki Tower...... As the saying goes, the moon comes first near the water, especially on the night of the full moon, there is a moon in the sky, a moon in the water, and the scenery must be extremely beautiful. When the county lord heard this, his eyes showed joy, and I changed my words and continued: "It's a pity...... In the end, it is just a flower in the water and the moon in the realm, and it is difficult to break the love after watching it for a long time, and it is not pitiful to finally fall into the water to catch the moon and catch the moon. A person like the county lord who has lived in Mochizuki Tower for a long time must have more feelings, right? ”

The handkerchief of the county lord of Qingling was almost twisted into a rope by her, and her eyes were full of resentment and mixed with a little desolation, I suddenly felt that I was overdoing it, thinking about it carefully, she was actually quite pitiful, Xiao Hanqian told me that she would not marry the county lord of Qingling, and her feelings for hundreds of years were not empty to others? Wouldn't it be too unjust for me to hit her like this again? But I can't be blamed for this, who let her keep stabbing me!

When I was thinking about things, the county lord of Qingling suddenly said, "Who are you?" ”

No matter who asks this sentence, it can make me wary, because I am a thief. But I will hold on: "I don't understand, what does the county lord mean by this?" ”

She snorted coldly and said, "You don't pretend to be counted!" Do you think that if you are Shang Tianrong, no one will doubt you? Let me tell you, Shang Tianrong in the past was an ordinary little girl who didn't know martial arts at all and had no magic power. You think you're pretending to be amnesia? Let me tell you that people with amnesia can change their personalities drastically, but they can't change their destiny, and people who don't have magic just don't have them, and they won't appear suddenly. Who are you, and where is Shang Tianrong? Is it hard to be killed by you? ”

I couldn't refute her words, and my heart was beating wildly, but I still forced myself to stay calm, and told myself countless times in my heart that my body was Shang Tianrong's, and no one could prove that it wasn't, so they couldn't demolish me.

Seeing that I was still unmoved, she continued: "Hmph! Maybe Brother Yan didn't want to save you, but why do you think my brother Yan and Uncle Qianqiu would let you stay with them? "Her words made me shudder." Because they doubt you! They suspect that your purpose in staying in Yongan is not pure! They're investigating you! A master who can use magic to conjure up any form at will, but pretending to be an idiot to enter Yong'an City, do you think you acted very well and seamlessly? Tell you, no one believes you at all! Sooner or later, Brother Yan and Uncle Qianshi will find out your true identity, and then you will wait to be spurned by everyone! ”

My whole world trembled because of her words! I think back to the way he looked at me when I first met Master, remembered that Master pulled me away from Xiao Hanqian in the Peony House, remembered that Master didn't let me see Xiao Hanqian when I first arrived in Yuquan, and remembered that Master frowned slightly when he saw the black jade pendant on my waist, all because he suspected that I was not a good person. Master still doesn't believe me? Did Xiao Hanqian treat me well just to investigate me? "I don't believe it! You are talking nonsense! You are jealous of Xiao Hanqian and Master's kindness to me, so you are sowing discord here, do you think I will believe it? I didn't want to listen to her anymore and turned and ran out the door. I didn't want to believe her, but my tears betrayed me! I believed! I kept making excuses for them, deceiving myself that my current happy life was real, my existence was not normal in the first place, and I couldn't blame others for doubting it, Master and Xiao Hanqian just began to doubt me, they must have known that I was not a bad person by now, which is why they were so good to me. I kept telling myself to believe in Master, to believe in Xiao Hanqi, to believe in all the people I like.

I was too confused to look at the road, and I didn't know where I went, but in the distance, I saw the figures of Master and Xiao Hanqi, who happened to turn a rockery. I tried to calm myself, forced myself to trust them, and wanted to be with them as before, ignoring the pain in my heart, I forced a smile on my face and prepared to run over to greet them. But before he turned the rockery, he heard the master's voice coming: "Why did you give the jade pendant to Rong'er?" His words made my mind go blank for an instant, the smile still froze on my face, but the tears rolled out of my eyes, and my whole world began to fall apart.

Xiao Hanqian said: "Then why did you accept her as an apprentice?" ”

"Because of you!" Although I knew from the beginning that the master only accepted me for the sake of Xiao Hanqi's face, for some reason, as soon as this came out of the master's mouth, I felt extremely uncomfortable. "Until now, you don't even know her true identity, how can you make such a decision casually, you have to find out your identity and position! They won't allow you to do that! ”…… They? Who are they?

"I don't make decisions casually! And it doesn't matter to me what she is, even if she has a purpose? She will never betray me, because I will not give her the opportunity to do so. Moreover...... Do you believe she's a bad person? ”

"Does my thoughts matter? How important is your idea? "Master didn't answer directly, did he default to me being a bad guy? Does Xiao Hanqian think so too? …… Do they all think I'm here to hurt them? There was no one to answer the question in my mind. Master continued, "You haven't answered me yet! Why did you give the jade pendant to Rong'er? You don't really think of her as a Qingping, do you? "Qingping...... Listening to the name and the county lord of Qingling is the same way, is it difficult to think that this Qingping is Xiao Hanqi's own sister? I don't want to think about it too much, and the master said, "Don't come near Rong'er in the future!" ”

"It's none of your business!"

The master said angrily, "I am her master!" ...... Don't tell me you can't see it, Rong'er likes you! If you can't love her, why stay close to her? Did you know that you were cruel to her by doing this? Or do you know that you won't love her, but you still want to tie her up as a sister and keep her by your side?! I don't understand, why do you torture yourself and others so much, do you want to live with the past for the rest of your life? Is it so difficult to love Rong'er as a woman? Is it because you have been hurt that you are going to kill a boatload of people with a single shot, thinking that all the women in the world are here to harm you? But if you treat her as a sister, is she really your sister? You don't deceive yourself there! After the words fell, the master was silent for a while, and then said seriously: "Han Yan...... I know you haven't been able to forgive yourself for that, but it's not your fault, so why are you doing this? Besides, Rong'er is not wrong, if you really like her, accept her, and if you don't like her, don't torture her under the guise of your sister, and don't let her fall deeper and deeper into the quagmire of hopelessness! ”

I was afraid that he would say that he didn't like me, I was afraid that he would agree to Master's request and ignore me, and I was even more afraid that he would say that he would treat me as a sister and want to stay by his side forever, no matter which answer I wanted, it would not be the result I wanted. I turned to leave, and on the way I ran into Ziyan, who came to find them, because I didn't want him to see my sad appearance at the moment, I lowered my head and hurriedly passed him.

When I got back to the house, I locked myself in my room all day, and Blaze and Xiaoxue were busy practicing and gave me a quiet space. I began to feel a wave of resentment, and I wanted to walk away. But after much consideration, I decided to stay here! Because I love them! I don't want to be misunderstood by them...... Right! It's just a misunderstanding! And because of Xiao Hanqi, his words made me resentful, and I was anxious to prove to him that I was not his sister, but Shang Tianrong, and Qiao Xinying! But I don't want to hurt him.

After some struggle, I decided to confess my true identity and experience to them, although no one would believe me if I told the truth, but I was fed up with deception and suspicion, and at least I could be honest with them when I said it. Deception is a very hard thing, I have experienced it especially deeply after I was reincarnated, I feel uneasy every time I am happy and happy, why is it that when I read a time-traveling novel in my previous life, the protagonists did not have a little psychological burden on taking up other people's bodies, but I always felt that I was deceiving people? I'm often worried about being exposed and being found out and losing my current life.,Live carefully every moment.,Despite this, it's still misunderstood.,Since others don't believe in the truth.,If you don't tell the truth, others don't believe it.,Then don't you tell the truth.,At least I feel better! It's a bit of a jar break, but there's nothing else I can do!