021 This is probably my atonement

In any case, Lord Death will not let the unsolvable matter haunt him for too long. He is very broad-minded www.biquge.info he writes. The big deal is just a fight, and Lord Death said that it was completely true. If he could still lose to the local god of death with an artifact in his hand and a pseudo-artifact in his hand, then he would still commit suicide.

While perceiving the use of the newly acquired ability, Lord Death began to find out where to play. But that didn't seem to be necessary, and the music was just where they parted. It was only a little bit of time, but there were already four books piled up at her feet. Except for the "White Radish Planting Skills" that was inexplicably mixed in, the others seem to be a series of books, 1 to 3 from bottom to top, and the one in the hand is 4.

The title of the book is so strange that Lord Death can't tell what the book is about just by looking at the title. However, the appearance of watching the music was obviously a little fascinating, and even though Lord Death walked behind him, he didn't notice it at all, and still looked at the book with a blank face.

Lord Death is not in a hurry, anyway, Ciel has already come to look for him, and the next time he is scheduled to go to sleep is just to go to sleep, and it can be pushed back. But it's clear that this situation is much more interesting than going to sleep now.

Therefore, Lord Death did not choose to disturb the music, but only wrote down the name of the music in the notebook before putting all the fifth books from the bookshelf into the notes, leaving only one in his hand.

The abilities that Hill gave him were actually a little different from what Lord Death thought, and he needed to write the name of the person he wanted to investigate, or he had to harvest the soul himself before he could see the information. And only the information of the deceased can be investigated, and the people who are still alive cannot be investigated. There are still quite a lot of restrictions, but they are enough for Lord Death. He didn't expect Hill to give him the full version.

However, this kind of data collection takes a certain amount of time, and it is not so fast. Just now he wrote down the names of everyone in this world, and it is estimated that it will take at least one night to get all the information. However, the first thing he wrote down was the name of the play, so it only took a while to get the information on the play. Until then, he plans to continue to pass the time.

Since I started reading it from the fifth book, Lord Death doesn't know anyone in the book, and the complicated relationship is also a little confused. But fortunately, it is written in the book that it will still provide some small clues, and with the strong ability to reverse the death, Lord Death still sorted out the content of the first few volumes, and guessed the ending by the way.

Kindness...... Is he sick?

Lord Death looked at the ending with a pained face, and felt more and more that he had a hole in his brain. Just look at it, it's okay to guess what the ending is, it's not interesting at all. However, at least half of the book was still unfinished, so Lord Death had to patiently turn the book that already knew the ending back to the position just now and continue reading.

However, there were some differences from the book he had just read. And vaguely, Lord Death understands why Soga likes this book. Because the heroine in the book is very similar to her, with the same white hair, like a fool, and she is terrifyingly stubborn. I probably saw my own shadow from the heroine.

But unlike the play, the female protagonist is very lively, and it can even be said that she is too lively, and she is always making noise, which has brought a lot of trouble to the male protagonist. But on the whole, it looks more like a detective novel than a romance novel, telling the story of a girl and a teenager solving mysteries. Anyway, Lord Death doesn't understand how the girl usually shows that kind of intelligence. Stupid instincts are terrible?

The speed of turning the page was not slow, and by the time Lord Death saw two-thirds of the way, he had already finished reading the fourth book. Just as she put down the fourth book and planned to take down the fifth book, she found that the fifth book that should have been there was missing, and she couldn't help but tilt her head, a little confused.

"Are you looking for this?" Lord Death spoke out at the right time.

After a pause, he turned around slowly, did not speak, and silently stared at the book in the hand of Lord Death.

Lord Death flipped through the book in his hand, quickly finished reading the rest of the contents, handed it to Kana, and asked, "Is it interesting?" ”

He whispered "thank you", and after hearing Death-sama's question, he thought for a while, nodded quietly, and opened the book to continue reading, not paying any attention to Death-sama.

Lord Death was not annoyed, but continued to ask, "Have you learned anything?" ”

After turning the page, he raised his head slightly and looked at Lord Death.

Lord Death is a little inexplicable, although it is undeniable that the words from this angle are indeed quite cute, but it is a little strange not to say a word. He couldn't tell what he was thinking from that cold face. Because adults don't have that kind of intuition. He's not stupid.

Soda looked at Lord Death for a moment before he lowered his head again and looked back at the book. But she didn't turn the page, just whispered: "It's written in the book that looking at it like this can make the boy look away." ”

Only then did Lord Death understand what he wanted to do, and he couldn't help but smile bitterly, "This, it might work for others." "He's special.

Song tilted his head: "Really?" ”

"Yes." Lord Death nodded in the affirmative. He felt that as long as he was a teenager, no one would be able to hold that kind of gaze, which was simply a kind of mental torture. If you look directly at that clear gaze, even if you don't do anything, you feel as if you've done something wrong, and your mind is full of guilt. However, Lord Death is a special case, and he has eaten guilt as a dessert for an unknown amount of time.

Soga nodded in satisfaction and continued to read.

Lord Death didn't think it was good to continue to bother her, and it was almost time to turn off the lights, so even if he liked this series of novels very much, he wouldn't continue to read them, so he didn't lack that much time. Wait until she finishes reading and then continue to ask.

Sure enough, after a while, a burst of soft music rang out in the library. It was some kind of signal that it was time for everyone to leave. Kanaya raised his head at the right time, thought for a while, and then took down all the follow-up books from the shelves, stacked them on the pile of books on the ground, and walked towards the door with the intention of leaving. But in fact, there are a lot of novels in this series, and even if you can hold it, the pile of books looks a little crumbling and quite dangerous.

Naturally, Lord Death took most of the books, didn't put them in his notes, and held them in his arms as he learned. However, because he is much taller than the music, there is no situation where her books are almost taller than her.

He didn't refuse, and said in a low voice, "Thank you." ”

Lord Death smiled and continued the conversation, "What else did you learn besides that one just now?" ”

Song thought about it very seriously, and then said, "If you don't have the right intentions, you will also cause trouble to others, right?" ”

Lord Death smiled and touched Kana's head, "That's right." He found it pleasant to do so, "What else?" ”

"So, can you teach me the right thing to do?" Kana looked at the Grim Reaper very seriously, "Kyoko said, if it's something you don't understand, go ask someone who understands." If you don't ask, you'll never understand. ”

Kyoko is the heroine of the book, that is, the noisy white-haired girl.

"Of course. Extremely happy. Lord Death smiled, "If there's anything you don't understand, just ask me." ”

This is probably proof that they have a good relationship. And Lord Death should be the only person she can rely on. This made Lord Death feel a little happy. But this is not enough, for him and for the performance, this is only the beginning. Lord Death had already gone through a "complete" life, so he knew better than anyone that it would never be enough to do that.

Or, never dependent on anyone, just like him. Or, live in the blessings of all. If there is only one person to rely on, then one day there will be betrayal, and one day the illusion will be shattered. That's not what Lord Death wants. Because, he didn't have the slightest confidence in himself. This is not the first time he has betrayed the trust of others. So...... That's why he's afraid of who to trust.

How can people who don't even believe in themselves believe in others?

Now that he had chosen to try to do something for the girl who was unusually similar to Lord Luna, he had to keep her away from him. If you get too close to the Shinigami, you might get hurt.

Lord Death laughed self-deprecatingly. He knew that if he could get his memories back, he wouldn't hate anyone, but he would definitely hate himself for hurting someone. That's why the girl didn't want to tell him about the past?

Suddenly, a cold touch came from the hand holding the pile of books. Lord Death came back to his senses, only to realize that at some point, Soda gently put his hand on the back of his hand, his face slightly worried.

Lord Death was relieved, smiled, and shook his head slightly, signaling that he was okay.

He will never forgive himself. But he won't let that stop him. This is probably his atonement, who to help to do something. It is precisely because I will not forgive that I will lose my life, and I will always carry my own notes and walk on the road of atonement. He was relieved that what he wanted to do had always been so simple.

"Go and help them fulfill their wishes." Lord Death smiled, "That's the only way to help them leave." Everyone who comes here, no matter who they are, will have their own regrets. No matter how trivial it is, there are things that want to be done. Then do it. If it's just happiness, there's no salvation. ”

Song raised his head slightly, looked at Lord Death who was smiling very gently, tilted his head and thought about it, and then nodded lightly: "En." ”