Chapter 192: Pain
"Okay—"
Jiang Mingde stared intently at Lin Yujuan's face, maybe he would never see each other again after saying goodbye today, he wanted to keep her appearance in his heart. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
I don't know when the snow fell in the sky.
For a long time, "Farewell-" Jiang Mingde spit out this sentence with difficulty, and then walked into the wind and snow without looking back. He knew that it would be futile to say how many sorry words he had, and he felt that a corner of his heart was missing from his mother when he began to oppose this family business. This corner stayed by Lin Yujuan's side, and what he took away was no longer sadness, only indifference was left in pain.
At the moment when Jiang Mingde turned around, Lin Yujuan's tears that she had endured for a long time finally fell. Hehe, the only time she was tempted in this world, what she waited for was such an ending.
She turned and went into her room, and lay on her bed and began to cry. I didn't make a sound, just silently wept. At this moment, she felt doubly lonely, knowing from the beginning that she might end up without a problem, but she still couldn't help but want to try, was it because she had been lonely for too long?
Lin Yujuan cried for a long time, and thought about it a lot, mostly because she missed her life in her previous life. There are also unsatisfactory things there, and life there is not as served as it is now, but she still prefers to go back to the time when she had to do everything herself in her previous life.
The more I miss my previous life, the more desolate I feel, as if she is the only one left in the world. Since Lin Yujuan came here, she has been carefully trying to adapt to the living habits here and wants to integrate herself. But no matter how hard she tries, what is foreign is always outside. Many ideas are ingrained in her head, such as marriage, freedom, and so on.
She locked herself in her room for the whole day without eating or drinking, not only because of the failure of her marriage, but because the incident aroused her homesickness. Because of her unhappy mood, the subordinates in the family also felt depressed.
Lin Yujuan felt that she couldn't go on like this, people don't live just to fall in love. There are so many other things that can be done besides love.
Compared with the novels she saw in her previous life, love has been elevated to the point of no increase in film and television dramas. Under such influence, many people can ignore nothing with just one sentence of "true love", and forget about morality and ethics. What parents, relatives, friends, girlfriends, and even groups and even countries can be dispensed with.
She feels that love is just one part of the path of life. So she can understand Jiang Mingde's approach, if a man abandons his parents and family who have raised him for decades for the sake of a woman, then this person's character is really a little difficult to evaluate.
So she can understand Jiang Mingde's contradictions and pain, and she regrets more about this matter than hatred. Although she decided to force herself to let go of this matter, she wanted to forget where a person can be so fast.
When he is alone, those fragments of getting along with Jiang Mingde will always flash in his head from time to time. In retrospect, they have known each other for many years, and although they haven't been together for a long time, they have experienced a lot of things together.
When Lin Yujuan was grieving alone, Sister-in-law Li hurriedly ran over to her and said, "Lady, there is a lady Jiang who has come to visit, she has already come in, and I can't stop her." ”
As soon as she finished speaking, Lin Yujuan saw a group of people behind her walking into the house with a middle-aged woman in her arms.
In a flash of light, Lin Yujuan knew that this Mrs. Jiang must be Jiang Mingde's mother. What did she come over for? Yes, her son ran away from home, and she came to ask her own culprit, Xingshi, to ask for the guilt.
She immediately put away all her emotions and looked at Madame Jiang, who was surrounded by a large group of slaves. A sense of déjà vu. By the way, Jiang Mingde looks a lot like her.
"What about my son? Hurry up and hand him over—" Madame Jiang saw Lin Yujuan with a serious face, without any sadness. Unconsciously, she felt very angry, her son had run away from home for her, but she was standing here like nothing.
"I don't know, he only explained to me that his family affairs were not fulfilled and he left without success." Lin Yujuan told the truth, she didn't want to have too much contact with this Mrs. Jiang, after all, it would always remind people of unpleasant things. It's only right to send her away early.
"Didn't he tell you where he went?" Mrs. Jiang asked again. The servant behind her had already wiped down the chair for her, and she sat down slowly.
Lin Yujuan stood not far from her, and when she sat down so unceremoniously, Lin Yujuan also sat down on another chair. Otherwise, she felt weird, as if Mrs. Jiang was sitting and asking, and she could only stand and reply, it seemed that Mrs. Jiang's aura was very powerful.
But Lin Yujuan's move made the faces of the two servants behind Mrs. Jiang show resentment. Lin Yujuan knew that they felt that it was rude for Mrs. Jiang to sit down without letting her sit. Does she have it? I just didn't see it, this is my own home, and I am the master here. Besides, if people make it clear that they don't want to see you, it's useless for you to grovel, just treat them as ordinary people.
Mrs. Jiang just raised her eyebrows when she saw it, and Lin Yujuan didn't know what she was thinking in her heart. The group of subordinates behind her just kept poking Lin Yujuan back and forth with their eyes, but no one dared to say anything.
After Lin Yujuan sat down, she said, "Mrs. Jiang, how can Jiang Juren tell me where he goes?" After all, it's not convenient for me to have any contact with him. He only said that he was going to travel, presumably to walk around. When he finishes traveling, or when he is homesick, he will naturally go back. So Mrs. Jiang, please go back. ”
Lin Yujuan unceremoniously gave an eviction order, because when she looked at Mrs. Jiang, she couldn't help but think of Jiang Mingde. Thinking that they would be separated from each other in the future and have no chance to see each other again, the pain in my heart for no reason is like someone cutting her with a blunt knife.
Mrs. Jiang didn't expect Lin Yujuan to speak so politely, she originally thought that she came over for fear of being entangled by this woman, and begged her to allow her to marry her son. I didn't expect to treat myself like this, it seems that he is also a powerful person.
She wanted to question a few more questions, but after thinking about it, she held back, and left surrounded by a large group of servants.
The arrival of Mrs. Jiang reminded Lin Yujuan of Jiang Mingde again, and her mood naturally went bad again. I don't think about tea and dinner, and I still can't do anything. She knows that people should move forward, and they can't lose their enthusiasm for life because of a broken love. Reason told her so, but what was going on in her head was not something she could control.
(To be continued.) )