Chapter 238: Confusion and Soberness

There was an alarm clock at the head of the bed, and every morning, this alarm clock would ring, trying to wake Su Yu up with a shrill ringing bell - but it rarely succeeded. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Some people say that one of the goals of successfully graduating from college is to master the skills of getting up, and according to this standard, Su Yu feels that she will not be able to finish her studies, because since the second month of her freshman year, she has never successfully gotten up. In this regard, the hand of the upper bunk roommate hanging outside the bed is always the biggest obstacle. As soon as I saw this hand, I suddenly lost any motivation to get up.

Strive to get the title of "Wake Up Master" before you graduate!

Su Yu woke up from his bed in a daze, stared at the familiar ceiling for a long time without any movement, looked at the round lamp on the ceiling with blank eyes, and the whole person fell into his own memories.

"Was that a dream......

Her mind was in a mess, she always felt that she had forgotten something, Kaliel and Natalia, the memories of the two of them were clearly left in her mind, long and continuous, not like a dream.

She got out of bed, dressed in the still familiar relaxed bear pajamas, her black hair sliding down her sides and just over her shoulders. There is no big fox tail on the buttocks, and there are no fox ears on the top of the head.

Is it really a dream......

Su Yu sat blankly at the head of the bed, slowly scanning the things in his room. Bedside tables, lamps, curtains, desks, computers, bookshelves...... The other party's clutter, all the way to the door of the room, everything is so familiar, as if there is no difference from when I fell asleep yesterday.

Yesterday...... What day was yesterday?

It was as if the memories of several people were pouring into Su Yu's brain at the same time, and it was chaotic, making her unable to distinguish reality. It's your own room, but is this reality? Yesterday, did you make an appointment with your friends to go shopping on the weekend, or did you drink too much at the Holy See banquet?

It feels terrible, very bad, I always feel like I've forgotten something, but I actually remember everything, and I remember so many things.

Natalia. Weta, Karil. Andris. Is that a dream? If this small room of oneself is a reality now, then these two people are really dreams, right? Two extra-long dreams! Everyone is vivid, everything is vivid, and even the feeling of having a tail behind them is so familiar.

Now there are fewer, but there is still a bit of an illusion of emptiness, as if there should have been that fox tail.

Su Yu put her hands into her hair and rubbed it, and shook her head to sober herself up a little, but none of this had any effect. She smoothed her hair and decided to get out of bed.

What day of the week is today?

The concept of a date seems to have gone away from me overnight, as if the last time I remembered the date was a long, long time ago. It's not normal at all, although there are no classes on weekdays, Su Yu will still pay attention to the date.

She sat on the edge of the bed in a relaxed bear pajamas, her right finger subconsciously running around the end of her hair, and her eyes moved to the square alarm clock placed on the bedside table. The LCD dial clearly indicates the current time and date.

"July 20, 2012...... 8:06:......? ”

Su Yu muttered, and it took a long time to realize that this is the summer vacation, the summer vacation of the freshman year, there is no problem at all on July 20th, judging from the sunlight outside the window, it is indeed the sunshine in the morning at 8 o'clock. It's just that I always feel a sense of disobedience.

It's already eight o'clock, and my parents have gone to work.

She glanced at the closed door, and suddenly felt as if she hadn't seen her parents for many years, and a strong sense of nostalgia welled up in her heart, as if she had really been absent for many years, a little anxious, a little excited—but at this point in time, her parents had already gone to work, and they were not at home, and they could not see them.

"Noon...... I'll be back. Su Yu muttered to herself and stood up from the side of the bed. From the moment she woke up, the whole person seemed to have lost her soul, her spirit was not concentrated at all, and there were always some strange thoughts swirling in her mind, trying to catch it, but she couldn't grasp anything.

Freshman Summer Vacation...... Being alone at home, there doesn't seem to be any problem, it's the same as any boring thing before and after, there's no difference, but I always feel that something is not quite right.

She took two deep breaths, trying to get better, but it didn't work. No matter what, I woke up at eight o'clock in the morning, and I'm not hungry today, so I'd better go up and have a look first...... Perhaps, ask a friend.

Su Yu sat down in front of the computer desk while thinking, bent down and stretched out his hand to press the power button on the main chassis, this action has been done countless times, but this time, it always feels a little different from before. Everything is a little bit different.

The screen opened, and the familiar startup screen appeared on the screen, and after a lot of things that Su Yu couldn't understand appeared from the screen in turn, they finally stopped on the login screen of Windows7, an account with the starry sky as an avatar and Su Yu's own name, typed in his familiar password on the keyboard, and entered the desktop.

It's as if everything is no different from what it used to be......

Where did this weird feeling come from? Obviously, there is nothing wrong, but I always feel that something is wrong, this is my own room, but everywhere is not real, it doesn't look like a world should be. And she always felt that she shouldn't be here now, shouldn't be in her room, shouldn't sit in front of the computer, and shouldn't just surf the Internet as usual, she should have more important things to do!

There are very important things to do in your own business, or in case of Carlil, but what is it, where is it going, and how to do it is the right thing.

Also, who is you...... Su Yu? Natalia? Or Caryl. Andris.

All three of them are themselves? But Natalia is dead! I even remember the last scene before Natalia's death, and even the feeling of not feeling at the moment of death. Everything is so clear, even a little clearer than the world is now.

She reached out to hold the mouse, spent a few laps on the desktop, and finally clicked on QQ, and the little penguin soon logged in automatically, and some familiar group icons began to flash in the lower right corner.

But Su Yu didn't have the courage to click on them.

Fake, this is fake...... I shouldn't be here now, this is not my real home, and I am not my real self. It's not time to go home yet, there's no chance to go home yet, there's still things to do, and there's more!

She held her head with both hands, bent down in pain, pressed her forehead on the computer desk, gritted her teeth and closed her eyes, her mind in chaos.

Which was yesterday ...... yesterday? The day before Natalia's death, it was the day Su Yu agreed to go shopping with her friends, or the day Carlil got drunk in the Holy See.

These three scenes swirled in her mind, each one like a real reality, each one more convincing than the one in front of her, more like a reliable memory.

Igna...... Ramon...... Angelo ...... "She muttered some names, and the appearance of each person was clearly visible in her memory, and there were moments in her life, as if she had witnessed their whole life.

"Moulton ...... Angus...... Qing Xi ...... "She continued to count, desperately hoping to sort out her memories, recall her time, and recall who she should be now, where she should be, and what she should be doing.

But this is not an easy thing to do, memory is an important human ability, but it is also so unreliable, as if the slightest contradiction can break it, let alone a brain full of mutually exclusive memories.

She raised her head suddenly, breathing heavily, a little fine bead of sweat oozing from her forehead, and her eyes widened for a while, as if she was frightened by something.

"If that's the case...... I remembered, I ...... I remember. ”

She continued to mumble to herself, got up from her chair at once, continued to look around blankly, grabbed the glass teacup from the desk, and slammed it to the ground.

The expected shattering did not happen......

The glass froze in the air the moment it touched the ground, and after a cushion, it landed lightly on the ground with a crisp sound, and it rolled to the wall. Intact, not a single trace.

Fake, these are fake......

Su Yu breathed a long sigh of relief, as if the whole person had just woken up from a dream, and his spirit had recovered seven or eight points, but in the face of the facts he had discovered, he was a little caught off guard all of a sudden, and walked back and forth in the room a few times before turning his head to look at his door.

"That's right...... I'm still Caryl...... Carlil. Andris. She muttered quietly, "I want to go home...... However, there is no going back. The circles under his eyes suddenly turned red, but they were quickly stopped again.

"Yesterday was in the Holy See, drank too much, that strange wine...... No, there is a problem with the wine...... Angelo's bastard, he must also be complicit, what the hell are you doing......"

A thought suddenly crossed her mind.

"That's not right...... Why is it my dream" If you want to take the opportunity to do something, you shouldn't be in your own dream now, just in the illusion magic that Kahlil herself knows, there are many virtual dreams, these are things that can be controlled by the caster to varying degrees, and now this is obviously not the case, if it is not your own dream, why can you control it. Not quite, though.

But if it's not your own dream, why is it your own room, no one, no second person knows what Su Yu's room is like, let alone a computer, and you won't know QQ!

"Peeping......" she looked down and thought for a moment, "Astrology Pavilion...... Damn it! ”

Su Yu stomped his foot hard, and the hem of his pajama pants flipped over with the movement, so that Su Yu had to reach out and pull it down. Although I can control my dreams, I still habitually do this kind of thing by myself.

Angelo...... Surely this is also here! ”

She walked to the door of her room in two steps and opened it with a force.

The walls that were originally buried in the fog after spreading out a few steps quickly derived and dispelled the fog, and in a few seconds, they outlined the small living room they were familiar with.

Along with them appeared two old men standing in the doorway, looking stunned. It was Angelo and the current old pope...... (To be continued.) )