011 The heart is like ashes

Shang Xiaowan forgot how she returned to Shangguan Mansion, and she only silently recited this sentence in her heart, she was finished. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info Princess Taiping is by no means an ordinary woman, she does not lose Wu Sansi in terms of scheming, and she can be comparable to her mother Wu Zetian in terms of domineering and ruthlessness, if she knew that Cui Xiang and Shangguan Wan'er had an old relationship, she would not be so willing to give up. Shang Xiaowan has always remembered deeply that Chunhua once said that Princess Taiping fell in love with Wu Youji, so she tried every means to force his original partner to death, and before that, Princess Taiping fell in love with Xue Shao, so his original partner was dismissed.

When she arrived at the house, Shangguan Wan'er sat silently in the pavilion, and the winter wind blew, blowing the prayer flags around the pavilion, rolling up the already dead leaves in the garden. This situation is particularly bleak, which not only makes Shang Xiaowan feel emotional, but also tears.

Shang Xiaowan thought of her mother, her warm little home, and even all kinds of people and things in the school that had driven her crazy. She wanted to escape from this place now, no, maybe she shouldn't have come in the first place, because she wasn't Shangguan Wan'er, and she didn't belong here.

"Butterflies." Shang Xiaowan suddenly remembered the silver-white butterfly that made her inexplicably travel to the Tang Dynasty, and she had never seen that butterfly since that day, and at this time she thought, maybe if she found that butterfly, she would be able to find her way home.

Shang Xiaowan was no longer as ambitious as she was when she first came to Shangguan Wan'er, she began to realize that many things were involuntary, many things were helpless, and history would not change because of anyone. Thinking like this, Shang Xiaowan's eyes suddenly went dark, the world swirled, and then it went blank.

It was a dream, and there were points of light in the dream, and the points of light could be seen but not touched, like the butterfly.

When Shang Xiaowan woke up, just like when she first came, she was lying on the bed, the curtain was closed, and there was silence all around. Shang Xiaowan suddenly felt an indescribable sense of fear permeating her heart, it was the most desperate fear, and then she began to cry uncontrollably: "Empty, empty......"

Chunhua rushed to open the curtain when she heard the sound, only to see Shang Xiaowan's eyes dilated, sitting on the bed with her knees in her arms, tears wetting the hair on her cheeks, and couldn't help asking: "Lord Shangguan, what's wrong with you, don't scare the slave." ”

"Lord Shangguan has become unrelenting since he came back from the palace, and I don't know what stimulation he has received." Qiu Shi said on the side.

"Could it be that the emperor is having trouble with Lord Shangguan again." Chunhua's two thin eyebrows twisted into two curves, and after a while, he thought about it and said, "No, the emperor hasn't summoned Lord Shangguan for a long time, and he has long been estranged." ”

At the moment of their conversation, Shang Xiaowan suddenly bounced up from the bed, and ran out directly without putting on a single piece of clothing, and a light snow had begun to fall outside, very small. Shang Xiaowan was overly depressed, and she mistook it for a butterfly because she didn't eat, so she began to desperately chase after her hand and reach out to grab the snowflakes.

Chunhua and Qiushi rushed to take her back to the house, but she shook them off with a lot of effort and ran away again. Who knew that Shang Xiaowan's speed was so fast, Chunhua and Qiushi couldn't find her no matter how they looked for her.

At this time, the housekeeper came to report that Princess Taiping sent someone to find Shangguan Wan'er, when Chunhua and Qiu Shi were worried, Qiu Shi saw that it was Cui Xiang, and couldn't help but think of his friendship with his own adults in the past, and hurriedly said: "Commander Cui came just in time, help us find my family, just now she ran out without wearing a coat, and now she is gone." It's so cold outside, I'm afraid she won't be able to hold it. ”

"She's still in this house?" Cui Xiang asked with an anxious look on his face.

"Yes." Qiu Shi replied.

"Okay, I'll look for it." Cui Xiang said and began to act, and Chunhua and Qiushi both sighed with relief.

Cui Xiang and his subordinates searched the entire Shangguan Mansion but did not find any trace of Shangguan Wan'er, and some of his subordinates joked that this Shangguan Lord had turned into a bird and flew away.

Cui Xiang searched and found it and came to the depths of a remote rockery, where it was obviously inaccessible and a little dark, but Cui Xiang seemed to hear a very slight breathing sound, and he could feel that it must be Shangguan Wan'er.

He walked into the depths and went around to the other side, and sure enough, there was a deep depression in the back of the rockery, and Shang Xiaowan shrunk herself inside, shrinking into a small ball, her chin pressed tightly against her knees, and her hands around her calves.

Shang Xiaowan heard the movement, thinking that someone was going to arrest her, so she shrunk her efforts to make it smaller, thinking that then she would not be discovered. After a while, the other party didn't make any action, and Shang Xiaowan slowly raised her head a little bit.

In front of her was a tall figure, the man supported the stone with one hand, and the other hand was stretched out towards him, the palm of the hand was open, and the man showed a warm smile, which seemed to drive away the cold of winter for a moment, like a bright sun.

"Cui Xiang." Shang Xiaowan's lips trembled and she pronounced the name, she didn't know what she should do at this time, whether to avoid him or accept the outstretched palm.

But in the end, Shang Xiaowan's remaining sanity still overcame her senses, and she used her last bit of strength to yell solemnly: "You get out of the way." ”

Cui Xiang's smile froze, he couldn't help but reach out and grabbed one of Shang Xiaowan's arms, at first Shang Xiaowan tried her best to resist, Cui Xiang couldn't do anything about her, and then she really didn't have any strength, so she let Cui Xiang drag her out of the hole.

Because Cui Xiang's strength was too great, Shang Xiaowan suddenly threw herself into a warm embrace, which was the warmth she had never felt since she came here, not love, just human affection. She's so lonely, she's been fighting alone.

Shang Xiaowan was attached to the warmth of this embrace, and couldn't help rubbing Cui Xiang's body again, Cui Xiang hesitantly stretched out a hand to wrap around Shang Xiaowan, but that hand never let go.

Shang Xiaowan only felt a sense of stability and comfort, and it seemed that a heavy sleepiness hit her, making her close her eyes uncontrollably.

When Shang Xiaowan woke up, she saw that she had covered the quilt and was lying on the bed, and Chunhua was still taking care of her in the room.

Shang Xiaowan suddenly sat up straight, only to feel that her whole head was extremely heavy, her whole body seemed to fall apart, and she wanted to vomit, and the towel on her head also slipped down.

"Don't move, sir, you're cold." Chunhua said worriedly, helping Shang Xiaowan to lie down.

"Cui Xiang, Cui Xiang......" Shang Xiaowan wanted to say something, but she only muttered the name.

"Oh, Commander Cui just came." Chunhua replied, and said softly, "It's him...... Bring you back. ”

"He's here, what is he looking for me?" Shang Xiaowan hurriedly asked about business.

"It's nothing, it's just that Princess Taiping asked you to talk about poetry and songs with some of her guests." Chunhua replied.

Hearing Princess Taiping, Shang Xiaowan couldn't help but gasp and closed her eyes.

After a long time, Shang Xiaowan suddenly said, "Bring paper and pen." ”