Bai Xiaoman said bits and pieces while reminiscing: "After I arrived in Cangguo, I was alone, without relatives and friends, at that time, I often couldn't distinguish between dreams and reality, and sometimes even spoke to the opposite side and the mirror for a long time, because I didn't know who could understand what I said." Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 Info At that time, Muller came to me and became my secret guard, and I was very unaccustomed to it, and whenever I walked to the water's edge or the corner of a tall building, he suddenly appeared like a ghost, and every time he would startle me, and then I gradually got used to it. ”

"Although, the addition of him did not fundamentally change my current situation, but I didn't feel lonely anymore, because Muller is a different existence like a human being, for a long time, I thought he was mute, and after getting along for a long time, I realized that he just didn't like to talk. Two lonely people depend on each other, and they feel that life is not so lonely. ”

Bai Xiaoman changed his usual style of speaking simply and quickly, his eyes were misty, and he didn't say a word when he spoke.

Qingyang Xiaocen suddenly asked her aloud: "Why did he appear to stop you when you went to the water's edge and the corner of the high-rise building?" ”

Bai Xiaoman smiled sadly: "Because in those days, I often thought that maybe I could leave and return to a place I was familiar with when I died." ”

Qingyang Xiaocen's pupils tightened, she sat up straight unconsciously, and asked her, "Xiaoman, what did you experience back then?" ”

Bai Xiaoman waved his hand: "You don't have to be so nervous, I'm not a suicide person, I had these thoughts at that time, but because it was difficult to accept the status quo, my adaptability was too poor." ”

"When I was angry with Muller before, I often drove him away, but he didn't care about me, and then I calmed down, and I felt that I had left Cangguo, and I had to start over, and I also complained about him hypocritically, saying that every time I saw him, I would think of the past, although I didn't have a bad attitude like before, but I didn't know how to let him leave several times."

"Now that Mueller is finally gone, I'm so sad, you say, is there something wrong with people like me?"

Qingyang Xiaocen took the empty bowl in her hand away, stroked her hair, and said lightly: "We are all human beings, we will have feelings after getting along for a long time, you are reluctant, it is also human nature, don't think about it like this." ”

Bai Xiaoman turned his head and looked at him: "Because I still can't fully trust him, I'm afraid that one day he will be by our side and threaten our safety, so I am the most profit-conscious person." ”

Qingyang Xiaocen sat over, leaned her head on her shoulder, and gently patted her shoulder: "Then do you completely believe me?" ”

Bai Xiaoman shook his head slightly: "Do you believe it without reservation?" No. ”

Then he sat up straight, looked sideways at Qingyang Xiaocen, and looked straight into the depths of his eyes: "But I chose you, I drove Mueller away, and half of the reason is because of you, he has been with me for three years, but it is not as good as the few months you have been with me, you say, how can this be reasonable?" ”

Qingyang Xiaocen asked with a half-smile and half-anger: "I value you more than everyone else, and I don't feel wronged." ”

Bai Xiaoman relaxed his body again and leaned his head on his shoulder: "Listening to your words, I feel much better." It's a pity that your mother is long gone, otherwise I could have asked, if your mother and I fell into the river, who would you save first? ”

Qingyang Xiaocen asked funny: "When do you never forget to say it." ”

Bai Xiaoman patted his hand solemnly and comforted: "Don't worry, I'm very good at water, this problem is an unsolved problem that has plagued men and women for thousands of years, I just want to embarrass it for you." ”

Qingyang Xiao Cen smiled slightly, and said slowly: "Xiaoman, I don't care about your past, you can just ask, it's just that I hope you can let go of the past and stop being entangled by the past." ”

Bai Xiaoman was stunned for a while before he said, "In the future, I'll tell you again, okay?" ”

Qingyang Xiaocen turned his head and kissed her forehead: "I didn't mean to listen to the past, we all have the past, I used to be obsessed with those unhappy pasts, and found that no matter how much I can't let go of my hatred, others are irrelevant, but I entangle myself and live a very unhappy life, I don't want you to follow my old path." ”

Bai Xiaoman nodded, changed his words, and asked him, "Is there anything going on in Qingyuan today?" Why did you come back so late? Didn't we say it? If there is nothing particularly important in the future, will we have to eat dinner together? ”

Qingyang Xiaocen was silent.

Bai Xiaoman said to himself: "I saw Xie Ruren today, and I heard about her and Hongyi, and the two women fought happily for King An, so if the man is not worrying, the woman will not be able to live with it." You're not going to see that Ruoyun tonight, are you? If so, I'll prepare a washboard for you, and you can kneel for three or four hours. ”

Qingyang Xiaocen's body stiffened and did not answer.

Bai Xiaoman smiled and said, "Why don't you answer?" I don't have clairvoyance, but I thought of Ruoyun from the red clothes, is it that you men with a bit of status must have a confidant? ”

Qingyang Xiaocen let go of Bai Xiaoman, and stopped talking.

Bai Xiaoman couldn't laugh a little: "Qingyang, to be honest, who are you going to see tonight, you say it well, I won't beat you." ”

Qingyang Xiaocen was a little self-deprecating, a little speechless: "I did see Ruoyun tonight." ”

Bai Xiaoman stood up and asked angrily: "Do you think that it is a very important situation that she meets the kind of standard we agreed on before?" ”

Qingyang Xiaocen also stood up, trying to calm Bai Xiaoman's excited emotions: "I was also surprised to see Ruoyun tonight, it was originally Chen Hanlin who made an appointment to discuss his daughter's dowry, but he only had one daughter, and he loved him so much that he was going to marry far away, and he was very reluctant, so Tuo Qingyuan prepared a huge dowry for him." ”

Bai Xiaoman didn't interrupt, although he was angry, he also listened patiently to his explanation, and didn't want to give him a chance to defend himself, so he directly sentenced him to death.

"Unexpectedly, after talking with Chen Hanlin for half an hour, he said that he had something to leave, let me wait, I waited for most of the hour, sent someone to ask, and got a reply saying that he hadn't finished dealing with the matter, let me wait a little longer, there was an urgent matter to discuss, and then later, I didn't wait for Chen Hanlin, but waited for Ruoyun."

Bai Xiaoman pursed his lips: "It's still like a cloud, it's so affectionate." ”

Qingyang Xiaocen said innocently: "The singer geisha has always only taken stage names, her stage name is Ruoyun, and she has no surname, what do you call me?" ”

Bai Xiaoman's eyebrows raised: "You saw that Chen Hanlin didn't go, she went, and it was clear that she was waiting for you, she was so smart on weekdays, why can't you see through this simple Hongmen banquet?" Just put it on me! (To be continued.) )