Love to the depths, regret is unwilling to regret. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

I think Gillian is such a person.

The first time I knew her was when I watched Huang Xiaoming's version of "The Son of Heaven", which was popular at the time, and I naturally couldn't help but fall in love with Nian Nujiao played by Jia Jingwen in it.

But when Gillian was full of joy and worked hard for Liu Che's ascension to the throne, she finally got her wish, she married into the palace and became the queen. The lover she missed in her heart called an unfamiliar name in her sleep on the wedding night - Nian Nujiao, and many years later, when I remembered this scene, I seemed to hear the sound of heartbreak.

But at that time, I only felt sorry for her.

Later, I saw Liu Che angry at Gillian's jealousy, and when Gillian, who had always been arrogant and willful, chased her to the prince's mansion to bow her head and reconcile, I hate iron and steel, can't you live without his like?

Later, I realized that the one who bows his head first in love always loves more.

But what did Gillian do wrong? She didn't do anything wrong, she just loved someone who didn't love her so much, so she could only watch Liu Che first love Nujiao, and then Wei Zifu entered the palace again, she seemed to have become a superfluous spectator. In the end, she was abolished, and she hoped to use "Nagato Fu" to redeem him.

Such fiery love could almost melt the glacier, but it didn't melt him.

That's probably when I fell in love with her.

It was '05 and it's 16 now.

It turned out that I had loved her for ten years.

The initial liking, with distress, with a little anger is indisputable.

At that time, I didn't know that there was no such thing as love.

I grew up slowly, I watched "Historical Records", I watched Chen Baoguo's version of "Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty", and I read a lot of relevant historical materials.

Liu Che's exploits are worthy of the pride of each of us, and Gillian is probably the best in the hands of the eloquent Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty.

The witch Gu is a serious crime, but it is only abandoned in the Nagato Palace, and it should be worshiped like the former queen.

And the same witch Gu, Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty killed his daughter with his own hands and forced his son to death.

In the Book of Han and the Biography of Foreign Relatives, it is said that "Empress Xiaowu Chen...... So that the queen said: 'The queen is out of order, confused by witch wishes, and cannot inherit the destiny of heaven. On its seal, it retreated to the Nagato Palace. ’... A few years later, it was abolished. Burial of the tomb Langguan Pavilion East. ”

Hours? How many years is it? With such a vague ending, could she not actually be dead?

So I couldn't help but wonder, did he love her too?

The history is too far and too vast, who can tell for thousands of years?

I started writing with such enthusiasm, and I didn't know that I wanted to save the manuscript, let alone apply for Qingyun.

In three minutes, I wrote more than 600,000 word by word.

I used to hate reading books very much, but now I'm starting to understand a little.

Even if you tell yourself not to care about those achievements for the sake of interest, but people are like this, they always want to gain something if they work hard.

I've been writing since the end of June, and it's been almost half a year now. During this period, my click-to-recommend subscriptions were really miserable, and when I was on the shelves for the third month, I only had to pass a monthly pass.

I couldn't help but ask myself countless times, is anyone really watching? Does anyone really like it?

Countless people enter the online literature industry every year, and countless people say goodbye in tears, what am I insisting on? Why not do something? I spend four or five hours a day writing it, and no one has read it yet.

Everyone told me that the conclusion was over.

But I'm still reluctant, reluctant Gillian, reluctant to turn my former enthusiasm into a joke.

Don't forget the original intention, you have to always.

Since my original intention was to finish this story well, I should be responsible for it.

I write these words to me, who has been confused and will continue to feel this way in the future.

Thank you for your recent recommendation votes, monthly passes, tips and comments, brushing the backstage every day is my favorite thing, maybe you don't even read what I wrote, just voted for me a recommendation vote. But it seemed to me that it gave me a lamp, a lamp that pierced the darkness.

Thank you again!

I really want to explode more ~

It's so painful to write slowly without saving the manuscript. Love you, hand to heart~ (To be continued.) )