Chu Ge told Gao Ban and Xiao Liangjing a particularly cheesy story, which is nothing more than those love-hate youth stories that everyone can imagine. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Chu Ge is a precocious person, and his explanation for his "precociousness" is "When I was in the first grade of elementary school, I knew that I didn't like girls. When the boys around me were interested in beautiful girls, I realized that I didn't have any ideas about them. ”

"I think it's guys that I like."

When he was fourteen years old, Chu Ge was in junior high school, and when he was in biology class, the teacher already talked about secondary sexual characteristics, and teenagers and girls were very curious about these "mysterious" things, and it was in this year that Chu Ge and his best friend told the secret he hid in his heart.

"At that time, although I was mature, I didn't know what human nature was. Anyway, it was the first low point of my life, and I didn't experience that kind of panic when I found out I liked boys. ”

Good friends avoid him, there is a beautiful little girl he likes, two people sleep head to head in the same bedroom for so long, suddenly one day, the good brother he thinks of tells him that he likes boys of the same gender as him. Chu Ge's good friend alienated Chu Ge out of the direct idea of seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages, and at that time, everyone wondered why the two people who were inseparable before suddenly became such a relationship.

The same fourteen-year-old boy, although it is difficult to understand and accept the orientation of good friends, also knows that it is an immoral thing to tell the secret of a good friend, so everyone around him knows that their relationship has suddenly deteriorated, but they don't know why. This is how gossip and rumors grow.

"Chu Ge likes that girl who likes it."

"Chu Ge privately ruined the relationship between who and who, so the two broke off their relationship."

"You know what? Chu Ge, he ......"

The rumors became more and more outrageous, Chu Ge became more and more silent, and his little friends who had been estranged from him also felt more and more depressed. In small towns, most people know each other, and as long as one person knows many things, it is equivalent to the whole town knowing. Finally one day, Chu Ge's father stopped Chu Ge and asked him what was going on.

Friends are avoiding themselves, classmates are talking about themselves, and the former top students have become the object of everyone's discussion. No matter how mature Chu Ge is, what can he do, he is still a teenager in the end. Telling his friends his hazy speculations leads to a self-centered storm, which he doesn't want anyway.

Chu Ge's father came back from the big city.

Having seen the world and being open-minded. When he was young, he fell in love with his mother, but he was strongly opposed by his grandparents, for no other reason, either Chu Ge's father had no career and no money, or he simply didn't like this person, because the two people who were looking for someone didn't match. Two young people who love each other eloped and hid in the town for twenty years.

Chu Ge's father is a natural businessman, even in a small town, he lives a better life than others, no one knows, he actually has a lot of money hidden in his family.

The only pity is probably that Chu Ge's mother died of dystocia at a young age, although the family did not lack money for treatment, but in the end it failed to save his mother's life.

For Chu Ge, his father has a complicated feeling, this is the continuation of his lover's life, and he is his own son, but it is difficult not to feel regret and pain when he thinks of his wife who died of illness.

Chu Ge confessed to his father because he felt at that time that his father was the most powerful man in the whole world, he was omnipotent, could answer every question he had, and was an enlightened father. To this day, every time Chu Ge thinks about it, he thinks about whether he was right or wrong when he said it at that time, and if he had to do it all over again, would he still choose to confess to his father truthfully and tell his father.

"Dad, I like men."

But things can't be started all over again.

His father beat him up and scolded him, "Your mother gave birth to you desperately, not to cut off our family from children and grandchildren." Chu Ge was admitted to the hospital because he was beaten violently, and he stayed in the hospital half-dead for more than a month, and when he was about to be discharged, he received a call from his teacher to the hospital.

"Your dad died by suicide."

This is the second low point in Chu Ge's life.

No one knows better what his dad committed suicide for, because he can't accept that his son is a gay who likes men, he understands. The fourteen-year-old child felt that he couldn't face it, pulled out the needle he was infusion, and secretly ran to the rooftop, thinking about it.

But in the end, he was saved by his own doctor.

His doctor is a top student, who has had countless opportunities to develop in the big city, but then he returned to his hometown, got married and had children three years later, and divorced. The healer does not heal himself, probably this is fate, his son was taken out by his mother to play when his mother came to see him, and never came back.

Chu Ge had heard that it was his mother who left here with the child, and some people said that his mother had a big money, but the big money couldn't have a child, so he had to bring the child back. Chu Ge never doubted the authenticity of this rumor, at that time, there was no such developed technology, surrogacy, artificial insemination, and he had never even heard of it.

The doctor pulled him back from the rooftop and told him, "I know you like men, and I like men too." ”

Chu Ge's first reaction at that time was to quickly break free from the doctor's arms and run away, completely forgetting that it was this man who pulled him back from the ghost gate just now.

The doctor thought it was funny, but in the face of Chu Ge's behavior, he was helpless. He just told Chu Ge his story.

I struggled with the person I liked, and my classmates in college for a few years, and finally the senior couldn't resist the pressure and died. And he returned to his hometown, got married and had children step by step, and no one knew what he had been through, and no one knew why he had to return to his hometown. But his wife later found out and knew why the excellent man who had been on a blind date two or three times couldn't wait to marry him, and after giving birth to a child, he would never have sex with him again.

Know better...... It was this man who hid behind his lover when he was desperately fighting, silently, and even from beginning to end, his lover's parents didn't know that he was the one who made his son give his life.

His wife is a very resolute and decisive woman, after the divorce, she went on a solo adventure, and when she reappeared, she became famous and returned home. At this time, the child is a few years old, and she sees her son and ex-husband again, with only one purpose, which is to take back custody of her son.

"Negotiation? or a lawsuit, I will accompany you to the end, and now I have the financial ability and you to grind slowly. I just don't know if you can afford it, you have to know that in this kind of place, the court can't hold a few sessions a year, if the two of us have a lawsuit. Then why did the two of us divorce in the first place, and what did you do, you can't hide it. ”

His ex-wife hugged her son and kissed his little face, and although it was a few years later, he still recognized his mother. "Since you're desperate for face, you definitely don't want to tear your face. I just want kids......"

In the end, his ex-wife left with the child, but for the sake of face, he made up a lie, a lie to slander his ex-wife, and then, this lie, everyone believed it.

Chu Ge sighed: "It's ridiculous, what we believe so deeply in, the person concerned said personally, it's all fake." Is it just because we don't want people to encounter this kind of thing, or rather, we don't want to encounter this kind of thing ourselves......

Gao Ban said word by word: "What happened later? How is he? ”

"Dead." Chu Ge said, "Although it has only been less than ten years, I feel like several decades have passed. He fell ill not long after, and he was unwilling to leave the town, so he died in the hospital. When he went to the funeral, his ex-wife and children came, and it was a very good woman......"

"Later, I skipped a grade and did a lot of things in a lot less time than the average person. Now I have money, status, and career, but I am very lonely, and I am the only one from beginning to end. Chu Ge's voice became more and more depressed, "So when I met him, I felt that it was a gift from God." ”

He's talking about the leaves falling and the flowers.

At that time, Chu Ge went to university for further study, and he was studying in a president refresher class with a six-figure tuition fee, and met Ye Luofeihua by chance...... In short, everything is a coincidence, it is all a mistake, but for Chu Ge at that time, Ye Luo Feihua once meant salvation.

The doctor died, but the doctor told himself that they had a special smell on "these people", the smell of the same kind, and they could find it by smelling it. He verified this theory that once made him feel incredible in Ye Luofeihua's body, that's right, Ye Luofeihua is Chu Ge's first love, but although he has been in the mall for some years, he is actually still not mature enough, for example, he has never understood that human nature is not always so cute.

In Ye Luofeihua, he encountered the third low point in his life.

This trough is what happened before and after he and Ye Luofeihua played the game. But when everyone scolded Chu Ge for intervening between Ye Luofeihua and Su Xue Liuyun, no one knew that Su Xue Liuyun was the one who intervened. In this matter, there is no way to argue about which relationship is more pure and noble, Ye Luofeihua just chose a result that is safer for himself, but for Chu Ge, he suffered emotional betrayal.

Despite this affection...... No one admits it.