Chapter 14 Affection

Since the one-night stand, Xia Xueqing's whereabouts have become a mystery again, making people unpredictable! Qiao Yuxuan would unconsciously look out of the window every night, wondering when she would go home? Who sent her back? Every night he had to hear her footsteps in the hallway so he could sleep peacefully. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Qiao Yuxuan didn't know what was wrong with him? When he was together every day before, he didn't have such a concern for her, but after the divorce, this concern became stronger and stronger?

What the hell was this woman thinking?

Qiao Yuxuan was angry and found that since the divorce, he often asked such a miserable cry from the bottom of his heart.

She had changed, and for some unknown reason, had become so obvious. If she was the most competent wife in the two years she married him, then now she is the most free single working woman, who can be responsible for no one and do what she wants at any time.

He felt like he knew her. Know her personality, understand her habits, and know everything she used to do for him. But at the same time, he didn't understand her, and when her life seemed to be no longer for him, he didn't know anything.

Xia Xueqing! Xia Xueqing! What the hell are you thinking now? Why do you still live diagonally across the door from me? Why are you teasing me? And then, there was no news! What the hell are you doing as a woman?

Xia Xueqing has been a little busy lately! The company's business is one after another, and she needs to negotiate and sign the contract!

In the evening, she was called by Sang Xiaorou again, either to eat with her brother Sang Yuhuai, or Jiang Haibo invited her to participate in the invitation!

Actually, Xia Xueqing understands what Sang Yuhuai and Jiang Haibo mean. However, I just don't feel for either of them! No matter how they behave in front of her, it won't help!

This weekend, she finally didn't have to work overtime, Xia Xueqing was planning to take a good nap and rest, but early in the morning, she was woken up by a quick knock on the door! She opened the door impatiently and saw that it was Qiao Yuxuan standing at the door.

It turned out that he hadn't heard Xueqing's footsteps last night, and he didn't know if she was home, and he was worried all night, so he couldn't help knocking on the door early in the morning to see if Xia Xueqing was at home.

She turned to the side, leaving a crack in the door for him, and motioned for him to come in. Qiao Yuxuan hurriedly walked sideways into the door.

When we met today, she didn't wear makeup, but her face was extremely healthy and ruddy, and he was amazed when he saw it.

I used to think that she was white-skinned, but she didn't have vitality; felt that her eyes were calm and less agile; thinks she's rational and smart, so she's a little less popular. I can't say that there is a difference in any place, but it still looks the same and looks smart and calm, but because of my good complexion, I feel different and fresh.

What makes her look so good? In addition to the lack of marriage in her life, what is there to make her become the same?

Four years of lovers, two years of husband and wife, no matter how beautiful a woman looks at it for a long time, that's it, she never feels special.

But now, he hasn't seen her for a long time, why does he think she's different? Don't think you know her that well?

This man ...... Although her demeanor had gone out of her mind, it had become ...... Do you care about her?

While she was pondering, the phone rang, and it was Sang Xiaorou, and she asked her if she was at home today? After waiting for a positive answer, she then said that her eldest brother, Sang Yuhuai, was going to the apartment to find her in a while and asked her to wait for him at home! Before she could ask what Sang Yuhuai was going to do with her, Sang Xiaorou hung up the phone!

When Qiao Yuxuan heard Sang Yuhuai's name mentioned on the phone, a little unhappiness suddenly flashed in his heart!

Xia Xueqing hung up the phone, and said to Qiao Yuxuan with some apologies, if there was nothing to do, she would ask him to go back first, and she would have guests coming in a while, and she would have to clean up.

Qiao Yuxuan reluctantly returned to his residence, and couldn't help but look out the window, he wanted to see what was going on with Sang Yuhuai!

After about an hour, Qiao Yuxuan saw that Sang Yuhuai came with a large bouquet of red roses, which was so clearly and clearly showing his pursuit of Xia Xueqing, and his longing for her was so frankly written in his eyes.

Xia Xueqing saw this large bouquet of red roses, and understood Sang Yuhuai's intention.

It stands to reason that people who see such hot and infatuated people, people who are wooden and stone-hearted, should be moved by his performance. It's a pity that Xia Xueqing didn't feel the slightest!

After chatting about some boundless greetings, it's time to flash people, but since Sang Yuhuai came prepared, he didn't plan to be sent away so easily.

"Xueqing, I like you, I've liked you since I was a child, you know, right?" Straight to the point, that's what he said.

He has waited too long, waited too long, wasted his feelings, and suffered in vain. Now, his attachment to her has not changed, and he no longer wants to hide with her with subtlety, and directly talk about everything.

"Yes, I know. But, I've always seen you as my own brother. Xia Xueqing responded honestly.

"Well, now that I've said it, I don't want you to be just my sister's. You'll find out. He smiled slightly self-deprecatingly.

Sang Yuhuai looked at her gently and affectionately, so many years have passed, she is still very beautiful, to be exact, it is more beautiful, although it is still light, but it is less sharp, and it adds three points of softness, which is very charming.

"Xueqing, you have been like this since you were a child, you are amazingly sensitive to the people and things you care about, and you don't care about things that you don't care about, even if you see them every day, you won't remember them. Just like you are very good at reading and taking exams, once Xiaorou asked you to help grasp the key points before the exam in Chinese class, you flipped through the textbook casually, although there were not many places to tick out, but they all came out, and the 100% hit rate surprised the students in their piano classroom, and from then on, before every exam, she would pester you to grab the questions before the exam, do you remember? He said softly.

"Of course I do. Just Xiaorou's temper! If I wouldn't help, she would pestered me until I compromised. So for a while, before the exam, I heard her noisy voice. She replied lightly.

Seeing her such a bland expression, Sang Yuhuai couldn't help but smile bitterly, with a little bitterness on her handsome face, this woman who had been in his heart for many years, even if he stood two steps closer to the side, he still couldn't reach out and grab it.

"Xueqing, I still want to ask you: between us, is it really impossible? Even if I tell you that I like you very much, I like you very much, can't I make you want to look at me more? If yes, can you tell me why? ”

Xia Xueqing looked at him, shook her head and said, "Impossible." for I only consider you my own brother. "It's cruel, but it's true.

Dear brother, this title pierced his heart like a sharp blade, making him staggered back two steps unbearably to stabilize his body.

Xia Xueqing could see that Sang Yuhuai was very sad, she felt a little sorry, but she was powerless to change anything. She doesn't like to use so-called white lies to soothe other people's sadness.

Moreover, she has always felt that sometimes self-righteous "kindness" is more hurtful, after all, it is a lie, there will always be a day when it is exposed, and then the person who is deceived will not experience another sadness? Why bother?

"Can you tell me, why Qiao Yuxuan can make you forget?" What did that man do that made Xia Xueqing so desperate to pursue it at the beginning, and until now after the divorce, he is still so reluctant to him?

Why can she never forget?

Xia Xueqing thought for a while and said, "It's hard to say this kind of thing. At that time, it was not my expectation to be attracted to a man, and I didn't know it would be like that at first, I just knew that I wanted to be with him. At that time, he was a poor student with nothing. It shouldn't have anything to do with me at all! At that time, I was also apprehensive. That's why her friends have teased her to this day, and they also gave her adjectives like "life-threatening chase".

"So...... The reason he won was lucky. You don't have to do anything, just leave a mark in your heart, and even let such a good you not hesitate to pull down your body to pursue him, and you don't care if you are pointed at by others, Xueqing, why do you wronged yourself like this? For this relationship and this broken marriage, you have paid too much, in fact, you deserve better...... "She is such a good woman, there is no need to wronged herself to chase a man, there will be an excellent man to love and pursue her, hold her in the palm of her hand and care for her for a lifetime!"

"Thank you. However, if I, like everyone else, have a crush on anyone, only know the constant hints, but do not take the initiative, and can only wait passively like fishing, I will not get this marriage. Isn't it natural for the party who fell in love first to take the initiative to express his pursuit and make his heart move? If I hadn't pursued him then, he wouldn't have come after me, and, in this life, in this life, we would have missed it and never seen each other again. And that's not what I want. She said flatly.

She has always thought so, maybe her conditions allow her to do nothing, and there are many good men who come to pursue her, but if those good men are not what she wants, what is the point of her waiting like this and wasting her time?

Sang Yuhuai was shocked when he heard this, he knew that Xia Xueqing had never been an ordinary person, her views and behaviors were often applied to herself, and what others thought or what ordinary people did was not in her eyes.

Even love, which is full of women's most beautiful dreams, belongs to the most beautiful stage of a girl's life, and she deals with it pragmatically - if she likes it, if she loves it, she will be brave enough to chase it. Then, with her brilliant mind and keen natural observation, she went to catch the man's gaze, all out of the most efficient calculations and the highest returns.

Well, she succeeded at the beginning, but now she has failed, what is going on? Is she not wanting it, or is it that the man who doesn't want it?

Besides, is a calculated love still love? Who can still behave like a wise man in the process of chasing love? True love only makes people crazy, crazy, and stupid, and I haven't heard that it makes people rational and smart, haven't you?

What he thought in his heart, I don't know if he blurted it out or wrote it on his face, in short, Xia Xueqing actually answered him: "Love is often not a momentary favor, but the impulse to persist even though it knows that it is fruitless." There are many kinds of love, but there is only one possibility for marriage, and that is companionship. The deeper the love, the more insecure it becomes. Because you're always worried about losing him. You think you want a lover, but in the end, you will know that what you really want is peace of mind. Therefore, happiness is not about trying to love, but about living with peace of mind. ”

"Didn't you think that you can be so calm just because he is not really what you really love?" He asked, puzzled.

"If such efforts are not called love, then how can it be called love?" She smiled.

Do you still need others to recognize your love? She is not acting for others to see, what does it have to do with what others say?

But you're thinking too sane -- "No! Now that's not the point. "Wait, you mean...... Even now that you're divorced, you're still ...... Working for love? He said with a sudden realization.

Finally understood? Xia Xueqing sighed in her heart and nodded affirmatively: "Yes." ”

"Thisβ€”" he said, bewildered.

"I should say that I am waiting for him to pursue me again." She came to a conclusion that wasn't quite sure.

"But ......" Sang Yuhuai, who was confused by her words, wanted to scream and shake her, but she couldn't move.

"Brother Yuhuai, if you think I'm incredible, it means that you don't know me. If you don't know me, how can you easily say you like me? The good impression of appearance alone is not enough to support this liking. I think maybe you've been too busy since you were a kid, and music takes up all your time, leaving you with no time to have more choices in your relationships. She said with a faint look at him.

"Xueqing, you can not accept my liking, but please don't try to say that my liking is a misunderstanding." Sang Yuhuai pleaded softly, very seriously, and said in a low voice with a little pain: "Because, I really like and like you very much." Perhaps, your clever mind can analyze a hundred reasons why I don't actually like you to argue with me, my eloquence is not good, I can't say anything about you, after all, you have been frighteningly good at your homework since you were a child. However, you are not me, and you can't decide for me whether this liking is real or fake. Although I know that you will not accept it, I still have to tell you again: I really like you, Xue Qing. ”

"Thank you." Xia Xueqing looked at him steadily, and finally had his figure in her eyes, no longer so indifferent.

When Xia Xueqing thought that the topic was here, Sang Yuhuai opened his mouth and said: "If, ten years later, you still haven't got the love you want, and I say the same thing as today, I don't know if there will be a different answer?" ”

"I don't think there will be that chance." Xia Xueqing said firmly.

At this time, there was another sharp knock on the door of Xia Xueqing's residence, she walked over to open the door, and then smiled.

Then, Sang Yuhuai saw that Qiao Yuxuan, the man, appeared in front of the door. And this information made his heart pinch in his heart, if this man also cares about Xueqing, then, let alone ten years, even if it is another twenty years, what hope can he have?

will always be like this, as long as Qiao Yuxuan appears, she will only have him in her eyes.

So, Sang Yuhuai smiled and sighed in his heart.

Xue Qing, Xue Qing, I doubt that there is anything in this world that you want to do but can't do.

Such a man, who would believe that he would be wrapped around your fingers, but he could be silent and silent by you? Can't you see it?

This man, the man you thought was still waiting for him to chase, was actually chased by you a long time ago.

This is really sentimental news, so I won't tell you, so let me bury it in this winter snow with my broken love! Thinking of this, Sang Yuhuai got up and left Xia Xueqing's apartment.