Chapter 196: Where the Heart Wants (3)

Cen Kexuan's always brisk tone became much lower: "Xiao Wu, although there were some misunderstandings in the initial meeting and it was not very pleasant, I am still very happy to meet you." Pen Γ— fun Γ— Pavilion www. biquge。 infoYou have taught me a lot and helped me a lot......" She took a deep breath, not quite liking her sad tone, so she forcibly raised her face and showed her snow-white teeth at Xiao Wu, "This farewell, in the future...... The coming days are long, and I believe that if there is fate, we can see each other again. ”

This remark was sincere and heartfelt, so that Xiao Wu, who had never been serious, finally became serious, he was a little moved, and he was also a little moved, because he heard the sincerity and reluctance in Cen Kexuan's tone, and also understood the meaning of parting in his words.

More importantly, he knew that this girl had already regarded herself as a friend, and the word friend was very ordinary, but in the unpredictable rivers and lakes, it was very precious.

Xiao Wu sighed and asked, "Why do you want to go back?" Now that you have left Luoyang, I see that you don't want to marry that Bai Yufeng, so it's better not to do anything, go directly to Fan Shaoxia and them, and leave with them. ”

He originally just said it casually, but he suddenly felt that this proposal was really good, the troubled waters of Yujing Villa, if this girl went to the past, she would have to be drowned, "As long as you are incognito in the future, who can control you at the end of the world?" You ...... too" He said and stepped forward to grab her, but Cen Kexuan took a step back, and between his eyes, both of them were stunned.

If it were before this moment, I am afraid that even Cen Kexuan himself would not know that he would subconsciously make such a move and refuse to flee from all this.

"I don't understand." Xiao Wu shook his head, laughed again, and looked at her with a rather incomprehensible look, "I don't understand, Cen Kexuan, you know that the Bai family has other purposes, and even secretly hurts people, why are you so ......?"

He closed his eyes and said coldly: "Let me say it directly, that Bai Moyin, why do you believe him so much?" He's not a good guy. My master had dealt with him and his evaluation of him was only eight wordsβ€”unpredictable, indifferent, and ruthless! ”

These are all truths, half a sentence is true, Master Wu Yazi has walked the rivers and lakes for many years, and he doesn't dare to say anything else, but this ability to know people is one of the best. Mo Yin's reputation outside is actually good, and it is rumored that he is indifferent by nature and doesn't pay much attention to world affairs and disputes, but according to Master's understanding, this is not the case.

He knew he shouldn't have said that, so what did he have to do with it? Again and again, again and again, whether it is Lin Yufei or Cen Kexuan, these little girls who don't know the importance of their lives, they have their own fate, he is a thief who has nothing but running for his life, why does he always like to meddle in some things and say things that shouldn't be said?

Regardless of whether he should say it or not, these words have been spoken, and they are clear in his ears, and they are loud, and they reach Cen Kexuan's ears sentence by sentence.

She was stunned for a moment, and then the expression on her face was like thin ice that had been suddenly punctured, revealing a trace of obvious gaps, and gradually, the frozen look faded, and finally changed into a slight indifferent smile.

Why would you still believe him? Since she returned from meeting Han Yue, her heart has died, and looking for her brother is her only sustenance and hope, but ......

"Xiao Wu, do you know? Except for my brother when I was a child, Bai Gongzi was the most gentle person to me. ”

Compared with Han Yue's appearance, she always felt that her brother would be more like Bai Gongzi when he grew up...... She coveted that tenderness.

"How do you know if he's doing the same to someone else?" Xiao Wu said angrily, "Little girl, others have deceived you with two sweet words." ”

Cen Kexuan shook his head and said his heart: "It's different, I saw Han Yue that day, I felt very happy, and at the same time I was also desperate, he is not the brother in my mind, but he lost his memory, and I can't verify his true identity." So ......"

What is the difference between yes and no, how can she blame him, blame him for losing the tenderness he once had in his life of exile.

When life is played by fate, who can guarantee the gentleness and decency, justice and conscience that they deserve? If he can't even protect himself......

"I have been in the Purple Cloud Palace since I was a child, and I have always been cautious, knowing that my martial arts are mediocre, and I am not a very smart person. That being the case, why bother to be clever and doubt one by one, making yourself unhappy and hurting the hearts of the people around you? ”

Cen Kexuan's voice was soft and slow, analyzing his heart little by little: "Instead of this, it is better to follow your own mind and who you care about in your heart, and trust him in your heart, and no longer disturb yourself." Even if I was deceived in the end and ended up in a bleak end, I was willing. Even if you die cleanly in the end, it's better than living trembling all day long, but you never treat the person you love as a good person, and only guard him everywhere, isn't it too tiring? ”

She said this calmly, peacefully, the girl who was surrounded by confusion and fear before, obviously had broken her heart and was no longer confused.

Xiao Wu was indeed shocked, but not because of anything else, but because he heard the word "deep love", which was too heavy, and he misestimated the extent to which she fell in love.

"Perhaps, it's not bad for you to do this." Xiao Wu muttered, if it had reached this point, no matter how much he tried to persuade him, it would be useless, "Instead of trembling and fearing everyone around him, why not let go of the mustard and ask for peace of mind?" I'm not as transparent as you. He finally said insincerely, but the smile in his eyes was bitter.

If you really "love" him, what can I say but good luck to you? I hope he won't live up to your sincerity, he thought to himself.

"So...... There will be a period later, Xiao Wu. Cen Kexuan said, stood up very freely, turned around and trotted out of the house.

Xiao Wu looked at her departing back, sighed, and re-entered the garden in the opposite direction.

For some reason, it was raining again, with a little breeze in between, Cen Kexuan ran in the drizzle with his skirt, and even forgot to find an umbrella and a lotus leaf to shelter himself from the wind and rain, just eager to meet someone.

How ridiculous and wonderful it was that she knew so little about this man, and yet she had put him on the tip of her heart, and did not want to be separated from him for a day.

Her heart throbbed every minute and every second, as if there was nothing else.

Until the door of the inn, her footsteps gradually stopped, and the figure in white stood under the eaves, holding a cyan oil-paper umbrella, and the fine raindrops were like a layer of frost, hazy floating on the umbrella surface.

He seemed to be waiting for her, and seemed to have waited for a long time, and when he heard her footsteps, he just turned his head with a faint smile in his eyes.

At that moment, all eagerness and anxiety seemed to dissipate.

She slowed down and gradually walked in front of him, and the man's umbrella tilted slightly to block out the rain and dew that danced between her hair and clothes.

"I'm out for a while." She looked him in the eye and whispered.

"Me too." Bai Moyin tilted his head and whispered.

The eaves of the small courtyard are lower than those of the big house, the green tiles and white walls, a red apricot branch sticks out of the wall, the petals have almost fallen, there is not a single pedestrian in the long alley, the drizzle is like silk, falling on the hard bluestone slab, and also falling outside his umbrella.

Cen Kexuan looked at him in a daze, looking at his inky hair and eyebrows, and a smile spread along the corners of his eyes: "But tomorrow, I don't want to go anywhere." ”

She just wanted to spend the whole day with him.

Bai Moyin wiped the raindrops from her hair little by little, revealing a faint smile: "Me too." ”

"What's wrong with you today?" Cen Kexuan was a little strange, and said softly in a joking tone: "Can't you speak?" He laughed softly, and the soreness and pain gradually came from his back, spreading to his limbs and ankles, and finally even his heart began to ache, and the figure in front of him became real and fake.

Cen Kexuan exhaled slightly, and didn't even frown his brows, but he couldn't help leaning on him, and said softly: "It's really strange, why do you feel more and more tired recently, and when you go out, you don't seem to want to move anymore." "Obviously I am still very young, but I feel more and more tired, as if every day is very laborious, and my martial arts are becoming more and more difficult.

Bai Moyin held her weak waist slightly with one hand, and the free hand held her slightly cool palm, and said softly: "It's the same now?" ”

She nodded, shook her head again, and finally buried her head gently in the hem of his clothes, blushed and whispered, "If you hold me, you won't be tired." After saying that, her cheeks couldn't help but heat slightly, she was so close to a man for the first time, a little shy, and a little helpless, only a few words, and did not dare to say more.

"It's cold outside, let's go back to the house first." Bai Moyin naturally grabbed her approaching body and whispered in her ear.

She nodded, and entered the house with him, the drizzle outside the house, but the room was quite warm, Cen Kexuan sat on the chair, let the other party tie a cloak with a thin fluff for her, her body suddenly became warm, her hand was hidden in her clothes, she looked at Bai Moyin and asked with a smile: "Where did this come from?" "I can't hide the joy in my eyes.

Bai Moyin was bowing his head to tie the last strand of lace for her, he tied it very seriously, as if he was afraid that it would not be warm enough, so he tightened her grip and listened to her question, then he looked up and smiled: "I just passed by a shop outside, thinking that you would be cold, so I bought one." As he spoke, his long black hair falling down on his wrist as he lowered his head, mingling with the lacing, he reached out and brushed it away.

Cen Kexuan couldn't see his face clearly, and only vaguely knew from the corners of his slightly upturned mouth that he was probably laughing, so she also smiled and began to explain today's events: "As soon as I woke up this morning, you were gone, and I looked around the inn and saw the person who went to buy medicine for you last night, and I knew that you went out." That one...... I went to the room where you lived without permission, you ...... Wouldn't mind, would you? ”

Bai Moyin chuckled and said, "I don't mind." ”

Cen Kexuan was not very relieved, as if he was afraid that he would misunderstand something, and continued to explain: "I didn't touch your things, and the room you lived in was empty, and I didn't put any ......."

Bai Moyin repeated a little helplessly: "I said it, I don't mind. "It's just an inn for a while, and he doesn't put anything but a piece of clothing.

"That'...... You don't ask me why I'm leaving? Or where did I go? ”

Bai Moyin's fingers paused, and he didn't respond immediately.

"When I wake up, you're gone, that's why I'm ...... I went to find someone. Seeing that Bai Moyin didn't react, she answered her own question, cleared her throat and continued: "I said that you don't blame others, Dingshui Town was brought by Xiao Wu, but that was my own decision." He helped me a lot, and by the way, we met another guy on the way, guess who? ”

"I can't guess." Bai Moyin paused, finally met her burning gaze and smiled at her.

"It's the eldest lady of the Lin family, I met her when I was a child, although the impression is not very pleasant, but they are all children, she is actually very good." Cen Kexuan stuck out his tongue, knowing that he was not a warm person, he understood more and more that he couldn't blame him for hiding everything, if he wanted the two hearts to be close, he should work harder, tell him more about his thoughts, even if it was something that seemed insignificant, as long as he didn't bother her, she had to convey her feelings to him more, "I didn't have much silver on me, thanks to her, but unfortunately I went to find them, and I only saw Xiao Wu." ”

She thought that Bai Moyin would say something about it, but he didn't seem to be interested, and after lowering his head and tidying up her clothes for her, when he raised his head, the smile on his face became more and more faint, and he couldn't see it clearly, "Is it?" If you don't have any money, you can tell me that there is no need to owe people favors. ”

So...... Isn't it a favor that owes you?

Cen Kexuan didn't dare to ask the deep meaning, his cheeks were red, his eyes wandered left and right, and he whispered: "Oh, I'll ...... next time Remember next time. ”