The cathode is the solstice, the yang energy is born, the sun is south, the day is short, and the shadow is long, so it is called the "winter solstice"

It was the winter solstice of another year, and the palace began to prepare for the worship of ancestors. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Pouring wine and drinking alone, it was cold to the bone, and a shawl was gently put on me, and I reacted, it turned out to be Yan Xuan.

barely squeezed out a smile, and said softly, "Yan Xuan, you're here......"

He smiled slightly, stood in the wind and snow, stretched out his hand to caress my face, those hands were distinct, and the movements were gentle and pitying, "Why did you drink wine?" ”

I pushed his hand away, walked straight to a plum tree, and spilled the glass of wine in my hand, "a glass of wine into the stomach, warm the heart and relieve sorrows......

Suddenly I feel that all this is so tired, and I suddenly feel that I want to let go, the years are old, the vicissitudes of the world, the past is gone, and there is no more entanglement......

Ruixun, you'll wait for me, soon, don't worry......

I looked at Yan Xuan, and suddenly I cried for some reason.

"The plum blossoms in winter are really good, and they have experienced the bitter cold to have such a gorgeous ......" Gently pouring wine into the cup, the celadon cup was bubbling hot, I glanced at Yan Xuan, and said lightly.

"Yan Xuan, you have to stay with me all the time, okay?" With a smile on my lips, I looked at him, expecting an answer.

Yan Xuan took my hand, and understood everything with just one look, "I'm by your side, you won't be lonely anymore......"

He picked up the flask and wanted to pour the wine into his mouth, and his voice was clear, "I'll accompany you......"

"No—"

With a scream, I knocked over the flask in his hand with tears in my eyes, and he stared at me in disbelief, and suddenly said in shock as if he had thought of something,

"You put poison in the wine!"

"Why do you want to do this!"

I looked at him with tears in my eyes, "So, I'm relieved ......"

It's too hard to live, to live alone......

"No, how can you leave me ......" He stepped forward and hugged me, I looked at him, felt his breath, my vision became more and more blurred, and my strength became weaker and weaker......

In a trance, I don't know what he fed into my mouth.

"How can you be so selfish, how can you make decisions without authorization, Li Yingge, your life is saved by me, it is mine, without my permission, you are not allowed to hurt yourself again......"

yes, how can I be so selfish......

A faint smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, "Yan Xuan ......"

How can I bring my dead heart back to life, I really can't support it......

Liu Heng didn't know what was going on, but after that time, Yan Xuan always followed me inch by inch, for fear that I would do something to hurt myself again.

"Yan Xuan, is there anything you're afraid of?"

On this day, looking out the window at the winter snow, I somehow suddenly asked him this question.

He shook his head, then nodded again, and said in a deep voice, "I'm afraid of losing you......"

Just as I was about to continue, Jin Ling told me that Liu Heng's father-in-law Gao Xiao had something to do and asked me if I wanted to meet him.

After hesitating for a moment, he allowed to meet with a high smile.

Takahashi saluted respectfully, and when he saw Yan Xuan, his face was a little surprised, and then he returned to his normal color, and said cautiously, "Niangniang, the envoy is coming to seal, the emperor has set up a banquet for the ministers, is Niangniang attending?!" ”

I just wanted to refuse, but Yan Xuan gave me a look, so after hesitation, he responded, "Since it is a banquet, it is the internal affairs of the palace as the queen, tell the emperor that the palace will be dressed up to attend at that time!" ”

Gao smiled and understood, and carefully retreated.

"Brother Huang, he has you in his heart......" Yan Xuan said lightly.

I smiled slightly, "As long as he doesn't abolish me for a day, I will still be the queen of Kunqi, and no one can shake my position!" ”

The matter of worshipping the ancestors has been almost prepared, and the banquet for the envoys is also set on the day of the winter solstice.

Jin Ling carefully put on makeup and powder for me, carefully outlined, painted eyebrows and eyes, and wore a phoenix robe, which was extremely noble, and my identity was unshaken.

Along the way, he rushed to the Chaoyang Hall unhurriedly, and when he saw Liu Heng, he sat firmly on the throne, holding a woman beside him, who was Yu Biling who was amazing with a flute that day.

He pretended not to see me, but just glanced at me lightly, and then he was beautiful in his arms, talking and laughing, like a merry emperor.

It's Yu Biling, no, it should be called Fang Concubine now, blushing and restlessly leaning on Liu Heng's arms, looking like a little daughter's house.

During this time, Liu Heng was unusual, wantonly sealed the concubines, and pampered many show girls, I didn't cry or make trouble, just like when he beat me into the cold palace.

I sneered, slowly walked to Liu Heng's side, and sat down silently.

Yu Biling saw me coming, and wanted to get up to salute me, but was forcibly held down by Liu Heng, although her face showed an embarrassed look in front of Liu Heng, but the faint mockery I did not omit in my eyes.

I didn't speak, I poured myself a drink.

After a while, under Liu Heng's instructions, the eunuch in charge announced the start of the banquet in a loud voice.

The dancing palace people danced on a specially set high platform, and everyone watched with great interest.

The cyan wine flowed down the root of the tongue into the abdomen, and I thought of Yu Biling's simple heart on the day of the draft.

After a few glasses of wine, I was already drunk, but I didn't know it.

Yan Xuan has been looking in the direction of my side worriedly, I signaled slightly, it doesn't matter, I just stand by and watch everything, just watch the play.

Inadvertently, I saw Liu Heng's tenderness and sweetness towards Yu Biling, and suddenly a wave of nausea flooded my heart, and even the wine that went down my stomach began to return to my throat.

"Jin Ling, help the palace to go back......" I held back my discomfort, and I didn't even say hello to Liu Heng, so I got up and left.

I vaguely heard Yu Biling say to Liu Heng in a soft voice about my rude behavior, I laughed coldly, ignored it, and left alone.

Walking on the road, perhaps because of the effect of the drink, I felt very irritable in my heart, left the golden bell, and staggered along.

The trail is so deep and so big that even I don't know where I've gone.

"It seems that Niangniang's life is good, the glory and wealth exchanged for the person she loves, I don't know if Niangniang will feel tormented in the dead of night?!"

A cold voice said hatefully.

Suddenly, I broke out in a cold sweat on my back, "Who's making a noise here?" ”

"It seems that the lady is really a noble person, and she is ...... forgetful"

A figure flashed from behind the rockery, and I was so distraught that I couldn't see her clearly.

Stabilize your mind, only to realize that this person is so familiar.

"Are you...... Are you Chu Ning?! ”