The alarm clock rang at half past seven, and the sound of ticking was like a time bomb counting down, stimulating the brain, Su Hui rubbed her sleepy eyes, and reached out to turn off the alarm clock on the bedside table. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Squint for a while, the spirit is really tired and tight, and the head is a little confused.

But she was no longer the sixteen-year-old girl, who didn't get up until the last minute every day, and then hurried to school, but she was still late for a long time every time.

With her eyes closed, forcing her sleepiness back little by little, Su Hui shook her head twice, lifted the quilt and got out of bed to wash up and prepare for work.

Wearing delicate makeup and using expensive but not extravagant skin care products, although her dark circles and lack of energy were concealed, the clear innocence under her eyes still loomed in her eyes.

Her heart is really tired, but so what, after crying and scolding, she still hides her face in front of people and laughs and laughs.

Putting on high heels and carrying the new bag she had just bought a few days ago, Su Hui turned around in front of the full-length mirror, with a smile on her face that had not changed for thousands of years, and left home satisfied.

The city is full of high-rise buildings, and there are countless talented and well-known people. In this city, an alien woman needs to use some unknown means and darkness to make herself shine in a large basin of sand and masonry. It doesn't matter if it's sand or masonry, what matters is whether you want to be sand or masonry.

Su Hui worked in the most famous international trading company in Shanghai, and after a few years of crawling and rolling, she finally sat in the position of small director, although it is not a big achievement, but at least she does not have to be a woman to wander, and it is enough to be able to settle down.

In the office, it is common for you to calculate me, and I plot against you, and Su Hui is no exception.

She learned to curry favor with her bosses and bribe her subordinates, and now she can do the things that once made her scornful and disdainful.

A day in the office, anxious and anxious, recently approaching the end of the year, some work must be completed, can not be delayed until the New Year. Su Hui's temperament has long been rubbed into the edges, she severely criticizes and scolds her subordinates for the slightest mistake, the form is not done well, revised and revised more than a dozen times, and everyone only dares to say a few bad things about her behind her back, and no one dares to refute vigorously in her scolding. In this society, only by working hard to climb to a high place can you say no to others justifiably, the conditions for survival are very simple, a job that is not hated, a salary that is not too stingy to get to the card on time every month, these are enough.

The day passed in a hurry. After leaving the splendid mansion and shedding the veil of pride that wrapped her, Su Hui returned to the road, shuttling through the streets and alleys of the city, looking sad and sad. After so many years of hard work, she has the ability to buy a car and maintain a car, but she doesn't want it, the girl in her memory is still in her memory, along with what she said.

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"Su Hui, where do you want to go to university?" Gu Zi ate ice cream and asked vaguely.

Su Hui pursed her lips slightly and thought for a while, digging into a large piece of ice cream and sending it to her mouth, "I don't know, I haven't thought about it." ”

"Didn't think about it?" Gu Zi expressed shock, "We are all in the first semester of our second year of high school now, the third year of high school is coming, and the college entrance examination will follow, you haven't even thought about what school to go to and where to study." ”

"What is there to think about, the grades are so poor, where do you dare to go to any favorite place, I am glad to be admitted to a third-rate school in our city." Su Hui said nonchalantly.

Gu Zi protested loudly when she heard it, she didn't agree with Su Hui's attitude, "People, they should be able to dream, and being unrealistic is sometimes a good thing." I've wanted to go to Shanghai to study at university since junior high school, and it's the F University, a national key university, and it's also the 211 Project, so I will have an advantage in finding a job at that time. Do you know? I've always had poor grades, but if I work hard, it's not too miserable, so ah, I take F as my goal and climb towards it every day, even though I know I'll never pass the test, no matter how many times I repeat it, I won't have a chance. But it doesn't affect me at all, it's a tiny point of light, so I don't suddenly get lost on the road and don't know where to go. ”

Gu Zi smiled at Su Hui, very bright and bright, she said, "Do you know why I regard it as a goal instead of a dream? Dreams will always be driven away by all kinds of excuses and reasons, but the goal will not, it is a practical thing, formulate it and follow it step by step, even if you miss something in the middle and take a few wrong steps, you will still achieve it in the end. ”

"A lot of people say you have to set a goal, but very few people say you have to make a dream, because everyone knows what is real in real life," she said. ”

Su Hui suddenly remembered something, and said excitedly: "I don't know what university the captain is going to go to." ”

"Didn't he tell you?" Gu Zi asked, "Or you didn't ask him." ”

In an instant, Su Hui's interest was dying, and she said disappointedly: "I'm not who he is, why did he tell me." ”

Gu Zi heard her loss and comforted her, "If he doesn't say it, you just ask, what's this, maybe he thinks you're embarrassed to say it if you don't ask." She gently bumped Su Hui with her waist, "Anyway, you have always been so shameless, it doesn't matter if you take the initiative." ”

"What, I'm reserved."

"Yes, yes, you're the most reserved."

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Laughing softly, Su Hui raised her head, let the tears in her eyes roll in her eyes, and then re-enter her eyes little by little, not letting it flow out.

Take a deep breath of cold air and look around, this is a strange road, so let's walk here today.

Take a step and wander the streets.

Su Hui would walk around the street every day after work, until her feet were sore, and when she felt tired, she would look for the nearest subway station or bus where she was and catch the way home.

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"If I go to Shanghai in the future, I will be shuttling through the streets and alleys every night after work, feeling the breath of life and feeling good things."

"Maybe I'll meet a tall man who has been depressed and hurt by love on the street, maybe I'll rub shoulders with a cool boy in a red shirt and black hip-hop pants in a small alley, maybe ......." Gu Zi breathed a sigh of relief, "Maybe I will meet someone, and then I will no longer be alone, and in the future, he will come to hold my hand to go to the supermarket or take a walk, and I am willing to catch the bus, but I don't want to be alone." ”

Feeling that he was a little shy about what he said, Gu Zi grinned, "I mean, in the future, the task now is to study hard every day." ”

Su Hui only gave Gu Zi a big smile back at that time, and in her heart, she was actually fantasizing about some shameless things.

Su Hui's habit is really easy. It's like coffee, it's like going to bed late, it's like now, it's going from night to night.

Repeatedly.

She is a long-term person, she can always do something that she does not dislike, and she can go to a small restaurant with her favorite spicy fish for a month, and finally she didn't go again, not because she was tired, but because the boss closed down, and since then, she has never eaten the spicy fish that she loves and satisfies her.

It's like living every day in high school.

Lie in bed. Late. Class. Write questions. School. Play. Go home. Bathe. Learn. Doze off.

There is another thing, in every sunrise and sunset, it occupies Su Hui's life over and over again.

I like the captain, I like Shen Tyson.