Chapter 215: Between Life and Death (1)
From the moment he started telling the story, she didn't understand what he meant, why did he tell her these things? And why do you ask her opinion? What does this have to do with her? Does it matter what she thinks about these things?
Cen Kexuan's brain is chaotic, and he doesn't know how to respond, so many people in the Cen family died tragically overnight? Of course there will be hatred, but the culprit is dead, so what can she do? And take revenge and hate such things...... She never seemed to think about it, or rather, because she didn't witness it with her own eyes, she didn't see her father and mother die in front of her, so she always felt that they were just leaving, waiting for her in a distant place, and one day, they would meet again. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
She is not so painful and sad, and she is not blinded by hatred, she is just a little lonely, if she can be accompanied by her brother, then even this loneliness will gradually fade away, no matter how big the wound, there will be a day when it will be healed.
"I ...... I do not know. She closed her eyes, her fingers trembled slightly, and her face turned slightly pale, "Maybe someone can let go of the hatred they once had, but someone can't, and when everyone makes their own decisions, they must ...... also knows what the consequences will be, whether it is the perpetrator or the victim, it may have been doomed in the dark. ”
Her body didn't seem to be doing well, and the feeling of dizziness when she bought the pears hit again, making her vision blurry for a while, and gradually recovering, she let out a long breath, not daring to look at his eyes, but reached out to wipe the fine sweat from the corners of her forehead.
Fortunately, Bai Moyin didn't say anything in the end, as if he saw her discomfort, so he just took her hand and whispered, "Let's go back." Cen Kexuan was in a state of confusion and could only nod.
There was nothing to say all the way, he was happy when he came, but when he went back, he became inexplicably heavier, what was he thinking, and what was he going to do? Cen Kexuan seemed to know vaguely, but he didn't seem to know very well. When I returned to the inn, there were already more people in the inn, which was very different from the cold and secluded when I left, and the leader was a gentleman who looked gentle and elegant, with black hair and long beard, and when he saw the two of them returning, he stepped forward and bowed down and said, "Second son, Miss Cen." ”
Cen Kexuan was stunned for a moment, only looking at this person who was strange, he had never seen it, how could he recognize himself? Bai Moyin saw the look of doubt in her eyes, and opened his mouth to introduce: "This is Qin Yun. ”
Qin Yun? There is only one name, but it is useless to Cen Kexuan. After thinking about it, it is probably someone from Yujing Villa, and I will slowly understand it in the future.
That Qin Yun made a salute to Cen Ke, and then got down to business, but he didn't shy away from anyone, only to see him whisper: "The things ordered by the second prince have been dealt with, and besides-" He paused and said, "The things that the second prince wants his subordinates to bring have also been brought." As soon as he finished speaking, he glanced at the person next to him, and a small servant stepped forward with a long box, standing very respectfully.
What is mysterious, what is it, Cen Kexuan was so curious that he wanted to see it but was embarrassed to stare at it blatantly, who knew that Bai Moyin turned his head and smiled at her, and said, "Your things have arrived, don't you take a look?" ”
Cen Kexuan was stunned, "My thing? didn't react for a while, Bai Moyin smiled: "Let's go to the Lin family ancestral hall, what are we for?" Cen Kexuan suddenly realized, and said with a happy eyebrow: "This is the Linglang Sword?" Seeing the smile in the other party's eyes, as if there was a sense of agreement, she hurriedly stepped forward to open the sword box, and sure enough, she saw a jade-inlaid long sword lying inside, which looked very delicate at a glance.
This sword is known as one of the seven famous swords, before a hard battle to fight, who knew that after the defeat and many incidents, I thought that I had no chance with myself, but I didn't expect it to finally come to her hands, a kind of joy of loss and recovery made Cen Kexuan very excited, she reached out to take out the sword, held the hilt of the sword and pulled the sword out of the sheath, only to feel that the sword was sharp, the cold in front of him was shining, it was really a sharp blade, and couldn't help but praise again and again: "Good sword!" ”
Turning her head to see Bai Moyin looking at her with a slight smile, she said, "Why did this sword come to you again?" ”
Bai Moyin didn't say much, only smiled and said, "Don't you try it?" This Linglang sword is the lightest of the famous swords, and it is much more suitable for women than the others. ”
While the two were talking, they were walking towards the courtyard, and Qin Yun followed behind, as if there was something he wanted to say and had not explained, but Bai Moyin didn't see it, and only accompanied the little girl to laugh.
"Really?" Cen Kexuan's eyes lit up after listening to Bai Moyin's words, and he pondered the sword as he walked, and said, "Then can Bai Gongzi accompany me to try?" The two of them had already walked into the courtyard at this time, and the venue had suddenly opened up a lot, and the drizzle had stopped.
Bai Moyin nodded in response, Qin Yun and the others stopped waiting under the corridor, Cen Kexuan smiled and took two steps back: "This sword is sharp, Bai Gongzi can be careful, don't get hurt." She said this, but she was very relieved in her heart, flipped the sword body, and was about to make a move, who knew that as soon as she was lucky, she suddenly felt a heart-piercing pain in her chest, and her whole body was weak, and a cold breath spread from her chest to all four limbs, a burst of cold and a burst of heat.
"I ......" She shook her footsteps a few times, and a trace of blood suddenly appeared at the corner of her mouth, and the sky spun around, and she fainted immediately.
Bai Moyin hurriedly stepped forward to catch her body, hugged her in his arms, and saw that the girl in his arms was pale and the corners of her mouth were bloody, he frowned, picked her up and turned her head and said to Qin Yun: "No one is allowed to follow." Then he walked briskly into the house.
Cen Kexuan was half asleep and half awake, and in a trance heard someone talking, high and low, intermittently, someone stroked her forehead, whispering something, she couldn't open her eyes, the strange picture she had seen when she was a child appeared from time to time, a woman in white, a stone pillar standing in the sky, a totem like a snake and a dragon.
Countless people bowed down and bowed, countless people wailed bitterly, and the woman in white sang and groaned.
No...... Don't want to see that...... She tried to think about other things, and when the picture turned, it was in the house of the Cen family when she was a child, and her father and mother stood at the door and waved with a smile, saying that she could announce that she would come with her father.
She was about to follow, but suddenly someone grabbed her hand, and when she turned around, it was her brother's worried face, his mouth opened and closed, and he didn't make any sound in his dream, she could only try to distinguish what he said.
Don't go, he seems to be saying, Kexuan, don't go.
"Brother ......" woke up groggily, with a splitting headache, and saw the starry sky outside the window, this is a scene she had never cared about, what seemed to be a mediocre picture on weekdays, for some reason it suddenly seemed to become extremely spectacular and magnificent, as if God had prepared her last gorgeous performance, she said in a dumb voice: "Am I dying......
Ever since she had been getting weaker and weaker, she had a vague sense of discomfort, and she had always known that her life might have been out of her hands.
His forehead was gently covered by a hand, his hand was cold and warm, gently touched her cheek, and said softly, "It'll be fine." ”
Cen Kexuan showed a smile: "Listening to you say this, it seems that the pain on your body has really been reduced a lot, don't you say it's strange?" Bai Moyin looked at her deeply and didn't speak for a while. She panicked, bit her lip and begged, "Don't you be like this, can you talk to me more?" Feeling the fishy sweetness in her mouth getting stronger, she still didn't want to be quiet: "I want to hear you talk to me." It seems that this is the only way to calm the restless mind.
"Okay." He leaned against her bedside, looked into her eyes and whispered, "What do you want to hear?" ”
The dim candle flame tinted the whole room with a faint shade of yellow, and his white garment was no longer as far out of reach as the snow on the top of the mountain, but in this small house, it became within her reach, and this subtle detail made her unprovoked pleasure in pain.
"I love to hear everything about you." She looked at him and whispered.
Since they have known each other, it seems that they often go in and out together, but in fact, they don't really spend much time alone, since they left Ziyun Palace, there are a lot of good things to say, Bai Jingfeng has changed from being strange to being tired of each other now, and Mingxiao has changed from ignorance to even more ignorance, but Bai Moyin has changed dramatically.
When he has nothing to do, he likes to stay alone in the house, read idle books, and does not like to be disturbed by anyone, which brings great trouble to Cen Kexuan, who wants to get close to him. So every time he is disturbed, will it annoy him, which makes Cen Kexuan, who has always taken the initiative, a little timid. According to Dou Lan's guess, Bai Moyin should have affection for the dead Yang Ke'er, so he had an irreconcilable conflict with his brother, and for the sake of his beloved woman, his brother turned against him.
Was he real, ever in love with that woman?
Bai Moyin held her hand and looked at her quietly, with a faint smile in his eyes, Cen Kexuan suddenly said: "Actually, there is something I've always been curious about. ”
"What?" After a moment of silence, he asked in a hoarse voice.
"Early April...... You came to Ziyun Palace, I asked Brother Chu Li about you, but Brother Chu Li talked about the past. Five years ago, the people of the Western Regions tried in vain to occupy the Central Plains Wulin, and there was an incident in Xishu, when Chu Li's brother was ordered to go to investigate, and when he passed through the sandbank, he met a teenager. She coughed, and it was a little difficult to speak, and seeing that Bai Moyin was still quietly waiting for her next words, she continued.
"That night, they drank and talked when they met in Pingshui, and the young man even made a bet with Chu Li's brother, although I don't know what happened between them, but Chu Li's brother said that the young man had taken the initiative to mention you, and he seemed to be very familiar with you between words."
"I asked for the name of that person, but Brother Chu Li said that he didn't know, and this person couldn't be from Yujing Villa, but ......" she said a little anxiously, and coughed again.
"But you don't think so? Do you think he's hiding it from you? As smart as Bai Moyin, she naturally understood what she didn't say.
"Because ......" Cen Kexuan looked into his eyes, feeling that he might be too sensitive and too associative, but he intuitively felt that he was not wrong, "Because Brother Chu Li once said that his surname is Yang, and there is indeed no boy surnamed Yang in Yujing Villa, but ......"
There is no boy surnamed Yang, but there is a girl surnamed Yang, and she is a very famous beautiful and intelligent girl.