Chapter 150: Epiphany

was laughed at by Zhou Hong for a while, and Yan Song also felt that she should be embarrassed, it was all in the past, and it was not what she should say as a fourteen-year-old girl!

"Xiao Yan'er, in fact, I think that in this relationship, that is, between me and Zhao Chen, many times I am not dominant, I passively accept his love for me, but I don't have a lot of security, you know? And Zhao Chen, you look at him as a strong person, but when it comes to me, your first thought is not wrong, he is indeed a daddy. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info I'm like an unweaned child, and I have to let him coax him in all kinds of ways. ”

I never expected this to be the case, but when I saw her angry today, she was also very fierce, the most important thing was in the quarrel just now, in Yan Song's opinion, she was completely in a state of upper hand, and Zhao Chen was relatively weak, so she couldn't understand why Zhou Hong said that.

In the past, she thought that Zhao Chen would indeed take care of Zhou Hong a little more, but because of Zhou Hong's outburst today, she felt that her understanding might be wrong, so she quickly changed her thinking. And she told her at this time that what she was thinking now was wrong, which made her accept a little incompetence, her brain couldn't keep up with the change too fast, how could it be broken?

Zhou Hong saw her doubts, and explained to her gently: "If he didn't love me, how could he let me lose my temper." If he didn't love me, how could he put down his body to coax me? ”

"So he just loves you?"

"Yes, it is because of love that I am afraid of being hurt, and I am even more afraid of being hurt. That's why it's careful. Xiao Yan'er, you are too simple in terms of the relationship between men and women, there are too many boys who have contact, and many of them are plotting against you, so you have to be good at distinguishing what they are thinking. The most important thing is that you must not fail to respect others, just like the love letter incident, you asked me to deal with it, instead of hurting their self-esteem, I think you handled it very well. There is also Chen Xuyao's thing, maybe you fell in love with him when you didn't find it, but you really didn't find it. He is a good person for you, no matter who he is, so it's important to treat him with equal respect. ”

And you still have a baby parent, he likes you, you have some good feelings for him, no one is sure what the future will be, but for now, the probability of you being together is relatively high, so each other will leave a good impression on each other, it has nothing to do with the future, only the present.

She didn't say this, she could feel Xiao Yan'er's rejection of Chen Xuyao, but she could also feel the fact that she wanted to get close to him, so she didn't want to do so much at all. Yan Song is her friend, she hopes that she can be happy, if it weren't for Yan Song, she wouldn't know who Chen Xuyao is. So compared with him, she naturally hoped that Yan Song would be happier.

Even if the person who will be with Yan Song in the future is not him, as long as Yan Song really likes it, she will still support it. And she has decided that at her wedding, the bridesmaid will be Yan Song, if she can, she wants to give the bouquet to Yan Song, this proud daughter of the sky, I hope she will go well, whether it is life or feelings.

originally thought that her wedding would be held after the college entrance examination, but then something happened, and she and Zhao Chen were almost going their separate ways. The marriage was postponed for a few years, and of course, it was the bridesmaids who did not change. The bridesmaid is still Yan Song.

Yan Song also knew a little about their emotional disputes, and later Zhou Hong also went abroad for further study, Yan Song and her have never broken contact, and they have not met, and there are some things that cannot be understood on the phone, so Yan Song only knows the general situation of a matter through the video with her.

It was still when Yan Song was in college, and he almost had to go to bed at night to settle accounts with Zhao Chen, fortunately, nothing happened to this sister, otherwise with this Yan Song's skills, coupled with his anger, it would be strange if he didn't break Zhao Chen.

Zhou Hong is not like a man who once fell in love with him and was beaten by Yan Song, so he called Yan Song that night to report his safety, although he was burned by the suddenness of the matter, but the instinct is still there, she just doesn't want others to hurt Zhao Chen, she feels unhappy that she has such an instinct.

Now, Yan Song and Zhou Hong are lying on the same bed talking, Zhou Hong also thinks that she likes Zhao Chen enough, but when it happens, she knows that she can't love Zhao Chen so much that she destroys her principles and bottom line, so she is still herself, and he is also free. Zhao Chen thought that there was no way to prove his innocence, and Zhou Hong thought that there was no way to persuade himself to accept such a person as his husband, so in the end, there was only time to prove that they could tolerate each other, not as originally imagined, and finally came together.

After Zhou Hong's matter is finished, it's time for what Yan Song said. originally thought it would be easy to say, but now she didn't know how to speak, Yan Song covered the quilt on herself, and she didn't know where to start, or she didn't want Zhou Hong to know at all.

The person who originally said that he had something to say to himself suddenly had no voice, Zhou Hong was a little puzzled, she was still waiting here to listen to the story, why was there no sound? glanced down at Yan Song, and was amused by her appearance, and forgot the unhappiness of losing her temper with Zhao Chen before. Or that's also a kind of fun in life, just coquettishness between boyfriend and girlfriend. She hoped that he could coax herself, and he hoped that he could get her attention, and the two hit it off, so there was the quarrel just now.

In Yan Song's eyes, they were quarreling, and in the eyes of the two people who were in a mood at the time, they were also quarreling, but after the quarrel, when they think about it, they will find that it was not a quarrel at all, they were coquettish to each other, and it would not be an exaggeration to say that it was fun.

"Don't want to talk to me? Is it related to Chen Xuyao? ”

Yan Song thought about it and nodded, people have anything to say to themselves, if they hide it with the porridge, they are really a little unhappy. Although she doesn't want the matter between herself and Chen Xuyao to be known by others, Zhou Hong is no one else, and to a large extent, she will give herself pertinent advice, and this opinion is often what she is willing to accept, so she chooses to talk to her instead of others.

"Congee, I can't figure out what I think about him, I don't know if I want to have children with him, or just treat him as an older brother!" A muffled voice came from under the quilt, Zhou Hong smiled, how could she think that this was a bold and strong man before, it was clearly a little girl who had not grown up yet, and she would talk to others when she encountered emotional problems, she was very happy, because the person Yan Song chose to tell was her.

She also understands Yan Song's psychology, who didn't have such doubts when she was young! She is willing to dismiss Yan Song and let her avoid detours. This is the kind of topic that little girls are usually reluctant to share with their parents, and it will make them feel unsafe. I won't share it with my teachers, which is even more terrible than telling my parents directly.

Zhou Hong only thought about it for a while, and felt that Yan Song's hesitation was still a little emotional, but there were some things that the parties had to discover by themselves, so she didn't plan to break it, but just told Yan Song in a different way that she could try.

"In fact, the so-called girls should be reserved and not take the initiative at will in their feelings, but sometimes when facing feelings, they still need to take the initiative, otherwise what if the feelings fly away? And be sure to grasp that degree, once the boy feels that his masculinity is lost in the process, there will be no good results. ”

"Congee, I didn't ask you how I want to confess, but I don't know what I mean to Chen Xuyao? Love? Or is it brother and sister? ”

Pulling Yan Song into his arms, Zhou Hong comforted her softly: "You can't ask me about this matter, it's not me who gets along with you like that, and makes you have doubts, so I can't give you an answer." But you can feel through yourself about him, do his words have ripples in your heart? Or just let yourself go, no longer restrain your feelings, just get along with each other casually for a while, and try to see how he feels! ”

"Congee, you are really a special class teacher, how can any teacher tell students to try it, and they will usually break up, right?" Yan Song smiled, it wasn't such a difficult question, but she made it so mysterious, is this a mediocre self-disturbance?

"Why don't you say that there are students who will talk to teachers about this, what they like and dislike, and what they don't like."

After the conversation with Zhou Hong, Yan Song has already thought about it, if you like it, you will be together, if you don't like it, you will go your separate ways, it is a simple question, there is no need to estimate the changes in the external environment and change. If there was no such spark between her and Chen Xuyao, it is estimated that the family would not force them to get married. Thinking about this, Yan Song relaxed and decided to treat her relationship with Chen Xuyao with the most comfortable attitude.

"Teacher, did you think you wanted to be a teacher at the beginning? Are there any other ideals? ”

"My mom and dad are both teachers, and they all want me to be a teacher. But I don't really like being a teacher, I want to study Chinese language and literature the most, but my mother changed my wish to become a normal university. I couldn't reread it anymore, so I had to be a teacher. But my major is not English, but Arabic. English is just one of the two foreign languages, who would have thought that they would actually eat in English now! ”

"I want to be a doctor, I want to wear a military uniform, I want to be a military doctor, maybe I will go to the battlefield!" Yan Song didn't expect that in the end, she really went to the battlefield, and watching the soldiers fall in front of her eyes, she realized that this was war. And this is really not a place for women.

(To be continued.) )