Chapter 02: Rebirth
What is death?
It has been said that the end of life is an endless white. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 infoThe ugliness of humanity will disappear, like a whitewashed wall, white and flawless, without a single blemish, and then a new life will be reopened.
Gu Nuan especially hopes that she can be a carefree person in the next life, do what she wants to do, and live the life she wants.
Therefore, death is not terrible for her, it is nothing more than a nirvana, she has been reborn, what's not bad?
Just like now, she really wants to convince herself that this is a ridiculous illusion, people go to tea and cool, and the dead pass by reincarnation and count towards the next life. But now, how to explain it?
At this moment, her heart is turbulent, there are too many uncertainties, she is like a completely soulless shell, staring blankly at the familiar and unfamiliar environment in front of her.
No, it can't be said to be strange. Here she spends her rebellious adolescence and endless mental abuse!
Here it is---
"Xiao Nuan? What are you in a daze? It's time to go downstairs to eat, and today I made your favorite braised pork ribs, as well as eight-treasure rice. If you don't hurry up, your dad will lose his temper again. “
Gu Nuan, who was still thinking about it, couldn't help but be shocked, she looked at the woman standing at the door at some point, the familiar smile, the doting gaze, and the thin red lips that were raised by the demon, these were all nightmares that shattered her!
For a child who has lost her mother for many years and lacks maternal love, Liang Wenxin's appearance is undoubtedly the best gift from God to her.
Intimate care, meticulous care, what warms her the most is that this woman gives her mother-like tenderness. She once felt that the inner defense line of hesitation and vigilance was constantly broken by her, so that her bloody heart was unreservedly exposed in front of her eyes, just when she thought that they would always trust and get along in harmony, this woman who she called her mother for 7 years gave her a fatal knife!
This woman! This two-faced woman......
A trace of doubt flashed in front of the woman at the door, I don't know if she was too careful, how did she feel that the girl seemed to be different from before. Although she felt disdain for Gu Nuan's closeness, such a strange Gu Nuan made her feel even more uncontrollable.
I didn't see the intimacy that flashed in her eyes, and the expression like seeing the devil, the steps that kept retreating, and seeing that the distance that was about to be shortened was inexplicably disconnected, Liang Wenxin didn't know what was wrong.
Or it's really not an exaggeration for her to think too much, Liang Wenxin thought silently, the girl is already thoughtful, she still has a longer way to go, these children's little emotions, she can bear it!
"What's wrong? Is there something uncomfortable? I see that your face is not good, did you stay up late again last night? “
Liang Wenxin looked worried, frowned, and the delicately groomed willow eyebrows were also tangled. This expression of a stepmother is better than her own mother, which makes Gu Nuan even more disgusting!
She didn't know what went wrong, just now she saw her silhouette on the dressing mirror, her thin body, and her pale face.
This is her 10-year-old, immature and stubborn, but she has not experienced the vicissitudes of ups and downs.
She caressed her stomach, her palm's flat skin making her clench her fists. She thought she would be sad to die, a fresh life in exchange for her youth, but why is there no calm in her heart.
She raised her eyes to look at the woman, countless ghosts flashed in front of her eyes, a large amount of memories made her want to scream, she gritted her teeth, and at the last moment of pain, her voice said hoarsely, "Why are you doing this." “
Gu Nuan fainted, this illness was menacing, and the entire Gu family panicked.
The already thin child, the hospital gown is worn on the body empty and terrible. The housekeeper cried until his eyes were swaying, stroking his little face that was so pale that he could see the cyan veins and sighed, he had only been stable for a few days, and he thought that he could hear the laughter of the young lady every day and thought that her body would gradually improve, who thought-
It's her fault, she didn't take good care of the young lady, she is ashamed of the master, and she is even more sorry for the dead wife.
"Aunt Qing, don't cry. Didn't the doctor just say that he can be discharged from the hospital tomorrow to recuperate, Miss Fuze, even God blesses it. “
"Yes, yes, you'll say." Aunt Qing wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, smiled and patted the little girl's hair, "Cha Cha go and fetch a basin of water, and I'll help Miss wipe her body." “
The little girl called Cha Cha nodded, although she was young but quite old-fashioned, with a small face, not to mention how interesting.
When Gu Nuan woke up, the room was surprisingly quiet, the bedside lamp emitted a warm orange light, she looked out the window, it was already night.
She moved, but she couldn't muster her strength, like the weakness of a fever before. She lay silently for a while, her eyes staring at the white roof, in this case, she should be sick again.
She has low immunity since she was a child, she has a fever and a cold at every turn, and she is hospitalized with injections and medicines in turn, her father said, this is like her mother, so when her mother died, her father used to hold her so tightly, and her body trembled desperately. It's just that she didn't know it when she was young, and she just thought he was remembering his dead mother.
It seems that the more vulnerable you are, the more you want to recall those irreversible pasts.
Cowardly enough to argue between right and wrong, he let the gangsters play in the palm of his hand, causing the family to be torn apart and in debt. And the accumulation of these pains is not worth the indifference of her relatives, and she is left to fend for herself!
And that's where all this change began.
Dad's remarriage gave her a "mother" who could be confided with, and Dad's career began to flourish, and she gradually became cheerful. Everything seemed to be moving towards happiness, but she knew that all this needed the entire Gu family to accompany the funeral!
Gu Nuan sat up slowly, looking at the photo of her and her mother on the desk, her eyes were firm.
God actually gave her such a chance, she will not stop there, the suffering she experienced in the previous life should be let some people also taste it.
Gu Nuan retracted her thoughts, what she had to do now was not to let Liang Wenxin notice, since Liang Wenxin had cast such a big net and made a drip, she did not rule out the possibility of borrowing someone else's hand, since she covered it up so well, then she would follow along.
Otherwise, the one-man show, singing by yourself, will inevitably be boring. Someone has to follow, right?
As soon as he finished thinking, the door slowly opened from the outside.
Gu Nuan's prestige passed, what she didn't like the most was the act of entering someone else's room without knocking on the door, when Aunt Qing was still there before, people would never do this. But after having a hostess in the house, these rules don't seem to be too binding.
Sure enough, after the visitor entered the lighting area, a clear face leaked out, it was her scheming little stepmother.
Liang Wenxin originally planned to come in and explore when Gu Nuan was not in good health and fell asleep. Don't look at the little girl who opens her heart and talks to her about everything, but she still thinks that the little girl should not fully trust her, such as the inheritance before her mother died!
The abacus played very well, but it was missed that Gu Nuan had insomnia. When Liang Wenxin opened the drawer, he realized that something was wrong with the atmosphere. She stopped what she was doing, and as soon as she turned around, she saw Gu Nuan standing behind her.
"Mom? What are you doing? “
The atmosphere was embarrassed for a moment, and the girl's dark eyes looked at her without blinking, as if with penetrating power, looking at her carefully inside and out. In such a sight, she was a little weak and embarrassed.
Gu Nuan sneered in her heart, there are really many mice at night, if she wasn't awake, it would be convenient to go to the bathroom. She probably didn't know that the ugly face of her beauty would bloom with greed.
She looked at Liang Wenxin with some satisfaction like a mouse caught by a cat, and she seemed to be able to feel that dirty heart beating non-stop, fast.
But—
The mouse is too careful, and if she insists on tearing off her ugly coat, her pet cat, who has no actual combat, will also pay a certain price. Patience has been learning long enough for this time, and the best thing to do now is to pretend to be confused.
Gu Nuan pretended not to care and stepped forward, and when Liang Wenxin's eyes widened unconsciously, and he didn't know how to deal with it, he leaned forward to pick up the milk on the table, as if he had been thirsty for a long time, and poured a big mouthful.
"Mom, you're so nice! I'm starving! “