Chapter 7: Gossip
"Yes, we used to dig tunnels in our house. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info" I don't know what Grandma Xie touched, and I fell into the reminiscence of the past.
"Authentically?" Xie Nuanyi became interested, which he had never heard of in his previous life, "Where is it?" ”
"Where is it now, it's been filled in a long time ago." Grandma Xie smiled and said to Xie Nuanyi, "At that time, it was a war, and then it was filled in as soon as it was liberated." It's right behind our house. ”
Xie Nuanyi was a little slack, but he thought that this was also the way it should be. It's all liberated, where will these things be left: "Milk, is it just our family digging?" ”
"No, the village has been dug up, even our vegetable patch has been dug up, the sky has changed, the people have changed, they have all changed...... At that time, a lot of people died, and they were all buried in the ......" Grandma Xie's voice became smaller and smaller, and she didn't know whether she said it or not.
Xie Nuanyi can understand when he thinks about it, the storm that has only passed in the past ten years, especially the old people like Grandma Xie and the people who have been entangled in their little feet. Psychologically scary.
Xie Nuanyi didn't know what the scene was at that time, but it could be imagined from the reactions of several families in the village. Later, when she grew up, she realized that the first batch of college students who went out of the village at that time heard that it was still a school in the capital, and after being sent back because of the parade, they ended up tragically. One of the families only had that one child, and they couldn't bear it, so they just secretly locked him up, and they locked him up for decades. And the other households, I heard that they were fed some medicine, and the people were gone......
Life is so fragile, let alone these dead things?
Xie Nuanyi looked at the grass and trees, bricks and tiles at home with affection. Listening to grandma's meaning, the village was not like this before, but after war, natural and man-made disasters, in Xie Nuanyi's eyes, only the beautiful mountains and rivers and idyllic scenery remained. It's just that these didn't keep it later.
Later, after extensive development, even the mountains became bare, and every time it rained, mud and sand washed down, and I heard that several families were buried. Since then, there has been no people in a radius of several miles...... Later, the people in the village were proud to go out, and almost all of them bought houses in the county or city, and the village was deserted. If it weren't for the fact that the rural policy was better later, coupled with the expansion and development of the county seat, the village would really become history. In the end, it is very likely that it is just a name on the local county records, hidden in the picture scroll of history.
But even so, the village was unrecognizable, and even when people returned, they came for the compensation for the land, and no one was in the mood to rebuild their homeland. Once in a while, she came home and couldn't see a familiar face. It became more and more evident to her that the village was no longer what it used to be, that it had been assimilated by the times, and that it had become a model for the neighborhood in the city......
"What are you doing sitting there?" Father Xie returned home and saw Xie Nuanyi, and asked with a smile, "Why didn't you go to mow the grass with your sister?" ”
Xie Nuanyi looked at her father, and remembered her household registration again, she opened her mouth, but sighed helplessly, and changed her words: "Dad-"
Grandma Xie saw it, put the baskets together, and wanted to stand up: "Why are you back at this time?" ”
"Come back and get the basket, and I'll be back in a moment." Father Xie replied casually.
Grandma Xie raised her head and looked at Father Xie and said strangely, "What are you doing with the basket at this time?" ”
Father Xie replied while looking for it: "There is a technician from the village, who said that he will plant early bud grain, and when the time comes, it can not only be used as grain but also sold." ”
Grandma Xie's thoughts were relatively conservative, and she asked with some concern: "Does anyone have a seed, don't listen to the wind or the rain." ”
"There are people who breed, why don't there breeds? Our village chief planted it. I heard that this year is the first year, and the state has exempted this public grain mile in order to support it. When the time comes, I can still evaluate it as advanced. ”
Father Xie is so simple-minded, he believes what others say. Every time I was deceived into a quarrel at home, but after that, it was still the same.
Grandma Xie was not at ease when she heard this, she put down the work in her hand and got up to help Father Xie rummage: "We can't compare with his family, and they don't point to these acres of land to eat." It's only been a few years, and it's my duty to farm honestly...... Jiye, you have to look at others. ”
Father Xie responded impatiently, "I know, I know." Then he walked away without looking back. Grandma Xie followed to the gate, and did not return to the same place until Father Xie's figure could no longer be seen, she picked up her clothes, and began to do needlework again.
Xie Nuanyi looked at all this, and his heart was inexplicably a little sour. Obviously, Grandma Xie is not at ease, for the people of their generation, land is fundamental. Plus after so long of war, and after ******...... Grandma is actually very reluctant to toss. Xie Nuanyi remembers that people of their generation often said that "blessings are all tossed and lost".
But despite this, Grandma Xie still helped Dad Xie find the basket, and still did not object to Dad Xie's "advanced". Although she was very uncertain in her heart, she still didn't say anything, at most she just persuaded Father Xie to listen and watch more.
In fact, Grandma Xie left a lot of impressions on Xie Nuanyi, and there was no kindness in so many impressions. I have the impression that Grandma Xie is very domineering and selfish, and she is not reasonable, and she will never suffer if she has anything...... But now...... It seems that I was really young at that time and didn't know anything.
Mother's love is like a mountain! Xie Nuanyi once again had a new experience.
Alas, this simple feeling, even if she knows about this green mountains and green waters, she will not be able to keep it. All she could do was sigh in her heart. Memories are only so beautiful because they are gone. Now she's going to do it all over again...... It doesn't seem to be much different from the previous life.
She's really worried, she's a black household, and she's still in the mood to think about it. Did she not worry much from the bottom of her heart? In his previous life, Xie Anshi's hukou seemed to have been only enrolled when he was in school, right? At that time, it was a serious superbirth. Now her problem is probably not a big problem.
Take 10,000 steps back, in another ten or eight years, the national policy will be relaxed, she is not a real child, as long as she is down-to-earth in this life, she should be able to control her own destiny. No, she must control her own destiny, and no one can manipulate her left and right. She also wants to live her own life wantonly like her eldest sister Xie Shengnan.
Speaking of sister, where did Xie Shengnan go? You won't really run to the post, will you? It seems to be the mass grave that my grandmother said. If you don't tell your family about this? The consequences are unimaginable...... But if you report this kind of thing, I'm afraid that your reputation among your children will be worse in the future......
What to do?