I lay lazily in a rocking chair in the yard, a white blanket over my lap, my eyes closed greedily breathing in the fresh morning air, letting the warm sun shine on me. I can't say what I feel in my heart when I write "Fun www.biquge.info", I just feel that this is the most difficult time for me to understand myself since I grew up, and it is also the most difficult to forgive myself.

It was late for a few of us to stagger home yesterday, and everyone except me collapsed on the floor. Fortunately, the uncle has already slept, otherwise he would have fainted with fright when he saw us.

The rest of the people were fine, but they were injured and out of strength, and they were still very conscious, and as long as they recuperated well, they would soon recover, so they said a few words to me and went back to rest. I helped Bai Feng back to his room, he was still unconscious, his face had turned purple and black, and the toxin was now rapidly spreading in his body.

As a doctor, I can't do anything in the face of Bai Feng. I've been studying medicine since I was a child, and I've only been exposed to the diseases of ordinary people, not to such corpse poison, and Master has never mentioned it, so I don't know where to start. It can only send the power of blood veins into his body to help him slow down the spread of corpse poison.

Sleepless nights, facing this room of wounded people, I regret my impulsiveness. If I had been more rational at that time, calmed down a little more, and prepared to go in again, maybe the result would not have been like this, and Bai Feng would not have been so seriously injured.

It's all my fault! Although the bones of my parents were brought out, all of us except me were seriously injured, and the mission of Qianling also needs to be postponed. The price of all this is just too great, it's not what I want, it's all because I'm too emotional!

Even though Bai Feng was so badly injured, I couldn't heal it. But I knew very well in my heart that he would be fine. Now the situation on our side, the Jiuli Realm must have known for a long time. And Bai Feng's status over there is not low, they won't let him do this. And with the ability of the Jiuli Realm, it shouldn't be possible for Bai Feng to have anything happen.

The others weren't particularly nervous, and they weren't too worried about his situation. If I'm right, the people over there should be there today, so I don't have to worry too much.

It's just that I can't let go of how I can make amends, or how to face them, or how to forgive myself.

Long Yang's breath slowly approached, and I opened my eyes and looked at him. His face still looked very pale, his spiritual power was pitifully weak, and his breath was also very weak, which made my heart twitch.

It seems that the injury is too bad, and the night's rest last night did not make him recover much! If Longyang is like this, then let alone others.

He walked up to me, sat down in a chair next to me, and gave me a pale smile.

I looked at him for a moment, then turned my head and closed my eyes, remembering the moment he blocked the attack for me yesterday.

"Why didn't you rest in there?" I shook off the image in my head, opened my eyes, looked at him and asked.

"Of course, it's photosynthesis!" He grinned.

Photosynthesis?

I smiled bitterly inwardly, knowing that he was only saying this to make me laugh, but how could I still laugh now?

"I'm sorry!" I withdrew my gaze and looked faintly at the white clouds slowly drifting in the sky ahead.

He didn't smile and comfort me like he used to, saying, "It's okay, it's not your fault!" Instead, he chose to be silent. I didn't look at him, I didn't know what he was thinking, and what kind of expression he would have.

"I lost your dagger!" I continued.

"Hmm." He replied lightly and said nothing more.

"I'm sorry! I let Brother Bai Feng suffer such a serious injury, but there is nothing I can do. ”

"Hmm."

"I'm sorry! I have delayed the Qianling plan again. ”

"Hmm."

"I'm sorry! Because of my willfulness, you have all been hurt. ”

"Hmm."

"I'm sorry...... It's all my fault! ”

"Hmm."

Seeing that I didn't speak anymore, Long Yang smiled and said lightly, "How is it?" Do you feel more comfortable now? ”

I turned to look at him and gave him a smile: "Thank you!" Then he withdrew his gaze.

I am grateful that Long Yang did not comfort me, but accepted my apology with a "hmm" one by one. At this time, I don't need comfort, what I need is an apology that can vent my inner pain, and only when someone accepts my apology, my heart can feel a lot more at ease.

I know very well that all this is caused by my own hands, because of my recklessness, because of my willfulness, because of my greed...... So I don't qualify for any kind of comfort. Long Yang can accept my verbal apology like this, and I am very happy for me.

And this also made me better understand Long Yang's unusual calm side, at this time, he could easily see through what I was thinking, and helped me in a very appropriate way to help me who was confused and guilty. Maybe this can be regarded as a kind of comfort in disguise!

It's just that in my heart, I still prefer the usual carefree Longyang, who can laugh and play with the people around him at any time. At a young age, he shouldn't have carried so many things, but he put his happiness aside.

Long Yang saw that I didn't want to say anything, so he quietly accompanied me and looked at the sky. In this way, the two of them stared blankly at the sky for a long time.

"Long Yang, that short knife should be very precious, right?" It felt like the silence had lasted too long, and I asked.

"It's okay too! It's just a rare piece in the family's collection. He paused and continued, "It's just that for me he's a gift from my father, so I always keep it with me. There was a lot of reluctance and regret in his tone.

I looked at the sky and smiled bitterly in my heart, even if Long Yang didn't say so, I knew the value of this short knife. I've never seen that material, but it's because of this unknown special material that its aura is quite rich, and it's a rare good knife. Long Yang said that it is not very precious, maybe he just hopes that I will not feel so guilty!

The most important thing is that the knife was given to him by his father, and as far as I know his father seems to be no longer alive, then the value of this knife is immeasurable for him.

I, on the other hand, threw the knife in the cave. I don't know if he was injured at that time, and whether he took the knife. But no matter what, when I have the ability, I will definitely go in and retrieve the knife and hand it over to Long Yang in person.

"Its name seems to be a ghost!" I didn't apologize, and he wouldn't accept it if I thought about it, so I planned to continue chatting with him.

"Hmmm! This is what my father took when he got it, hoping it would have ghost-like speed. He said as he looked into the distance, as if remembering something.

"I heard you say in the tomb before that it was made of black gold, what kind of material is that?"

He came back to his senses and replied: "Black gold is a mineral, extremely rare and precious, and it is an ore with a strong sense of spirit, so the weapon made from it also has a strong sense of spiritual power, and it is the best of the weapons. However, due to its small production, it disappeared thousands of years ago, and many of them were buried deep underground. However, most of them have been collected into the Jiuli Realm, and many of the short knives in my house are black gold. ”

"I see! It's the first time I've seen black gold. "And I didn't expect that there would be a large amount of such precious black gold in the tomb on the night of the war. As soon as Long Yang said this, the era in which he lived must have disappeared long ago, and he didn't know where he got it.

"In fact, black gold is not the most precious mineral, Xuantian B stone is!"

"Xuantian Yi Stone?" I was confused, I had never heard of it.

"Hmmm! I haven't seen this mine either, though, because it only exists in the divine realm. In this world, there is only one weapon that is made of Xuantian Yi Stone. He gave me a mysterious look and said, "That's ...... Xuanyuan Sword! ”

"Xuanyuan Sword!" I've heard of this, it is said that it was the weapon of the Yellow Emperor at the time, and then I don't know where it went, but I think it should be buried with the Yellow Emperor!

"Hmmm! Back then, the Yellow Emperor used the Xuanyuan Sword given by the goddess to defeat Chiyou, so we also had to enter the Emperor's Mausoleum to get the Xuanyuan Sword this time. Of course, it's still early ......."

"Young man! What do you want for lunch? Long Yang wanted to continue, but was interrupted by the landlord's words.

Seeing the landlord come over, his legs seemed to be much better than before, and I smiled with relief, at least this is one thing I did right!

"Uncle, we won't have lunch here, we'll be leaving in a while!" Long Yang said to the uncle.

"Huh? Didn't you say you'd stay for a long time, why did you leave? "There may be very few people who can accompany him like this, and the uncle is also very reluctant to us.

Long Yang walked up to the uncle with a smile and patted him on the shoulder: "Uncle, we have something to go back!" Rest assured, we will come back to see you! ”

The uncle nodded, said a few more words to Long Yang and left.

"Sister Xiaoxiao, the Jiuli Realm has already sent people over, and they will be able to go to Xi'an in the afternoon. In order to let Big Brother Black get treatment as soon as possible, we are going back to the previous hotel now, you can prepare! ”

I had expected this to be the case, so I didn't say anything and nodded, and after saying goodbye to Long Yang, I went back to my room to tidy up my things.