When he went downstairs, Ning Siyi found that the sky was gray and it was about to rain. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

As the saying goes: June day, doll's face, cloudy and sunny. Obviously the sun was still blazing at noon, but now the clouds were thick, she was too lazy to run upstairs to get an umbrella, just to confirm, anyway, the road is not far, walk a little faster should be able to come back before the rain.

There was still a little distance from the turn, and Ning Siyi's mood began to be inexplicably apprehensive, worried that the pocket watch was not in place, and even more worried that the pocket watch was still in place.

However, when she crossed the end of the alley and returned to the crowded street in the morning, the white light appeared before her again.

Oh, my God! The pocket watch is still there!

The sky was getting darker, the air smelled hot and humid, there was not a trace of wind, and the pocket watch hung quietly on the railing. People were either walking with their heads down and looking at their phones, or they were hurrying by, and all those who passed by the pocket watch collectively ignored the antique watch, which seemed expensive.

Ning Siyi was a little confused, she thought that the pocket watch had been picked up nine times out of ten, it should be said that in her subconscious, she didn't expect the pocket watch to be there at all, after all, it was very eye-catching in all aspects.

Who knew it was still hanging there!

Not only was it not picked up, but no one even looked at it as if it were nothing.

Why is that?

She walked to the fence and crouched down to look at the pocket watch, the yellowed dial looked like an old man who had gone through the vicissitudes of life, and the fine pinions turned at an even speed, coming from the distant past across time, with a strong smell of the old times.

Ning Siyi accepted her fate, since the watch was still there, then she had to work hard to send the watch to the lost and found.

Reaching out to take off the pocket watch, Ning Siyi was about to put the watch into her pocket, and before putting it in her pocket, she glanced at the dial reflexively, and with such a casual glance, she suddenly noticed that something was wrong with the watch.

The pinion in the dial doesn't seem to move!

She was taken aback, and quickly picked up the watch to stare carefully, and the gears inside really didn't move.

"It's not broken, it's okay just now!" Ning Siyi stared at the gears deadly, when the pocket watch was hanging on the fence, the gears were obviously rotating normally, why didn't she move immediately as soon as she took it off?

The time of the pocket watch stopped at 4:22, and Ning Si stared at the minute hand for several minutes, and there was no sign of movement at all.

She took out her mobile phone and prepared to match it, but found that the time on her phone was already 16:30, and a full 8 minutes had passed.

She was speechless, once a person is unlucky, not only will she drink cold water and stuff her teeth, but she will also touch something bad!

"What to do?"

She was entangled, it would never be possible to send it for repair, who knows how much it would cost to repair the watch, not to mention that it was very likely that the pocket watch fell to the ground in the morning and was broken!

It shouldn't be her fault no matter what you think!

Otherwise, it's better to send it directly to the lost and found.

But before she could make up her mind, the rain fell. Ning Si didn't have time to think about it, stuffed the watch into his pocket, and hurriedly raised his hand to block the rain, while walking back quickly. The police station is not very far from her current location, but it is raining, and she doesn't have an umbrella with her, if she really doesn't care about rushing over, she will definitely be drenched in the middle of the way.

After thinking about it, she still decided to go home first, and the pocket watch could be sent over whenever she wanted, in case she had gonorrhea, it would cost money to take medicine, and it would cost a lot of money to go to the hospital.

The poor children who are unemployed can't afford to hurt their papers!

When she got home, she took out her pocket watch and found that it was not wet, so she put it on the table, and went to the bathroom to get a towel to dry the ends of her hair that was wet with the rain.

Lisuo changed out of her rain-soaked clothes and wiped her hair in the mirror, she rarely observed herself in the mirror seriously, her thin and pale face, her listless eyes, her shoulder-length hair was rubbed unkempt and frizzy, and the whole person exuded a decadent and powerless atmosphere.

She frowned, and the people in the mirror looked back at her with a frown. In the mirror, his eyes are empty and weak, his expression is confused and confused, like a child who can't find his way, circling around the huge maze, dazed and helpless.

She can't help but recall that in the past, when her grandmother was still there, she lived with her grandmother, although life was very poor, but she still had a vision for the future. Because she knew that as long as she studied well, she would be able to make a good life in the future, so that her grandmother could live a good life, and she would not have to work in the fields under the scorching sun every day.

Later, her grandmother died suddenly after she was admitted to university, and she was almost crushed, but in order to fulfill her grandmother's last wish, she still worked hard to study, work hard to earn tuition and living expenses. Life was much more difficult then than it is now, but she is still full of confidence and energy.

As long as she perseveres and works hard, she will be happy in the future.

At that time, she believed so much!

When did you lose faith in the future?

Ning Siyi thought about this seriously, and she also had a confused expression on her face in the mirror, maybe after graduating from college, maybe after she experienced something in the company, maybe after her grandmother died, the last trace of warmth she had in this world disappeared, or maybe it was earlier.

Her thoughts gradually drifted away, she stared blankly at the person in the mirror, which was completely different from herself in her memory, when she was a child, she was a stubborn and unpleasant child, never smiled, and she never paid attention to anyone except her grandmother. In her eyes, her peers are just ignorant children who rely on their parents' wanton indulgence, even if they are envious and jealous in their hearts, they always have a mocking face on their faces. The eyes of the elder teachers looking at her were mostly sympathetic and regretful, which fiercely stimulated her fragile heart. Even though she knew that they had no ill intentions, her childish pride did not allow her to bow her head and give in, so she erected spikes all over her body to protect herself, and stabbed others at the same time.

Other people's children are spoiled by their parents, she has parents and no parents, especially after the two divorced, they regarded her as a burden, and abandoned her to form another family. She was given to the care of her elderly grandmother when she was young, and she never came back to see her during the holidays, and even her living expenses came and went, and if it weren't for her grandmother, she would have starved to death.

She also hated and resented, cursed fiercely, why did she do this to her? Isn't she their daughter? But every time she went to question her grandmother, her grandmother just hugged her, and she cried and said to her that everything was fate.

She didn't believe it, stubbornly hated her parents, and studied hard to give her grandmother a good life! You have to fight for a good future for yourself! I want her parents to regret abandoning her in the first place!

Unfortunately, reality slapped her hard, her resentment made her covered in thorns, no one could enter her heart, and gradually she could not integrate into the community, and she was forever isolated at school.

Later, her grandmother passed away, without the support of her grandmother, she was forced to contact society early, the cruel reality, the tribulations of life pulled her full of thorns one by one, connected to flesh and skin, with blood and tears. Her fragile and ridiculous self-esteem was trampled on again and again.

Gradually, she realized the reality that not everyone can succeed with hard work, and some people can only live at the bottom of the crowd no matter how hard they struggle.

In the end, she became what she is now.

- Cowardly and quiet, he would rather be ignored and abandoned by the world, and live quietly.

Because she knows that no matter whether she is quiet or noisy, excellent or mediocre, she will never be able to leave a mark in the crowd.

She thought to herself that she was cursed on her body.

Back at the table, she picked up her pocket watch and lay down on the bed, its bobbing in front of her eyes, the letters engraved on the case looming in the pale and harsh light.

"Fate!" Rubbing against the case, the uneven touch left her in deep confusion.

Is there really such a thing as a destiny in the world? Was her fate also predestined?

And what does the future hold for her? Will it be as ridiculous and pathetic as ever, or will there be a turnaround?

Can she still have expectations?

・・・・・・

At night, the dark streets are lit up by countless lights, and the streets are full of people, and the lights are more noisy and lively than during the day, and even the air is more restless and exciting than during the day. In today's world, the line between day and night is blurred more than ever.

People hate the dark, because the darkness is always accompanied by danger and anxiety, like a poisonous beast hidden in an unknown corner, at some point it will suddenly burst out and devour people, so light is as important to human beings as life, and when night comes, people want to revelve all night to dispel the fear brought by darkness.

But light and darkness are twins, and no matter how strong the light is, there are always places in the world that will always belong to darkness.

A slender figure nimbly shuttles through the dim alley, the black figure blending with the dim environment, like a ghost, which is imperceptible. Soon he stopped, leaning against the wall and gasping, the heavy smell of blood on his body made him very uncomfortable, but he didn't move, letting it fill his nose.

As his breath stabilized, he tilted his head and looked at the night sky above the alley, the narrow space could not accommodate the stars, and he could only see the darkness that had been dimmed by the lights on the street, which was a little ambiguous.

It's been a long time since I've tried to be so embarrassed, it's because he's too careless. He reached for his coat pocket, which was empty. He furrowed his eyebrows, his expression unusually solemn.

"Lost it?!"

However, he soon loosened his brow, and the solemnity on his face was replaced by a touch of lightness, and even the corners of his lips were a little smiling.

"I see!"

I thought he would be unable to escape this time, but it turned out to be so unexpected.

"Isn't this a big calamity, and there will be a blessing?" He chuckled, habitually raised his hand, rubbed his chin, and his chin, which had not been cleaned for several days, came out of the stubble, and it felt a little prickly, and he put his hand down with some disgust. Only then did I recall that I had been patronizing and taking refuge in the past few days, and I had not eaten a meal or taken a shower. Once such a sloppy and bloody appearance runs out onto the street, it will definitely cause panic among the crowd.

But so what? How can a man who is in the light see himself in the darkness?

After thinking about it, he straightened up, as if the shackles that had pressed on him had disappeared all at once, and the long-lost ease returned to his body, and he walked calmly out of the dim alley.

A new cause and effect has been concluded, and whether the outcome is good or bad, it is the arrangement of fate・・・・・・