Chapter 1: The Beginning of a Dream
It all started with my dream. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
Dreams are a very strange thing, and what happens in dreams is sometimes absurd, sometimes real, sometimes like something that happened, but sometimes it feels like it will never come true.
This time, I dreamed of a woman. I promise I've never met this woman. She sat in a secret room, with long hair and was very thin. She was not in good spirits, her head was bowed, her hair hanging down. Dressed in a very ordinary, cotton and linen skirt. There was a dim light in the room, and I could only roughly see her appearance, but I couldn't make out her expression. I was naturally a little curious, and when I saw her sitting there, but there was nothing in the room, I wondered what she was doing, so I tried to get close to her, and I slowly moved over, and of course the movement in my dream could be like flying. I want to talk to her and ask what she's doing here. Otherwise, her appearance is terrifying. But in my dreams, I couldn't make a sound. I wanted to get closer to her, but I couldn't move, so I opened my mouth and let out a "hmm...... Hmmm". She seemed to hear my voice, raised her head, now I saw her appearance clearly, she is not very beautiful, small nose, small mouth, but big eyes, she suddenly found out my existence, stood up to me, stretched out her hand, her lips moved, I tried to see clearly, but her appearance became more and more blurred, I focused on her lips, as if to say two words, "save me......"
"Dangdangdang", I woke up from the dream, only to wake up, only to realize that I was dreaming, if it wasn't for the alarm clock, I don't know how long I would have been trapped in the dream. I remembered those images in my dream, and my heart was a little hairy. Is it because you have been thinking about a woman lately, so you can dream of this woman? If you want to dream of a beautiful woman like Da Mi Mi and Lin Chiling, how can you dream of a woman who looks like a passerby? I shook my head. "Dangdangdang", the Apple mobile phone is annoying, if you don't turn off the alarm clock, you keep thinking about it, endlessly. I turned off the alarm clock and rubbed my head. A new day for single men has started again.
It's 8 a.m. on September 15 and it's time for me to get up and go to work. The so-called going to work is actually to go to the company to meet customers and fool them. I'm an investment analyst, and I deal with clients, data, and clients give me their spare money, and I teach them to make money. Of course, any kind of investment is risky, so I have to bear not only risks, but also the doubts of clients, which often overwhelm me. He has worked for six years, with an annual salary of more than one million, and is also well-known in the industry, basically achieving financial freedom.
Some customers are very good at fooling, and you say they believe it. You say that this stock is a bull stock, and they will throw a lot of money into it, for fear that it will delay their fortune if it is too late. But some customers are very shrewd, not only to tell them the trend of the stock, the background of the listed company, the direction of the policy, and even whether the company's boss has a junior or not, whether he will divorce. This type of customer is too savvy to deal with. But I've grown a good skin, so many of my clients are women.
Of course, I also have a lot of male clients. Play golf with them, chat with the starlets, and even sometimes pick up and drop off the kids, and sing karaoke. I often go to heaven and earth, and go to Dongguan from time to time. There are also some male clients who are introduced by female clients, husbands of female clients, bosses of female clients, and colleagues of female clients. Anyway, as long as the female customers are done, the female customers will also bring the male customers. My best friend Hao said that sooner or later I would die in the gentle village of women. But the peony flower dies, and the ghost is also romantic, and a man will think about it, and he loves to think about it.
At 9 o'clock, I was already sitting in my office, opening the financial news, opening various disk software, looking at various data analysis, dense data and K-line, I need to find the law inside. My assistant Miss M was a great partner, she had already poured me a bitter cup of coffee and the day began. Miss M wore a hip-wrapping skirt today, which perfectly wrapped the curve of her hips. I used to joke that she could go and choose Miss Asia, and she had a first-class body. She is a very smart woman, and the company now mainly relies on her to help take care of it, as the boss, with such a beautiful female assistant by her side, it is inevitable that she will not be distracted, but I still have a clear distinction between public and private, at least I can't delay my career because of a man's careful thinking.
It's been a busy day, and the busy work has made me forget my morning dream and forget the woman in my dream. But I've always felt like I love to dream, and it may have something to do with the stress of life.
"Brother Wang, your account needs to be replenished, yesterday's fall limit, the system will automatically close the position."
"Sister Li, your individual stocks have risen by 3% today, and you can sell them when you reach the profit point."
"Aunt Zhang, I haven't heard your voice for a long time, you haven't entered recently, and now the market is good, you can enter the warehouse appropriately."
At three o'clock in the afternoon, the market closed in the red, today is a good trading day, the customer's profit is basically 2%, the task has been completed, I am relieved.
At four o'clock, I was drinking coffee at Starbucks. When I'm not working, I like to stay here and watch the people come and go, and guess the stories behind them from their expressions, clothes, and few words. I've always felt that this is a very perverted thing, and maybe one day I will really change careers, and I want to become a psychiatrist. I'm very curious, and I always want to know what other people think. In addition, dealing with customers for a long time, it is also necessary to figure out the hearts of customers, so as to turn numbers into money.
"Save me, save me ......". The face of the woman she dreamed of last night jumped out without warning, and her lips moved and spat out a few words:
Why can I see these two words accurately in the flickering light? What's implying it? Who is this woman? The sun was shining on the wall outside, it was a bit harsh, and I closed my eyes, maybe I had been stressed too much recently, and it was time to rest.
The "Dangdang" phone rang, it was Hao's phone. Hiroshi was my college classmate and roommate, and after graduating from college, Hiroshi went to a bank, while I chose to continue my graduate studies and became an analyst. The work pressure is overwhelming, dealing with different customers, sometimes I have a bit of social phobia, except for communicating with customers, most of the time I always like to be alone, in front of customers is always wearing a mask, sometimes I need to be sympathetic to others, sometimes I need to show my self-confidence, after a long time, I forget what kind of person I am.
"Applejack, poplar is back, do you want to eat together in the evening? Don't refuse, Hu Yangfei said he wanted to see you, and we haven't seen you for a long time? ”
"Populus? She's back? "I was a little surprised, Populus euphratica has been abroad for several years, and during this period, we basically have no contact, and I don't think there is any need to contact. When she came back suddenly, I was still a little caught off guard, and my first reaction was to refuse, I don't know how to face her after so many years. Friend? Or an enemy? Or the most familiar stranger.
"I'm going to dinner with a client tonight, so I probably don't have time. Go ahead, and I'll not go. ”
"Didn't I say you, Populus euphratica finally came back once, and people came across the ocean to see you, so you have to meet customers today? And why did Hu Yang call me this time, I didn't contact you, you have changed too much over the years. It's time to reflect on it. ”
"Yes, she didn't call me again, people want to catch up with you, it's not me, besides, I don't want to see her, everything is different from before, and I don't know what to say when I see you again."
"You still hate her?"
"It's a matter of the past, it's not about hating or hating, but today I do have to meet customers. Big customer! But I haven't seen you in a long time, and one day I took Anne and Kiki to the playground together, and I missed my goddaughter. ”
"Hey. I thought you forgot Kiki, okay, anyway, you're so stubborn, Anne and I will accompany Hu Yang to dinner in the evening, and when we see her, I'll say you're on a business trip, or maybe she thinks in her heart. "Hao is also a little embarrassed, but he knows my temper, once I don't want to do something, it's useless to say anything.
After hanging up Hao's phone, I felt in a terrible mood. The arrival of Populus euphratica reminds me of the past, should I hate her? Hu Yang is my first girlfriend, she used to be the person I loved the most, and it was the most beautiful memory of my youth. It's also the only girlfriend I've ever had seriously. Over the years, there has never been a shortage of female companions around me, but they are only companions, eating and sleeping, the longest months are the shortest, and the shortest is a few hours. Including my assistant Miss M, I know that she has never been in a relationship, and she has some expectations for me, but I have never moved the idea of wanting to stabilize them, is it too deeply hurt by Populus euphratica? Or after that incident, I lost confidence in women, maybe both.
10 years ago, I was still a worthless poor boy, my mother died early, my father was just a middle school teacher in a small city, in the eyes of Hu Yang's parents, he was a typical phoenix man, their aggressive attitude, resolutely opposed to Hu Yang and me together, under their coercion and temptation, once I met Hu Yang is on a blind date with another man under their arrangement, it may have been a self-esteem, I chose to break up with Hu Yang. I hate her, I hate her parents, in fact, I think in my heart, I may hate myself even more, hate my background and family, and I am not worthy of Populus euphratica. So in the past 10 years, I have been working hard, and making money has become the only purpose, but also to make myself more confident one day, but until now I have not found the feeling that Populus euphratica once gave me, and that kind of good memory is gone. When I returned home, I was alone again. I got up and looked out the window, the lights were still bright, S City is known for having a city that never sleeps, how many people in this city are as sleepless as me tonight?