Chapter 20: Angels Don't Weep
He once had suicidal thoughts, just because he didn't want to drag Zhao Juan down, but at this moment he would feel his selfishness, at least he still existed by the children's side, they still had their father, if he left, they would really be pitiful. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Zhao Juan hurried around the fields and homes every day, at first she was worried that the two children would not have the strength to turn over for her husband, afraid that his urine and urine would wet the bedding, but after two days, she found that her worries were unnecessary.
Jin Long and Hai Long, they worked together to turn their father over, scrubbed and massaged for their father, told jokes in different ways, relieved their father's boredom, and coaxed Tang Struggle to be quite happy. In this way, Zhao Juan saves herself from running home all the time.
Later, with the help of Tang Yong and his family, their wheat had been pulled back, and the tall wheat stacks were neatly built in the field.
The doll of the poor family has long been in charge, since Tang Struggle was paralyzed, Jin Long and Hailong have become much more sensible, they will rush to do the housework at home, and everything within their ability, unless they can't do it.
In their free time, they can go to the apricot grove at the head of the village, beat the apricots and bring them back, separate the apricot kernels and apricot peels, dry them, and wait for someone to come to the village to harvest them, so that before the start of school, they have saved a large fertilizer bag of apricot kernels, a basket of apricot peels, and one person's tuition is enough.
Someone proposed to let one of the two dolls drop out of school and go home to help Zhao Juan, but Zhao Juan, who had been a teacher, didn't do it, she looked at her studies more than anything else, unless she died, her doll couldn't drop out of school.
In the blink of an eye, the summer vacation was over, and the apricot kernels saved by Jin Long and Hailong were sold for forty yuan, and the tuition fees of the two of them were not much different, so Zhao Juan added money and took them to Tangwan Primary School to register.
Now the two brothers are most at ease is their big one, my mother has to be busy with the work in the field, and she has to take care of the big one, and she has to cook for the two of them who are studying, which is something that can't be shaken, and you have to hurry up the time.
Zhao Juan is indeed choking enough, as soon as school starts, she can't adapt to it.
At five o'clock, before dawn, she had to go to the ditch two kilometers away to fetch water, and an hour later, by the time others got up to fetch water, she had already made breakfast for the two children.
After sending off the golden dragon and the sea dragon, she began to serve her husband breakfast, scrub his body, and then the livestock, and the hygiene of the house, which took up too much precious time, and by the time she went to the fields, they had already done it for a while.
Zhao Juan did feel tired, really physically and mentally exhausted, sometimes she felt that the exhaustion of the soul was better than the body, she initially warned herself, she must not dislike her husband because of his fall, and must not cut off the study of her two children because of this, this is the bottom line of her life, and it is also this belief that supports her tenacious running every day.
There have been a lot of changes in the world of the sea dragon, he no longer runs with sandbags, that will waste more of his time, he takes his brother's hand every day after school, and runs back quickly, he wants to run back in the shortest possible time, help his mother do the housework she can, let her rest for a while.
Sometimes after school at night after crossing the Liangding road, you can see your mother in the field from afar, the two brothers separated, Jin Long went to the house to see the big one, Hai Long went directly to the field to help her mother, until the sun fell down the mountain, the mother and the mother dragged the farm tools back, at this time the ten-year-old Jin Long had already cleaned up the dinner for his mother, just waiting for his mother to cook.
Seeing that her mother has lost a lot of weight in the past few months, the two children and Tang Struggle are extremely distressed.
Tang Zhan was now emotionally stable, and he was happy from the bottom of his heart that the performance of the two little dragons was far beyond his own age, and at the same time, he was also full of guilt for his wife.
The years passed like a white horse, and it has been six years since Tang struggled to fall in a blink of an eye, and in the past six years, their family has fought against fate with an extremely tenacious will.
Under the doctor's advice and Zhao Juan's insistence, Tang Fenfen did a lot of rehabilitation training, and now his upper limbs can move freely, which means that he can carry out simple self-care activities, eat, wipe his face, and read books.
Jin Long has graduated from junior high school and was successfully admitted to the county No. 1 middle school, Tang Struggle's alma mater, and came back once a semester, which gave Tang Struggle and Zhao Juan, who wanted their son Jackie Chan, a great comfort.
On the day he got the admission letter, the family hugged their heads and cried, which was also the consequence of Tang's persistence, he always supported Jin Long to go to high school and college, instead of going to the technical secondary school as Zhao Juan said.
The sensible Hailong also secretly swore in his heart that he must also be admitted to the first middle school, and he must not disappoint Da and his mother.
However, with Jinlong's further study, it also brought more financial burden to the family. You know, in the past six years, their family's economic income has mainly relied on a little crop or raising two pigs to sell.
During the winter and summer vacations, the two children desperately went to the surrounding ravines and beams to hunt apricot pits, peach pits, dig dandelions, and take them to the market ten kilometers away by bicycle to sell them to earn their own tuition.
Even last summer, after graduating from junior high school, Jin Long went to work in the Zhaocha brick and tile factory five kilometers away to earn tuition for himself.
She felt sorry for the child, and slapped herself a few times, bleeding all over her mouth, this is punishing herself, it really hurts my child, you follow this useless mother, let you suffer.
Fourteen-year-old Hailong is already in his second year of junior high school in the township, and Xiaojuan is the only classmate in his village, in the same grade as her. (There should be more space to introduce Hailong's childhood life, suffering, junior high school reading experience, school situation, and martial arts practice)
Xiaojuan's family is in a better situation, her father works at a construction site in the provincial capital, and his family has an old-fashioned flying pigeon bicycle, which is tall and bulky, and Xiaojuan can't move.
So the combination of Hailong and Xiaojuan is also natural, and the parents of the two families are also relieved. Hailong has strength, but she doesn't have a car, Xiaojuan has a car, but she can't ride.
Every Friday after school, the sea dragon rides Xiaojuan's flying pigeon and carries Xiaojuan home, and on Sunday afternoon, the two of them rush to school together after dinner early.
In Hailong's eyes, Xiaojuan is very clean, her two braids are always so black and shiny, long falling on her hips, and her big eyes are watery.
Because of their classmates in the same village, they have almost nothing to talk about, talk about study, talk about life, talk about their parents, school life, and talk about future ideals.
However, Xiaojuan's simplicity and purity made Hailong not have the courage to sprout other adolescent thoughts, and she would always exist in his mind like a goddess, which was admirable.
And Hailong's intelligence and maturity beyond his peers make Xiaojuan like it, but this feeling can only seal him in his heart now, because we have more important studies to complete.