Chapter 187
Peng Daying:
Hello, please allow me to call you so affectionately again, although you and I are husband and wife, I didn't expect to come to this point, so it can be said that in married life and even in the whole life, it can be said that you and I are a failure. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Fortunately, although you and I are close to the age of confusion, we are not too old after all, and we still have the opportunity for deep reflection and remediation, and there is still time to summarize our past and correct it.
Looking back on everything in the past, no matter what situation and mentality you had at that time, after all, you married me when I had almost nothing, and gave birth to a son for me, and suffered so much, just for this, I Li Yenian and even my entire family will be grateful to you for a lifetime.
Although you also admit that I am not only a good husband, but also a good father, but as a man, after all, I did not let my beloved live the life I wanted to live, which is also a dereliction of duty and failure, so you chose to leave me, and I have never complained about you, and I feel deep self-blame.
During this period of time, I also suffered a lot, in order to be able to make a big difference, I ran around, but the results were in vain, backfired, and in desperation, I almost wanted to leave this world and escape all the troubles in this world.
I don't know if it's God's pity, or my Li Yenian's life shouldn't be extinguished, or maybe God still wants to make other arrangements for me, and give me the opportunity to complete and realize my wishes, in short, I am still living in this world, and now I believe that as long as I am alive, I may still have a chance, maybe I will have a great achievement in the future.
I know your situation thoroughly, I don't have a trace of the mentality of wanting to see your jokes, I just hope that you can go on strongly, and it's not a big deal, isn't it just tens of thousands of dollars of foreign debt, if you are still willing to give me a chance, and I will start all over again, I will be willing to bear it with you, and go through this period of ups and downs together.
Of course, if you have any other ideas, I will definitely respect all your choices, but please rest assured, I will handle the child's affairs properly, at least I will raise him as an adult, until he goes to work smoothly, I only hope that you can protect and take care of yourself, pay more attention to your body, and do not have too many worries and mental burden.
Some time ago, I got a book, called "Jade Calendar Treasure Bank", which touched my heart a lot, as if you and I can make a good reasonable explanation for your fate, in fact, like you and me, we should really reflect on how to be a person, not to mention what I have done before, I believe that you may have done something that should not be done, I think you and I have mixed up to this day, it may also be God's punishment for us, if you want to change your fate, you must first change your heart, I am also educating children in this way now, and I may instill more Buddhist ideas in them in the future, I hope you can read more of this book when you have time, and see if it can also give you a little inspiration and understanding.
Not much to say, let the children bring you books, if there is any difficulty, please tell me, I will continue to help you, cherish.
Even if there is no husband and wife between us, but after all, we have lived together for so many years, there is always a little family affection, even if there is no family affection, we still have friendship, you say yes, I wish you all the best as soon as possible.
Written by Li Yenian. “
The two gangs did it in one go, and after a while, they wrote a letter, and then folded it neatly, put it in an envelope, and took the "Jade Calendar Treasure Banknote", wrapped it in a brand new newspaper, and handed it to the child, asking him to take the time to give it to his mother.
To be honest, the second gang is most worried and worried about Peng Ying now, her heart is higher than the sky, but unfortunately her life is thinner than paper, and she is a woman, and the second gang is worried about whether she can survive this hurdle.
There is no husband and wife, but there is brother and sister love, there is no brother and sister love, but there is family love, this is by no means a kind word that the two states said with false affection, married for 18 years, did not let their beloved live the beautiful life they want to live, this is a man's incompetence, and he has not achieved anything to this day, the second gang also thinks that it is not that he does not have that ability, but that he does not have that blessing, that is to say, his heart is not good enough, and he must increase his efforts to practice, in order to increase his own blessings.
The second gang felt that Peng Ying also needed to change her heart. First of all, the character of complaining about oneself is to be corrected, and the other is to know how to be grateful and learn to be grateful, having said that, if Peng Ying is a person who knows how to be grateful, her marriage will not fail to such an extent, and the result is that both of them are like lost dogs, homeless. If you don't change your mind, you will remarry in the future, and your married life and family life will not be happy. So the second gang now wants to try to change that Peng Ying as much as possible.
Since the "Jade Calendar Treasure Bank" can be obtained in the temple, the second gang believes that it can be asked for in the future, even if it is not available, but the second gang thinks that it is not so important, as the saying goes, since you have a Buddha in your heart, you yourself have become a Buddha, and your code of conduct will naturally go in accordance with the requirements and guidance of the Buddhist law. The second gang also has a plan, that is, once they have time, they will run more in the temple, get in touch with and learn more about Buddhism, and once they have the opportunity, they will also preach and promote the teachings of Buddhism, which is also a fast and good shortcut to cultivate their own good fortune.
"Thank you for still taking care of the past husband and wife, and thank you for being willing to care for and take care of the children wholeheartedly, which solves my worries, but the matter of remarriage, don't be delusional, daydreaming, I just hope you can do it yourself, don't be obsessed with some crooked ways, and find a good woman in the future, a good family, I am doing well, thank you for your concern and wishes. Treasure. “
The second gang really can't figure it out, as the saying goes, the prodigal son doesn't change his money, so what is going on with Peng Ying, that is, he was put on eighteen cows, and it seems that he can't turn back, and he also thinks that the Buddhism he is going to believe in is crooked, and there is really no way, in the future, you have to take your Yangguan Road, and I will take my single-plank bridge,
In the end, who will live what kind of life in the future has to be left to fate.