21. Some loneliness
After his mother died, he thought that he was his father's only concern, but unexpectedly, this only concern had already been broken by his father. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
A deep sense of loss instantly spread throughout his body.
He suddenly felt that he couldn't stay in this house any longer.
Here, it not only belongs to him, but also to two other strangers, so how can he stay in this house alone?
He felt a little lonely and lonely.
For so many years, he has been working alone outside, very hard, but he is still persevering, he still hopes to return to his home, but unexpectedly, the home he has been missing has already had a new owner.
Why would Dad do this? Why wouldn't Dad tell him?
Dad left in such a hurry, leaving no last words, and he also returned to England after his father's departure, he had no idea that his father would do such a thing with the property before his death.
It was the only memory he shared with his parents.
But this memory was inadvertently shattered.
He cried.
He rarely shed tears.
He cried when Mom left, he cried when Dad left, and now, he's crying again.
I can't tell why, he just wanted to cry, he kept staring at his father's portrait, and the tears kept flowing down like that.
He stood in the room where Shen Anqi had once lived.
The room was also simply cleaned by the hourly staff.
For the first time, he looked around the room very seriously.
Shen Anqi's photo was wiped and hung on the wall.
Shen Anqi was smiling brightly.
Shen Anqi was only 16 years old when she took the photo, which was the age of cardamom and youthful beauty. At that time, Shen Anqi had just entered high school, and the photo taken on the birthday of the Lu family was taken by Lu Zhengyan for Shen Anqi in person, and because it was taken by Lu Zhengyan himself, Shen Anqi cherished it very much, chose a photo to enlarge, and when he left the Lu family, he hurriedly only brought his clothes with him, but forgot to take the photo off.
Lu Yanhang looked at the quiet Shen Anqi and was very emotional.
Shen Anqi, who lacks father's love, must like her father's arms very much, right? Otherwise, how could Dad add her and Feng Yali's names to the real estate certificate in such a short period of time?
During his years abroad, his father would always send him a few photos from time to time, without exception, Shen Anqi was always snuggled in his father's arms, just like his own father and daughter.
Lu Yanhang's heart was a little uncomfortable.
He has always been a very sane person.
Especially in the face of feelings.
Shen Anqi's big black eyes kept shaking in front of his eyes.
The sewing machine in Shen Anqi's room still had unfinished clothes for her father.
When he left after his father's funeral, he just covered everything he could with a sheet, so his clothes were not too dirty.
On the desk in the room there were also some books and notebooks that Shen Anqi had read.
He looked at Shen Anqi's notebook boringly.
Shen Anqi's handwriting is very delicate, somewhat like her appearance.
Lu Yanhang remembered the scene when he met Shen Anqi in the "Green Pavilion" that day.
In such a hurry, the impression of Shen Anqi appeared so vividly in front of him.
Maybe there are a lot of things that are predestined.
He always thought that he would not have an intersection with Feng Yali and Shen Anqi, but now, how can it be said that they have no intersection?
Angel Shen's diary?
This discovery actually doubled Lu Yanhang's spirit.
Shen Anqi's diary was in the drawer of the desk, and there was a small pocket lock on the notebook, Lu Yanhang didn't find the key, so he had to gently unscrew the small lock.
July 3, 2005, fine
"Today my dad told me that my brother was coming back, and I was so happy. Since I was a child, I have been looking forward to having a capable brother so that I will not be bullied by others and my mother will not have to work so hard. God actually treats me well, gave me a father who loves me, and now he has given me a brother, but will this brother like me? ……”
September 10, 2005, overcast
"I've been at Lu's house for many days, but Lu Yanhang hasn't shown up, and I understand that this brother doesn't like me and my mother, as well as my aunt's family. So I'll leave with my mother, but what about my father? Big Mom has passed away, who will Dad let take care of?
October 2, 2005, fine
"Today I bought a piece of cloth with my father's pocket money, and I want to make a dress for my father. My dad will have his birthday in two months, and this is the best birthday gift I can ever give my dad. ”
6 November 2005, rain
"Zhao Feihong, you wait, you scoundrel!"
December 6, 2005, light snow
"Mom cried and prepared a lot of food, saying it was my brother's birthday, and my dad called my brother, but when my brother arrived at the same school, did my brother hate me and my mother so much?"
……
Lu Yanhang's eyes were moist again.
Shen Anqi's diary intermittently records the bits and pieces of life in the Lu family.
Through those immature words, Lu Yanhang saw a living Shen Anqi.
A distressing Shen Anqi.
Did you do something wrong back then?
As soon as the idea came to him, he himself was startled.
If there was no Feng Yali and Shen Anqi, could he leave his father and go away? Definitely not! It's just that there are suddenly two more people in the family, and he only feels that he seems to be too redundant to stay at home, so he will leave, right? Why couldn't I accept Feng Yali's mother and daughter at the beginning? Shen Anqi is such a lovely sister, how could she not accept it?
Regardless of anything else, based on Shen Anqi's simple words alone, it is impossible for him not to dislike this sister.
Ten years ago, was he such an unreasonable person?
He thumped his head with some remorse.
As his father's son, he did not stay by his father's side to fulfill his filial piety, but Feng Yali and Shen Anqi gave his father too much comfort.
After his father died, he actually watched his aunt drive the unsettled mother and daughter out of the Lu family.
My aunt must not know that Shen Anqi is also the owner of the house, right? If my aunt knew that my father had already added Shen Anqi's name to the real estate certificate, she would definitely faint, right?
Is Dad afraid that his aunt will pester him to ask for this house after he dies, so he added Shen Anqi's name to the real estate certificate?
Lu Yanhang was in a state of confusion, he knew that there were many problems that he had been avoiding at the beginning, but now he had to face them, especially Shen Anqi.
The phone kept ringing, and as a last resort, he picked it up.
The call was from He Hongbin.
He Hongliang told him about seeing Shen Anqi that day.
"Brother, I saw that woman with Brother Yanhang that day, it was the woman who hung the photo in Brother Yanhang's house, really, that woman ran away as soon as she saw Brother Yanhang, and she didn't even take the book borrowed from the library, the book was still in Brother Yanhang's house, I remember that the woman's name was Shen Anqi......"
Although He Hongbin knew that Lu Yanhang's father later found a woman with a daughter, Lu Yanhang didn't want to talk about family matters, and he didn't want to inquire. He really knew that Shen Anqi's mother and daughter were when Lu Yanhang's father died, but at that time, Shen Anqi's mother and daughter had just left.
"Okay, I know, if Yan Hang doesn't mention it, don't talk about it, Yan Hang's situation is very complicated, let's not say anything."
He Hongbin instructed his younger brother.
But he has always been worried about Lu Yanhang in his heart, no matter what, Lu Yanhang is his iron buddy.
"Yanhang, are you still home?"
"Yes."
"If you don't want to live at home, come to me, my wife will go back to her parents' house for a while, you can come and be my companion."
"I'm not going." Lu Yanhang smiled bitterly: "Hongbin, it's really strange, I suddenly feel that the home I have lived in for many years doesn't seem to belong to me anymore." ”
He Hongbin didn't know what Lu Yanhang meant, but he heard the bitterness in Lu Yanhang's words.
"Delay."
"My father added Shen Anqi's name to the real estate certificate, do you say that this house still belongs to me?"
……
"Okay, don't worry about me, I just didn't expect it." Lu Yanhang sighed lightly: "Cheng Shisheng bought me an apartment early, I'll live there in a few days, although it's far away from the company, but with your car, it's a big problem to solve." ”
"Yanhang, you're home alone, I'm really not at ease."
"Haha, don't laugh, I'm in my thirties, what are you worried about? Tomorrow, I'll go to see my parents first, and then I'll go to the company, by the way, didn't Hongliang want me to intern here? I'll call him then."
"Thank you then."
"You say thank you to me? No way? ”
"Okay, okay, I won't tell you more, it's just that you have something, remember to tell me."
He Hongbin reluctantly put down the phone.