30. Ignorant love when I was young

Are you going to fall in love?

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"Maybe......" Su Hui lay on the table and muttered, "Maybe...... "Why do you have a weird feeling, there is a feeling of sadness but not sadness, joy and no joy." "Ugh." Su Hui sighed and leaned on her stomach. Is Su Zhi really going to fall in love? "Really, why would you fall in love?"

Su Hui was depressed, "What about me, what about me if Su Zhi is in love." ”

In Su Hui's heart, the word love has never appeared, she likes Shen Taisen, but in her heart, she has never thought that she can be with him if she likes him. She just liked the way Shen Taisen spoke, and there was a special aura, and she conjured a pair of invisible hands to hook her index finger and signal her to approach. Su Hui likes his voice, the voice change period has long passed, and his voice is still a little hoarse, but it is not as hoarse as a male duck when he was a teenager, maybe because he is the captain of the team, and he always yells loudly at his teammates on the court, pointing them out the steps of the battle. Su Hui likes Shen Taisen's smile, he sometimes smiles and shows his white and neat teeth, sometimes he makes a hearty laugh, he slightly hooks the corners of his mouth at Su Hui and chuckles, he smiles brightly at Su Hui.

Su Hui really likes him, likes him when he laughs, likes him yelling excitedly on the field, likes him to carefully analyze the content for his younger brothers and sisters when he is in a meeting, Su Hui also likes his back, likes his back when he walks away. Many times, Su Hui met him in school, but many times Shen Tyson had his back to Su Hui, and Su Hui would stand in place and look at him, silently reciting in his heart, "Turn back, turn back, turn back." But unfortunately, he never looked back, and Su Hui's silent prayer never came true. His back was too lonely, and the tall back slowly disappeared in his eyes, Su Hui liked that time, when he watched him walk away.

Perhaps, Su Hui and Shen Tyson can't be together, he is too high, Su Hui is just an active chirping and cheerful elementary school girl, and he doesn't smile when he's serious, he works seriously, Su Hui is hippie and smiling all the time, Su Hui always looks at Shen Taisen's back in the distance, but Shen Tyson never looks back, maybe the two of them are impossible at all, and they will never be together.

Perhaps, it is possible that they will be together. The phone call from Shen Tyson at noon can reveal that Shen Tyson does not hate Su Hui. Maybe Su Hui's cheerfulness can melt Shen Taisen's indifference, Shen Taisen's sunshine is very consistent with Su Hui's heartlessness, they are all kind children, if Shen Taisen's distant back is Su Hui's tall phantom side by side, then maybe it won't look lonely, but so warm and romantic.

Do you have to be together if you like it? Su Hui was very confused, and the three words left by Su Zhi made Su Hui start to be annoyed.

I really want to find someone to talk to about my heart, but the words of Liao Yanyan when we went to breakfast together last time made Su Hui afraid of her, Su Hui was afraid that her best friend was not optimistic about her, she was afraid of hearing sad things from Liao Yanyan, and she didn't want her first relationship to become a sad story. She didn't want to, she didn't want to like Shen Tyson anymore.

Su Hui didn't know who to talk to, Liao Yanyan definitely didn't dare to look for it, what about Zhang Xiaotong, no, she and Liao Yanyan were too good, maybe they had the same idea. Maybe Su Hui can only worry about herself and bury it, because most of Su Hui's friends are Liao Yanyan's friends, and she began to be annoyed, there are too few intimate friends.

"Not leaving?"

The bell for class had already rang, and seeing Su Hui lying on the table frowning and worried, Zhuang Mudong packed his schoolbag and walked over and stood in front of Su Hui's desk, "What are you doing?" He leaned closer to Su Hui and searched for clues on her wrinkled face, "It can't be the same reason as the physics teacher getting angry in the morning." ”

Su Hui raised her head inexplicably, revealing a questioning expression.

"Menstrual period." Zhuang Mudong said with a wicked smile.

Su Hui instantly blushed and glared at him, "Neurotic." Then he started packing his bag.

"Hey, seriously, what are you doing?" Zhuang Mudong put away his smile and said, "Are you unhappy, tell me something." ”

Tell me something.

Su Hui raised his head, maybe he could talk to Zhuang Mudong about early love, although he was not a delicate girl, although he didn't know a lot about the budding feelings between adolescent men and women. Su Hui can do without his comfort and advice, as long as there is someone to talk to. As long as someone can listen to her quietly.

"Are you coming tonight? Let's skip class. Go to the square, I want to talk to someone. Su Hui really wants to talk about all her troubles, she doesn't want to guess by herself, and she doesn't want to hold back her sadness.

Zhuang Mudong didn't say anything, and he didn't ask why Su Hui wanted to skip class, he just nodded, "Okay." "Promise to come down.

"Then I'll go home," Su Hui waved as she walked to the parking lot of the campus, "I'll see you in the evening." ”

"Bye." Zhuang Mudong said goodbye briefly, smiled at Su Zhi as a greeting, and then left. Zhuang Mudong's house is not far from the school, so he did not ride his bicycle to school, but chose to walk. He has a black and white bicycle, the kind of jeep and racing car that was very popular in '03, Zhuang Mudong is a very good-looking racing car, he used to ride to school, but Su Hui said something that was not flat, she said, "Walking helps you grow taller." Zhuang Mudong's teeth were itching, and he couldn't punch her, so he could only stare at her a few times. Not riding a bicycle is partly because of Su Hui's words, partly because the school section is congested with vehicles after school, and he can't walk fast when he gets home, and partly because he often has to carry a guitar to school, because he is from a music club, and it is too inconvenient to ride a bicycle with a guitar on his back.

On the way, Su Zhi was silent as always, he didn't intend to say what the "maybe" that had plagued Su Hui all afternoon meant. Su Hui also rarely didn't open her mouth to chatter, she put headphones in her ears to listen to the song, listened to Faye Wong's "Butterfly", and cycled all the way. The cold wind kissed her face roughly, and instead of putting on the hat of her coat, she went up to the wind.

The brother and sister each have their own thoughts, Su Zhi thought about Wen Nan's sad side face when she listened to the song that night, and the white moonlight that she had cycled all night, he was very puzzled, why girls like to cycle, keep looping a song, and keep listening to it, he is even more puzzled, what is on Wen Nan's mind.

Su Hui listened to the sentence "Give me a pair of hands to rely on you, give me a pair of eyes to see you leave, just like a butterfly can't fly in the sea, no one can bear to blame" Tears flowed down her cheeks, and let the tears flow down her cheeks quietly.

This winter evening, both of them are sad about the "only way" of adolescence. No one can escape the ignorant love of youth.