"Hello, long time no see!" The girl in the cap greeted with a hippie smile, completely oblivious to the man's blue face at the back of the video. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

"What's the matter?" He Jun replied expressionlessly, he wanted to hang up the video call, but how could he be connected... It seems to be in a trance.

"Well, it's nothing, I just want to ask my sister a few women's questions......" The girl looked at He Jun embarrassedly, and swallowed for a while, "Eh, sister, where is my sister?" ”

She ......" He Jun also stood up, this was the first time he had supported himself in front of a stranger, and he didn't know how to explain to the girl when he had always spoken straight. Did you tell her that his wife was in a coma for no reason? "She's out."

"Sister is out? Didn't take your phone either? How could the girl believe him, she leaned her head forward, looked around for a moment, and then looked surprised, "Ah! You, you're not in the hotel! ”

"I'll hang up first if there's nothing to do!" It seemed that it had been discovered, and He Jun hurriedly wanted to hang up the call.

"Don't! Don't, brother-in-law! The girl cried out, "I'll call you brother-in-law, I don't know what your name is," and then smacked the juice on her hand, "You're in the hospital, aren't you?" What's wrong with my sister? Hurt? ”

"No, no, come and check," Indeed, there is no need to say anything to a stranger who doesn't have a good impression yet, just vaguely in the past, He Jun explained, "It'll be fine in a while, I'll let her reply to you after she comes out." ”

"Brother-in-law! You lie to me, you're obviously in the ward, and I've seen the hospitalization instructions at the back! He Jun glanced behind him, and it turned out that there was still a large picture of hospitalization instructions in Chinese and Thai on the wall on the back, "I know!" You didn't really like me from the beginning, yes, I don't look like a well-behaved girl, that's true, but just looking good doesn't mean I'm a bad girl! Although our way of understanding each other is quite special, I have always felt that I am quite close to you, so I thought that if I could, I could get to know each other further. ”

"Yes, I know." was said so seriously by the girl, as a big man, He Jun didn't know how to respond, yes, it was true that as she said, his impression of her was indeed not very good, but there was really no need to keep a drooping face, and others didn't owe him anything.

"Well, so don't be too defensive of me." The girl put on a big smile, "But what's going on?" What's wrong with sister? How did you get hospitalized? Is it inconvenient to speak now? ”

In the face of the girl's serious and honest face, He Jun's defense in his heart began to slowly become softer, no longer as hard as before, he looked away in embarrassment, at this moment Du Mei was still lying calmly on the hospital bed, because she had slept for too long, and could only rely on nutrient solution to maintain energy intake, her face slowly became ugly without eating, and He Jun's clenched heart never relaxed.

"She's unconscious." I can only answer this, and there is no other explanation, and I don't know how to explain it. He Jun remembered the hotel manager's vague eyes and what he said.

"Did you touch something you shouldn't touch?" He shook his head and restrained himself from thinking.

"Huh?! Comatose?? The girl stood up in surprise and quickly moved from the noisy environment to a much quieter place, and when the screen showed her face again, she could feel the panting sound in her face.

"yes, it's been two days." He Jun's voice was much lower, and his expression darkened, it is true, this matter has happened beyond his ability, except for paying the money, the hospital's explanation, and Du Mei's state, he can't control it.

And it all looked in the eyes of the girl, "Did you eat something bad?" Or what's wrong? Why did you suddenly fall into a coma? After thinking for a moment, the girl continued, "What did the hospital say? ”

"It's not food poisoning," He Jun is sure of this, if it's just food poisoning, then it's easy to do, and it's much easier for the hospital to treat, so he has no choice but to Du Mei's body is not abnormal, except for sleeping, everything is fine.

"That's?" The girl was also obviously anxious, as if she stomped her feet, "Brother-in-law, tell me quickly, maybe I can help you, after all, I have been in Thailand for so long, what kind of strange things have not been seen, can you tell me all about it?" ”

He Jun raised his head and looked at the face of such an impatient girl who was only separated by a thin mobile phone screen, although there was still a slight worry and hesitation in his heart, but it turned into smoke in an instant. yes, why would anyone else want to harm me? Even if you really want to hurt me, what else can you do in this situation? He sighed, still his own defense was too heavy. After taking a sip of water and sorting out his thoughts, he told the girl all about it.

Of course, what he told her was indeed the experience and the facts, but it did not add the slightest speculation and doubt to him, after all, all the conjectures that now surrounded his mind were a ridiculous in the eyes of his rational self.

When it comes to being out of control, everyone has encountered it to a greater or lesser extent in their own growth experience, and I believe that as long as you are willing to think about it, it will definitely be a lot.

When I was in high school, I fell in love with the boy in the next class, even if the direction of going to the bathroom would not pass by their class, he would pretend to pass by, and when he walked to the area he often haunted, he would unconsciously and deliberately slow down, and his eyes were like adding 520 glue to the whole world glued to him, and when he looked back and saw himself, 520 suddenly became invalid, looking east and west and erratic, even if he passed by with the boy, he found that he was observing himself, The only second of eye collision also put on a posture of who are you looking at me, and walked away in style, but the heart betrayed itself, beating so fast that it even felt like it was about to come out of the mouth, so all the unexpected intersections and touches after that were deliberately created into a chance encounter, and a huge movie began, all the stupid and snickering, depressed and sad became the main emotion of the heroine of the movie, and after the bedroom light went out at night, he would often hold his hands and pray that the male protagonist would wake up as soon as possible. However, the movie ended quickly, and there was no time to rehearse or play, when I saw the male protagonist and another girl in the same class holding hands and talking and laughing on the football field, tears fell uncontrollably.

Aren't you supposed to like me?!

Why don't you like me, why do you have to look at me every time you pass by?

Why do you notice that I look better in a dress today than in jeans yesterday?

Why is it that whenever I am there, I play basketball with extraordinary care, and I have to pretend to be handsome in every position?

Haven't you always liked me?!

And the year of the year, a humid Friday, just after returning to his seat from another meeting, the unfamiliar number rang, and the atmosphere that had just been slowly exhaled after picking it up was instantly replaced by another huge emotion, and after the sound of the mother's collapse on the other end of the phone sounded, the whole brain made a loud roar.

After returning to his hometown, he went straight to the hospital, and when he ran to the door of the ward with 8 cm high heels, a large warm breath came to his face, and the room was crowded with familiar faces, and the mother sitting next to the bed was full of tears, and the father who was inserted in the oxygen tube, as if he had been pulled out, the whole person shrunk, as if even lying there, the mattress did not collapse at all.

But the whole person collapsed the moment he stepped into the ward. Where did the sturdy man go? Where is the man who smiled and said that he could carry himself on his back for the rest of his life? Why is he so weak now? So weak that I can't hear him speak, isn't time a gift? Why did he become a parting here, giving up the man he loved most in his life, his hair was not white, but his face was full of fine lines, and the few spots were like flames that pierced his heart deeply.

Even if I have always understood that in this world, no one can accompany me through my life, after all, it is myself, and I can go how I come. However, watching his parents leave one after another, no matter how much money he earns and how strong his strength is, in the end, he still can't keep what he cares about most.

Such an uncontrollable emotion, is it that everyone will encounter it, so will the hearts of these people slowly die in the end?

No solution.

However, for He Jun, the current lack of control has brought him more worries, a fact hidden deep in his heart and unwilling to admit it.