Chapter 505: Reluctance
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Mrs. Lan San breathed a sigh of relief, and just wanted to open her mouth to say something, but on the side, Master Lan San pulled her and gave her a look in the direction of Geng Xiwu, and Mrs. Lan San's words could only be swallowed in her stomach.
But Geng Xiwu didn't seem to have eased up, a pair of eyes fixed on the smiling person in front of him, stunned, not daring to blink, the heart that seemed to have stopped beating since she heard that she was looking for death finally came back to life, bang on the chest, again and again, the breath he was holding was gently exhaled, and he felt that his chest was suffocating.
Lan Xi smiled slightly, "This crying and hanging is really effective, if not, I'm afraid that when you and I get out of the marriage, I may not be able to see my senior brother's face, right?" ā
Geng Xiwu didn't reply, but he finally came back to his senses, lowered his eyes, and quietly hid the gloom in his eyes.
Master Lan San coughed lightly, he really didn't know what to say, most of this girl's bold nonsense was inseparable from their usual pampering and indulgence, and now in front of Geng Xiwu, some things were not easy to say. After secretly weighing it, he made a look with Mrs. Lan San, helped her, and the couple turned around and quietly went out, so that the two children could talk, and there were some things that should be talked about.
The door closes slightly, and the room is silent.
Lan Xi didn't hurry to speak, but she looked at Geng Xiwu with her usual calm, but now she looked at Geng Xiwu with two hints of grievance.
Geng Xiwu was able to calm down at first, but after a while, he was a little unbearable by this gaze. In addition, he shouldn't and dare not see her now, he is afraid, afraid that seeing her will shake his belief that he has finally firmed up, and he is afraid that he will be reluctant to see her. Today, if she hadn't deceived her under the pretext of seeking death, he would have avoided her and not seen her as she said. Maybe it will be until their marriage is dissolved, maybe it will be a long, long time, until he can control himself, and when he sees her, although his heart will ache, he will not have the greed to take her away desperately, and he will see her again. In the next half of his life, as a senior brother, he will guard her side, even if he wants to sacrifice his life, he will never hesitate.
"Since you're fine, I'll go first." After rolling in his throat for a long time, he said this sentence in a hoarse voice, and he didn't even dare to look at her, and turned around a little evasively. It was a hurried step.
However, the next moment, he was stiff and froze in place.
Behind him, a soft and fragrant delicate body clinged to him, her hand clasped around his waist, obviously so slender, but so firm and powerful, like the strongest shackles in the world, he was firmly locked and could not break free.
Between them, they were affectionate and polite, and occasionally they couldn't help it, but he took the initiative, and this was the first time that Ah Qing had done this. If it was before, Geng Xiwu was only afraid that he would go crazy, but at this moment, after the shock, all that remained in his heart was full of bitterness.
The reluctance in his heart churned in his heart, he gritted his teeth and wanted to pull away her hand around his waist, but Lan Xi's voice sounded faintly before he pulled her away, "Senior brother should know, A-Qing is not the kind of person who will only run away when he encounters trouble, and he will not be cowardly enough to seek death, but why are you still here?" ā
Geng Xiwu didn't speak, his face was a little distorted, and he gritted his teeth so hard that he didn't turn his head back, desperately hugging her. He naturally knew that she would not seek death easily, but the moment he heard it, his mind was already blank, where was he still capable of thinking? He was just afraid and regretful, afraid, afraid that he would be late, afraid that she would really have a case. Repentance, regret her abandonment, if it makes her so sad, what is the point? For a moment, he just thought, just that, they are selfish, no matter what he is, he is a wife, they are in one place, even if it is a day, it is a big deal, life, life together, death, death together, he is with her.
But when he saw that she was safe and sound, he was cowardly and retreated, he didn't want her to die, he wanted her to live, live well, even if it had to be at the cost of his heart, he had no regrets.
"Why didn't Senior Brother speak? When you returned to Beijing that day, you secretly came to see me at night, and I was already uneasy in my heart. I haven't retired yet, but my brother has the intention of retreating, why? Didn't everything you say to me before be false? You are only using these reasons to withdraw from the marriage now, do you actually regret being with me, or do you fall in love with someone else? Lan Xi was naturally prepared today, so he cut off Geng Xiwu's retreat when he opened his mouth.
"I didn't...... You know ......" Geng Xiwu said abruptly, his intentions were true, and she shouldn't doubt it.
"What do I know? I only know that my brother wants to withdraw from the marriage, which means that in the future, men and women will marry, and each has nothing to do with it. Maybe it won't be long before my brother marries someone else and enters the door, but what will I do then? As if feeling the sadness at that time, Lan Xi's eyes were red and his voice choked.
Geng Xiwu naturally heard it, and couldn't care about anything else, pulled away her hand, turned around, and looked at her crying appearance, but the hand that was hurriedly stretched out froze in mid-air, and then fell down, he said in a sluggish voice, "Even if I get married, I won't marry someone else, and when the limelight passes, you ...... You find another good family and marry...... Live your life well and live well......"
"I'm going to live." Lan Xi interrupted him suddenly, and this time there were two traces of anger in his tone, "I want to live, more than anyone else, but I still want to live happily." I know that my senior brother is for me, so I want to withdraw from the marriage, although I don't believe in those nonsense, but you insist on this, I can't stop you, you just go and retreat, after all, I didn't want to get married, but now it's just a good name, even if my third brother and sixth brother don't want to support me, I still have a senior brother to rely on! "Beat the snake and hit the seven inches, isn't he all for her? If he really quits the marriage, because of his thoughts and his hardships, she will not resent him and hate him, but she didn't want to marry, it was because of him that she had the idea of not marrying, if she didn't marry him, she would rather not marry, and the Lan Mansion knew what she was doing to get out of the marriage, and she would be more guilty and tolerant of her from top to bottom, even if she really didn't marry, no one dared to say anything, but it was justified, but Lan Xi wanted to know, The person in front of him was afraid that he would never allow her to mistake himself like this.
Sure enough, Geng Xiwu's face changed instantly, "A-Qing......"
"Senior brother, you don't need to say much, you know my character, it's useless to persuade anyone what I decide."