When Zuoxin woke up, the evening sun shone on him, and the previous memory was in another dimension, and now he was lying on the soft bed, and everything before seemed to be a dream without warning. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info wrist is aching, with pinholes.

It's really happened. How did you get back?

When Zuoxin went downstairs to drink water, he passed by the living room. Zuo An wears his trademark glasses at work in front of the computer. Seeing Zuo Xin coming back, he didn't seem to want to talk about what happened to Zuo Xin today, or he really didn't know, "What are you going to eat tonight." ”

"I'm not hungry."

Zuo An frowned slightly when he saw Zuo Xin's loss that he couldn't hide.

When Zuo An came up with a handful of milk, his left heart curled up in the corner of the bed. His eyes were heavy, and he had fallen into a certain world. There was no awareness of Zuo'an's arrival.

Zuo An put down the milk and sat on the edge of the bed, wanting to hold Zuo Xin in his arms, but Zuo Xin, who woke up, subconsciously shrank back. Dodged. His eyes drifted elsewhere, the conversation between Jin Baishan and himself before, and what the strange girl did to him not long ago, was regarded by Zuo Xin as disrespectful to himself, the two emotions were mixed together, and it was even more serious, he didn't even need to know the reason why they did this, his anger rose directly to the extreme, and Zuo An's arrival just invisibly became a gap for himself to vent, "I'm not welcome by you, am I." ”

Zuo An chuckled in his heart. At the same time, I thought of who did this, but I didn't expect her to be so impatient, "I don't know what Jin Boshan told you, but it's not your fault." ”

The more Zuo An was comforted, the more tears rolled down from the eye socket of his left heart unscrupulously, and when he raised his head, his eyes were already slightly red, "I didn't do anything, is my birth wrong?" ”

Zuo An took off his glasses and folded them on the bedside table, his eyes were full of emotions that his left heart couldn't see, as if there was something he could understand, which was called distress, "You haven't experienced enough, and you haven't learned to accept the unfair things in the world." There's a long history here, and I'll tell you about it now, if you want. ”

Zuo Xin couldn't stand the tenderness in Zuo An's eyes, and was afraid that he couldn't help but take this pity as his love for himself, and threw himself into Zuo An's arms, and his mood was calm after depression. "I'd love to know the history you said, but I'm really sad right now. I don't listen to every word you say. I need to be alone to think about it. Come to think about it. Why am I wrong for not doing anything, and I was unwelcome at birth. I'm going to think about it alone. ”

Zuo An felt a burning sensation on his skin, and large swells spread out on his arm. With a distressing temperature. At this time, no matter what you say, it will not have an effect.

Zuo An waited for her to cry and fall asleep. Then he quietly returned to his room.

This is an inevitable process, and it is also a process of growth.

Growth means losing. It means loneliness, but also commitment. It's a process of losing joy.

Even so painful, at least, there was herself by her side.

Tonight's moonlight, too, has a layer of lifeless cyan that fills this space called sadness.

Jin Boshan took the initiative to talk to Jin Bomu about today's afternoon trip. But Jin Bomu's attitude was only silence, looking at her in silence, looking away in silence.

Jin Boshan could see his attitude in his silence. He's still holding on.

"You're going to get the family in trouble by doing that. You can help Zuo'an, but only if you can protect yourself and not hurt your family. Jin Bomu, don't force me, this is already a big concession for me. ”

Jin Boshan has also become numb to such results. She understood his insistence. She just hoped that he would leave a way out for himself when he was doing things, and the family would not tolerate a person who betrayed it. He's too desperate. He has been even more so since his girlfriend died.

The rain outside is dripping, bringing cold air that does not belong to this season. Jin Bo Mu curled up in the sofa with his eyes closed. A layer of exhaustion appeared on the handsome face after the sister left.

Did you bear the guilt of the whole family? Jin Bomu thought.

At four o'clock in the morning, Zuo An, who was lying on the bed, heard the sound of the door opening and closing. and the sound of bikes coming out of the garage. The left heart doesn't want to wake himself up, let alone face himself. So I left early.

Zuo An just stood quietly in front of the window, looking at the back that was gradually moving away. Gradually disappear into the stars of the sky.

Zuo Xin called and asked for a two-day vacation. With the money in my pocket, I went to shop after shop. In the end, I realized that I didn't buy anything at all, but just walked around and around. After looking at the time, I missed lunch for more than two hours. Sit down in an open-air restaurant and order bread and juice. Look at the crowds coming and going. ,, without a little thought.

The mind was pulled back by the waiter, and he was suddenly startled, and he didn't know when another person was sitting next to him, and he was looking at himself with interest at this moment, looking around his left heart, and found that there were many empty places, and he couldn't guess the intention of this person for a while.

The handsome guy spoke first, "You don't remember me." ”

Zuo Xin was not very comfortable with this opening line, "Have we met?" ”

Gong Yu was a little clear. probably knew what Zuo An did to him, "I'm Zuo An's cousin, Gong Yu." I've seen you on the photos he sent. He stretched his chin over, "You see, from this point of view, we are very similar." ”

Zuo Xin laughed out loud at his behavior. "Well, it's like." ”

"You need to relax when you're in a bad mood. Come with me. ”

I don't know what kind of demon I have, maybe it's because of his sentence 'Look at our chins are very similar' that he completely trusted him, and sat in his car, "You are cousins and cousins, why is his surname Zuo, but your surname is Gong." ”

Gong Yu pouted, "This is the division of ranks." Only the patriarch and the heir of the patriarch are eligible to follow the family name. ”

Zuo Xin can't believe that there is such a set of rules and regulations in society.

"Of course, there's another reason." Gong Yu added, "Our family is very dangerous, and if you have a left surname, you will get into trouble anytime and anywhere. In disguise, this is also a kind of protection measure for us. It's like a squid spitting out its own entrails as it escapes from an enemy. One less last name is not a big deal. ”

"Then why do I also have the surname Zuo."

"I don't know."

When Gong Yu was waiting for the traffic light, he turned his head and looked at Zuo Xin seriously, and his tone was serious, "Didn't he tell you that he had a dog before, and that dog was called Zuo Xiaoshu." ”

Leaving Zuoxin stunned for a while.

Zuo Xin looked at the brightly lit bar in front of him and shook his head, "I'm not eighteen years old yet. ”

Gong Yu made a look of relief, "I'm covering you." Then he put his arm around his left heart and went in.

Twenty minutes later, Zuo Xin had already pushed Gong Yu back and forth three or four times.

"I don't know you, you should go find Zuo'an."

Gong Yu raised his index finger and shook it, "Our family is very tight, although you don't know us, but when you entered the Zuo family, you already knew everything, so it's not a stranger." He whistled at the beauty at seventy-five degrees in the left corner, turned his head and continued, "Moreover, Zuo'an's guy is too old-fashioned, young, doesn't drink at all, and is as self-cultivated as the old man, and is boring." You're more interesting. Besides, once raw and twice cooked. It will be less alienating to meet in the future. This is good for cultivating family bonds. ”

Zuo Xin didn't know that they were so enthusiastic about the adopted son of the family, and subconsciously, they had a much better impression of this family, but suddenly thought of Jin Boshan's words, if they knew that they had the blood of the Bing clan, they would no longer want to see themselves, although they didn't know why. This thought annoyed Zuo Xin. The mood has indeed eased a lot here.

"We don't feel much about the word family, and when we have the ability to be self-reliant, we are expelled from the family and live on our own. to gain the experience and character you need to survive. Therefore, part of the reason for the thinness of the family is that some children die in the process of free-range. You have the ability to go back alive to take over everything at home. Gong Yu shrugged his shoulders, "So, we only make friends with people who have an appetite for ourselves. Didn't Zuo An tell you this? ”

Zuo Xin took a sip of a low-alcohol drink and shook his head,

"Why do you die in the process of stocking?"

"The blood in a young child's body is a medicine. Once an adult, there is no more. So we're a treasure trove of mobility. So a lot of people died in the process. ”

Left Heart lifts up the cup to block his view. Looks thoughtful. Perhaps, I should really go back and listen to the history in Zuo An's mouth.

"Thank you." Zuo Xin thanked Gong Yu, who was shaking his head to the music.

"It is always the responsibility of the elders to take care of the younger ones." Gong Yu was very modest.