16. Gifts
Thanks to Tuo Zhiyi, several people slept on the moving business car for another night. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info said that their school is really weird, and the exam is arranged on Sunday, isn't it clear that you want people to forget? Although the final exams in other schools are not divided into weeks and days, this is when all classes have been completed and the whole school has entered the examination stage. It's not that stage yet, and there are still students from other departments in the school, so in this situation, anyone will spend the weekend as if it were a weekend, and it is natural to forget about the simplicity of exams.
For this matter, Brother Chubby gave a new instruction to Zhiyi: In the future, if there is something similar to the schedule that has been arranged, you must report to him first, so that he can register in advance and provide free reminders, so as not to make a mistake if they forget when they are busy. Zhiyi felt ashamed, and besides, he knew that the little fat brother was wholeheartedly good for them, so he nodded and nodded smoothly.
Although the soft bed is gone, the exam is a serious matter after all, even a person like Zhiyi, who has never studied well, does not dare to miss the exam for no reason, so a few people have no opinions, let alone any emotions, and directly pack up their things and set off.
But after all, this is a new "crime" of his, how can he just let it go so casually, so several people discussed with great interest what to punish him this time.
Zhiyi said with a bitter face: "It's okay to punish anything, as long as it doesn't deal with this kind of scared people by withdrawing from the team." ”
After he mentioned it, Xu Feiyang remembered something he had been unable to understand, "An Yi, where is the mystery in your sentence?" You don't really want him to quit the team, do you? ”
An Yi made a grimace at Zhiyi: "Scare him, how can I have the final say on such a major matter as the withdrawal of the team members." ”
"And what do you mean?"
Zhiyi hurriedly raised his hand and replied: "I know!" Is there a mystery in the phrase 'if there is a difference'? What is considered a bad pool, you can explain it however you want, right? ”
"Hehe," An Yipi snorted twice without smiling, "Wrong! ”
Zhiyi silently withdrew his hand.
Xu Feiyang patted him on the back: "Alas, don't sell it, tell me what's going on?" ”
"Even you didn't notice that we just asked you to give him the piece of paper, didn't we ask him to sign it? If it is not signed, it has no legal effect, and the letter of commitment is not valid at all. ”
???!!!
Xu Feiyang's face twitched, Zhiyi's head cramped, Shao Mufeng just smiled slightly because he had roughly guessed the mystery, and Xi Tian shrank his body, so that he could stay a little farther away from a few people.
There was silence in the car except for the intermittent snoring of the little fat brother in the passenger seat, and it was a long time before I heard the little fat brother adjust his posture and say like a dream: "You can really toss." ”
To be able to toss this expression to a few people is a 100% compliment. Young people, if you don't toss and toss, is it still called youth, is it still a big boy with strong blood, and is it still the future successor of the motherland?
The company has also shown great tolerance for the "ability to toss" of these people, and basically will not block it, or even cooperate vigorously. So when An Yi returned to the company and quietly found the person in the planning department who was the chief conductor of their second tour to discuss a new way of tossing, the other party did not slack off at all because it was a weekend, but began to think about various arrangements very seriously.
The weekend was about to end, Cang Mo sat at the desk, with a pot of charcoal fire at his feet, a hot water bottle in his hand, and a pile of test papers in front of him that were as clean as before, but he didn't have the heart to do the questions at all.
When she got up today, she found two new things on the desk: one was a brand-new sky-blue Walkman, or the recently popular style that could be played out and played on both sides, and the other was a cassette tape, the person on the cover photo she didn't quite recognize, but he knew those few swaggering words: Qi Hua Feiyu.
Where can Mom and Dad be so trendy, and they still know that there is a Qi Hua Feiyu in this world......
Unwrapped the tape, put it into the shiny and spotless Walkman, pressed the start button, and the music slowly played, just the song she heard when she first saw Hua Feiyu on TV. The scene in front of her overlapped layers of pictures from the TV that day, and she still clearly remembered what An Yi said that day. Of course we will be tired, he said; He said that we still have unfinished dreams, and now we are a little tired, and when our dreams come true, we will laugh even if we die; He said that if you give up your dream because you are tired, then in the endless years to come, there will only be regrets, and I don't want to live that life, so even if I am tired, I am willing......
Cang Mo suddenly felt a sour nose, and tears rolled down unreasonably without warning, and fell drop by drop on the blank test paper.
She also felt so tired, and she wanted to chase her dreams, but she didn't even know what her dreams were. She doesn't seem to have anything else to do except memorize and do questions in class. She was as confused as a lonely boat floating in the sea, not knowing where she came from, let alone where she was going.
That's why she wrote something like this on her letter to her parents:
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I also want to study hard, get a good grade, be admitted to an experimental middle school, then a key high school, and a prestigious university, but I really feel very tired and tired, I can't seem to learn no matter how hard I try, and I don't know what the use of learning is.
I want to listen to songs when I do my homework, I like Hua Feiyu, I want to buy their tapes, but I don't even dare to open my mouth to you, because I know you won't agree, let alone understand.
Mom and Dad, I'm really sad, I don't want to disappoint you, but I've been disappointing you, you must be very envious of someone else's family having a smart and sensible child, you must regret giving birth to such a useless daughter as me, I'm sorry!
I've even thought about killing myself, and if I die, will you be happier?
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Many, many years later, when Cang Mo recalled this incident, he really wanted to open his head to see what was inside, and he thought he was already psychologically mature, but in fact, he was really just a child, he had not experienced any vicissitudes of the world, he had not seen any desolation of the world, and his ability to say that he was strong for the new words was higher than the sky. At that time, she would not have understood what kind of impact such a letter would have on her parents. But when she saw the Walkman and the cassette tapes on the table, and when she heard her mother come back from a day of work as usual and ask her what she wanted to eat for dinner, she suddenly regretted writing those words.
They shouldn't say it, they shouldn't be so impulsive to say such real psychological things to their parents, they will be sad......
It's just that she has done everything, she can't make time go back to before Friday, she can't tell her parents about her regrets, what else can she do except secretly cry and secretly repent.
My head was dizzy all day, and I didn't know how to fall asleep. When I was called up the next day to go to school, I found that the blank test paper was still blank, and not a single word was more horizontal or vertical than when it was handed out last Friday.
Cangmo's head went blank in an instant.