When she pushed the door open, the candle flame in the room was almost extinguished, and the person in the room was sitting by the desk writing something, and when he looked up, the sudden dim candle flame concealed the surprise that flashed in his eyes, and in her rapid heartbeat and chaotic breathing, the wind that pushed the door gradually stopped, but the candle flame had begun to become faint. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

She put her hands behind her back, leaned back a little, and closed the door gently, her eyes staring at the person across from her without blinking.

Bai Moyin supported his head with one hand, held a pen in the other, his white coat was directly on his shoulder, and the hem of his clothes hung down to the ground, casual but silent. In the darkness, his fair complexion looked a little darker, and when his eyelashes drooped, a faint shadow cast on his face.

After hearing the sound of pushing the door, he put the pen in his hand on the inkstone, and his eyes fell on her.

"I have something to tell you......" She gasped for air, not knowing whether it was because of her haste or nervousness, the more she tried to calm herself, the more her heartbeat became more pronounced, and when he raised his eyes and glanced at her, all her nervousness reached an unprecedented height.

She saw him nod imperceptibly, showing unprecedented indifference and serenity in the silent night, but she couldn't see his face clearly.

"Mr. Duan said, you promised him, if I don't want to get married, you will help me, did you really say this?"

After a long silence, she heard his soft voice in the darkness: "Have you seen him?" If there is nothing, it is more of a gentle narration than a question: "I have always wanted to tell you about him." After a brief pause, he continued: "He has been in the Imperial View Villa for many years, and now for some reason, he temporarily lives near the Mingyin Temple, the last time he ......" he hesitated, and his cuffs brushed the table with a rustling sound as he spoke.

"I'm not here to hear about him." She shook her head, "You answer my question first." "The deceased is gone, and there is no point in saying more. Cen Kexuan, who didn't understand this reason at all, only cared about one thing now, and there was nothing more important to her than this, which also made her stop him from the only time he wanted to tell her some truth.

After a long time, Bai Moyin nodded and said, "I did say this, as long as you are not willing. ”

Cen Kexuan let out a long breath, feeling that the gloom that had been blocked in her heart had finally dissipated, and the incomprehension and blame for him that had been all along also dissipated, this feeling of relief made her suddenly laugh, and her mood became happy.

"Bai Gongzi...... You just sit over there, you don't have to come here. A few steps away, the dim candle flame made everything seem blurred, and she squeezed her palm nervously, "I want to talk to you...... Can Bai Gongzi see my appearance clearly now? After a moment without hearing a response, she clenched her palms again and laughed, "I can't see you clearly here, so ...... Slightly less nervous. Something to say...... I've always wanted to tell you. ”

She leaned her entire back against the door panel behind her, her eyes looked at the figure that was not far away, sitting silently, her eyes gradually seeped out of the gentleness that she had never felt before, and the corners of her mouth unconsciously curved, "When I was in the Purple Cloud Palace, the first time I saw Bai Gongzi, I knew that for me, Bai Gongzi was different from others, and from that time on, I could no longer take my eyes off Bai Gongzi." “

"The night you arrived in Luoyang City, you held my hand for the first time, at that time...... I didn't sleep all night. ”

"When I knew that Bai Gongzi had a confidante like Sister Jinyue, I was indescribably jealous in my heart, and secretly thought that if I could also know you early and accompany you through more years, how good it would be......"

"If I didn't understand it before, I know very well now, whether you are a good person or a bad person, no matter what you hide from me, I will be to Bai Gongzi...... Full of admiration, so ......"

"If the marriage contract is abandoned, you ......" she bit her lip, and suddenly she couldn't ask.

Everyone in the world says that Mo Yin's son is outstanding in appearance and extraordinary in bearing, but that is just talking, only when you have really seen him can you know how pale those descriptions are.

Everything she had felt about him since the acquaintance was not enough to describe in words.

The silence lasted for a long time, and the evening wind blew the bells on the eaves of the house, and blew up a small piece of paper on his desk that had been pressed against the edge, and his figure was blurred, but it attracted all her attention. During the time she hesitated, there was a brief silence, and the moment she heard him speak, Cen Kexuan felt as if she had died and come back to life.

"Have you ever thought about what kind of life you want in the future?"

"I finished the palace master's ...... first" She couldn't say anything at once, and completed the palace master's task first......

She heard him chuckle under his breath, "You're still wary of me, and even if I promised you today, you wouldn't take it seriously." ”

Cen Kexuan was stunned, yes, even if he smiled and said, "I will take care of you for the rest of your life", would she really believe it? Maybe she doesn't, and she will be restless every day, constantly speculating about the reason, and her doubts and apprehensions have never really dissipated.

"Why do you only dare to say such things when you are drunk and can't see me clearly?" His voice was light and clear, and word by word came through the infinite silence of the space, "Since you can't see clearly, how do you know that it's me and no one else sitting here?" He paused, then asked, "How is this different to you at this moment?" ”

He sat on the side of the desk in a casual and casual manner, a few pieces of white rice paper on the desk had not yet been inked, and after putting down the pen, he had already shifted all his attention to Cen Kexuan, looking at the girl in front of him who was nervous because of the second confession, and continued: "One day, you may find that I am not the person you expected or imagined. Then what you say today will also be said to another person, won't you? ”

It's just a little girl who doesn't know the world, vague delusions, no twists and turns, no deep bonds, this so-called love, like a dream, can't withstand the slightest bit of wind and rain and waves, as soon as the dream is shattered, there is nothing.

He actually didn't mean to refuse, he listened to every word of her very carefully, and asked his questions very seriously, but in Cen Kexuan's ears, it was nothing more than the same meaning, she didn't know him, so the so-called love was also short-lived and false, and he had a negative attitude towards her feelings.

"You say that everything that has been past is just my obsession and illusion, and it is not real enough?"

He was silent and did not deny it.

"Yes, I really don't know you well enough, and I did dare to tell you my mind when I was drunk, but now that I'm sober, I'm sober enough to do the same thing, don't fool me with these words anymore." The window was ajar, the night wind blew in, and the candle flame on the table was blown on and off, but Cen Kexuan knew that the person she had a crush on was there, and she must get an answer.

"Fooling you?" His soft words came from the darkness, and he seemed to cough lightly, his voice softened for no reason, "Then what do you want me to do?" ”

She heard the sound of the low stool being removed, the sparse sound of rubbing against the clothes, and in the candlelight, he gathered the coat that was about to slip off his shoulders, and stood up without hurrying, the clothes were placed in the air like a cloud shadow, and the fan that set off shook the candle flame even more.

She saw his figure on the wall swaying with the candle flame, the moonlight hitting his body, and he was whitely dyed with a little ambiguous atmosphere, and he walked towards her with his clothes in one hand, his expression was covered and he couldn't see clearly.

Cen Kexuan bit her lip nervously, took a step back, and when her back was pressed against the door panel, she finally touched the threshold, making a slight sound, "click", and she couldn't retreat a bit, she clenched her palms and didn't dare to speak.

The wind blew stronger and stronger in the night, and came in through the window, blowing up the pieces of paper that had been pressed on the desk, and the candle flame that had been exhausted suddenly burned out, and as soon as the wind passed, it was extinguished.

He walked step by step in the dark, his voice was like a light night breeze, "Since I don't want to marry him so far, why did you agree to this marriage in the first place?" ”

As if bewitched, Cen Kexuan muttered and told the secret hidden in his heart, "The palace master said...... As long as I marry, I can find ...... My brother. ”

"Did you find it?" He asked softly, his voice blown away by the wind.

Cen Kexuan nodded slowly, and shook her head slowly, when she saw the figure getting closer and closer, her pupils gradually dilated, and her tight breathing made her almost suffocate.

His figure gradually obscured the only bit of light, and when he came back to his senses, there was only a foot between the two, Cen Kexuan raised his head and stared nervously at the person who was almost face-to-face with him.

The usual soft silhouette was more distinct in the dark, and the messy hair was blown by the wind, sweeping over his deep face and over his dark pupils, which were like an abyss, and he couldn't see the bottom at a glance.

Mysterious, dangerous, seductive, undetectable, that's why she is so caught up in it.

Her heart was beating unbearably, her face was heating up from her rapid breathing, and she felt that the distance between the two was too close, and she finally closed her eyes in fright, unable to tell whether she was afraid or expectant.

It was pitch black in front of him, his slightly cool hand caressed her cheek, there was a slight scratch on her face, his fingertips just brushed the scratch, soft as water, and then the palm of his hand pressed against her hot cheek.

"Why do you close your eyes?" His words seemed to be in his ears, "If you don't open your eyes, how can you see me clearly?" ”

It was so close that her breath was entangled, and she was so nervous that she didn't even dare to breathe.

His cheeks were as red as Caixia, her red lips were bitten out of blood by herself, her curly eyelashes trembled slightly, her eyes were closed tightly and she never dared to open them, he stared at her like this without saying a word, as if he wanted to imprint her appearance in his mind.

After a long time, she felt a shallow kiss fall on her forehead, pious and holy, without a trace of impurities, without the slightest desire.

It was wet and soft, and it left at the touch of it, like a butterfly's wings flapping, so light that it was difficult to detect.

At that moment, all the tension and apprehension dissipated for some reason, she slowly opened her eyes, and met a pair of eyes that stared at her deeply, and in those dark pupils, there was a thick emotion that could not be dissolved, like the sky when the night rain came, and she was so heavy that she was almost out of breath.

She was stunned, and her heart began to ache......

She felt as if she had overlooked something, and felt as if she had finally touched his heart.

Suddenly, there was a sound of sparse footsteps outside the door, and a slightly old voice asked, "Is the guest inside asleep?" The medicine you asked for has arrived. The man's footsteps had stopped, and he must have stopped not far from the door, and when he had finished speaking, he coughed.

Cen Kexuan woke up suddenly and wanted to flee in a panic, but he was pulled directly into his arms by the person in front of him, and his unspoken exclamations were blocked. The original cold body was hugged by him, and a familiar and unfamiliar aura enveloped her whole body, and she leaned on his arms in a daze, her head dazed.

Bai Moyin pressed his forehead against her hair, his voice was hazy, hiding a deep exhaustion, "I've fallen asleep, just put it at the door." The faint breath lingered in her ears when he spoke, making Cen Kexuan's ears hot.

It was clear that his person was behind the door, only a step away from the door, but the voice sounded as if it was far away, as if he had fallen asleep and did not want to get up.

Immediately after, there was a sparse sound of rubbing, and the person outside the door seemed to leave the medicine on the ground and quickly left.

Cen Kexuan's back had left the door panel, and the entire center of gravity fell on Bai Moyin, in the uninhabited and dark secret space, everything became ambiguous and reverie. He held her tightly in his arms, his chin resting on the corner of her forehead, where there were still traces of his shallow kisses, and his faint breathing and warm body temperature lingered on his body.

Such an intimate hug made Cen Kexuan feel shy, and tried to push him away, but he hugged her body tighter, and said softly, "Wait a little longer." ”

Her cheeks were flushed, and she no longer had the courage to do so, so she said softly and glutinously: "I...... It's time for me to go back. ”

"Wait a little longer." He whispered again.

The voice sounded almost hoarse, Cen Kexuan was stunned, not sure if he heard it wrong, he wanted to look up at him, but he held his head down slightly, and could only bury himself in front of him, staring worriedly at his snow-white clothes, and a small piece of skin exposed from the neckline, and on his hot face, the temperature could not be lowered.

That night, he held her tightly in his arms and didn't let go for a long time.