Chapter 10: Sorrowful and Panicked

"Miss, you look a lot better lately!" Jin Ling brought in a basin of hot water rack at the head of the bed, and said with a sigh. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

"What time is it?" I'm tired of saying that I'm still a little sleepy.

Jin Ling helped me up and tucked my feet for me, "It's still early, Miss, it's only mid-hour, and it's not dawn yet!" ”

"The sun doesn't come out so early in winter...... I laughed, this silly girl, always trying to let me sleep more.

As far as the eye could see, I saw something more on the dresser, "Jin Ling, what is that?" I pointed to the white bead and said.

Jin Ling ran over and picked it up, and there was a red sandalwood mirror brocade makeup box with it, "This is sent by the emperor and the prince after nightfall last night, the emperor sent a liuxia flower cup, and the prince sent a makeup box, and I saw that the young lady slept last night, so I didn't tell the young lady." ”

I lowered my eyes, wondering how they could have sent these things at the same time.

"Miss, are you unhappy?" Jin Ling saw that I didn't show any joy, and said with some doubts.

I shook my head and put things down, "Put them away." ”

An hour later, Jin Ling packed me up and pushed me out of the door, today's sun was just right, shining on people's bodies a little warm, I looked up, I had not seen such a blue sky for a long time.

The bustling crowd of people coming and going in the bazaar is so lively, it's almost the New Year's Day, so many people.

"Miss, look at this ......" As soon as Jin Ling put down a puppet, she was picked up by one hand.

"Hey! You're a person...... It's you! Xiao Wu took the puppet that Jin Ling was holding before, and looked at Jin Ling in surprise, "It's you!" Gluttonous girl! “

"Who do you say is the glutton!?" Golden bell gas knot.

Perhaps realizing that he had said the wrong thing, Xiao Wu stopped making a sound, but Xiao Wu, who was aggressively blocked by Jin Ling, had nowhere to go.

Last time, I only remembered the stupid guard who helped with things, but I didn't expect to meet him here, and I originally intended to relieve him from the siege, at this time I spoke up, "Jin Ling, don't be rude!" ”

"Your girl is so sharp that my guards have nothing to say!" After a burst of banter, no wonder I met Xiao Wu, it turned out that Liu Yi was here.

I nodded and gestured, "Lord Wang..."

"I thought you wouldn't come out." Liu Yi looked at me and said thoughtfully.

"Today's sun is just right, wouldn't it be a disappointment if you don't come out, do you say it's the prince?" I looked at him and asked rhetorically.

"You're not in good health, so pay more attention to yourself." His expression changed and he stopped staring at me.

"Thank you for your concern." I smiled slightly.

"Last night......" his lips moved, and he didn't say anything in the end.

"Ahem...... cough ......" A violent cough made my chest rise and fall, he hurriedly untied his clothes and stepped forward to put it on my body, "Didn't you say it, let you pay more attention to ......"

After a moment of rest, I said to him, "I received the things, and the prince has a heart." ”

He smiled and asked with some earnestness, "Then have you seen it, do you like it?" Perhaps realizing that his words were a bit abrupt, he said, "Just take it." ”

I bowed slightly, "I accepted the things, so that I don't bother the prince, and I'll thank you another day." ”

"Very good, it just so happens that this king also has something to deal with, another day...... See you another day. ”

After Jin Ling pushed Yingge away, Liu Yi looked at the pale figure and still couldn't come back to his senses for a long time.

"Lord Wang, people have gone far away...... Xiao Wu said to Liu Yu puzzled, he didn't understand that the prince had stood at the door of the house where the queen mother lived for a night since the things were sent out last night, and he didn't understand why he only came forward to say hello when he saw the queen mother walking to the market with the gluttonous big girl, and he had to pretend to meet by chance.

Jin Ling was still enthusiastic about patronizing the small vendors in the market, and when she arrived at a remote place selling calligraphy and paintings, I asked her to buy her own things elsewhere, and I waited for her in the same place.

When I lifted a painting to look at it, I was stunned by the person behind the painting, "Ruixun ......"

Ruixun was dressed in a brown robe, his hair was scattered, and he held a pot of wine in his hand, and sat half-drunk and slightly drunk in the stall, with a girl standing next to him.

"Ruixun......" I called softly, my eyes turned red involuntarily, and the girl saw that I called Ruixun's name, and looked at me defensively, "Who are you?" ”

I wiped my tears and "I ......" to go and not know what I should say.

It seemed that he heard a sound, Ruixun moved, opened his eyes and woke up, "Chu Ning ......" He opened his mouth as if to call the girl's name, got up and saw me stunned, we looked at each other like this, as if time stood still, only the two of us remained.

It took him a long time to react, and he hurriedly tidied up his messy hair and clothes, "Jun'er...... I ......"

I looked at him, I really wanted to say to him, I still miss him, remember him, I want to know if he is doing well, but the words are still turned into something else, "This palace is boring in the palace, so go out of the palace to relax." ”

"Are you ......," the girl beside him looked at me in amazement.

"...... of this palace" he muttered these two words, and a wry smile came out of the corner of his mouth in front of him, "I forgot, now your identity is no better than before......"

"I ......" I choked, I wanted to tell him no, not like that, "I ......"

"It's better to ask the queen mother to move and get out of here, the humble is a rebellious minister with a guilty body, afraid of staining the queen's eyes......" He continued to lie down, picked up the wine in his hand and poured it into his mouth, "Chu Ning, send off the guest ......"

Jin Ling is still elsewhere, at this moment, even if I want to leave, I can't move for half a minute, I look at the decadent Ruixun, holding back my tears, I feel ashamed, I hurt him.

The girl named Chu Ning saw that I was not leaving, so she came up and pushed me, maybe she didn't know that I was incapacitated, and she accidentally overturned me to the ground, "Hurry up and go, you are not welcome here!" ”

"Ahh

Hearing my voice, Ruixun hurriedly got up, pushed Chu Ning away and helped me up, "Jun'er, what's wrong...... Is there anything wrong, does it hurt......"

I pushed Ruixun in a bit of a panic, only to hear Ruixun quickly apologize, "I'm sorry...... Jun'er ...... I'm sorry...... I forgot about your leg ......"

Jin Ling heard the voice and hurried over, "Miss, are you okay?" ”

"Young Master Rui, you've gone too far! Miss, she ...... for you" Jin Ling pushed Rui Xun away and helped me to the wheelchair, "Jin Ling-" I hurriedly exited to stop her, "Let's go back, I'm tired......"

Ruixun was about to step forward to check on my injuries, but he was slapped by Jin Ling, and he was slapped on the shoulder, "Jun'er, you are injured, I will clean up the wounds for you......"

I lowered my head, my face felt a hot pain, I was aggrieved and regretful, tears fell a little unhappily, Ruixun forcibly pushed away the golden bell and hugged me into his arms, "Jun'er, my brother is wrong, my brother shouldn't lose his temper with you...... Brother is wrong......"

When I said goodbye, I thought about all possibilities, but the truth is always so unbearable, Ruixon desperately apologized to me, but I felt that the voices around me were getting weaker and weaker, and my eyes began to blur again, if nothing happened, how good would it be......

When I woke up again, my surroundings were familiar, and looking at the ornate utensils and glittering halls around me, I knew I was back in the palace.

"Your Majesty, the mother is awake...... the little eunuch on the side said in a thin voice.

I looked up and saw Liu Heng, but I didn't know how to cry, Liu Heng looked at me, silent and stopped talking, maybe he also felt that there was nothing to say at this moment.

"The injury on Niangniang's face is no longer a big problem, if there is nothing wrong, the grass people will retire first." It's Tianblazing's voice, I don't know when he came, is he here to see a doctor for me?

"Since the queen's injuries are fine, let's step down over there." Liu Heng asked Tianchi to retreat, he was in front of me, and still did not speak to me.

Jin Ling helped me up and put a pillow on my back, "I... How... Finish? I asked, but my voice was hoarse.

He stared at me for a long time, then said, "This is the last time, remember." "Turn and leave.

Later, I learned that Liu Heng had been sending people to follow me, and the last time he said it was the last time he let Ruixun go.

I looked blankly at Jin Ling, who looked at me and began to cry again.

"Jin Ling, what's wrong with me?" I remember that I was with Ruixun at the time, but how did I wake up and be in the palace again? ”

"Miss, since it's all come to this point, let's forget about Young Master Rui......" Jin Ling cried and shouted.

Forget...... I muttered in a daze, "Ruixun ......" remembered something, and looked for it like crazy, "Where's my purse?" ”

"My purse...... Where is my purse...... Where is Ruixun ......?"

Jin Ling took my hands, "Miss...... Don't ......"

But at this moment I was already crazy, and I was crazy looking for the purse.

"Miss, stop...... Jinling will help you find ......"

Jin Ling searched for a long time and didn't find it, and I didn't find it, so I shook my head stupidly, "My purse...... Ruixun ......"

As if remembering something, I suddenly shouted, "Jinyu...... The emperor ......" I shook Jin Ling's shoulder and asked her, "What about the emperor?" What about the emperor...... "It must be him, it must be him who took away the tokens of me and Ruixun."

"Miss...... Miss......" Jin Ling shouted anxiously on the side, "Miss, don't be like this......"

"Take me to the emperor...... Hurry up......" I kept shaking the golden bell, and the golden bell kept crying, "Hurry up—" until I yelled at the golden bell, and the golden bell wiped her tears, "Miss, the slave will take you to the emperor......"

I stumbled all the way to find Liu Heng, and when I found Liu Heng, Liu Heng was in the orchid garden of Fangqing Pond, accompanied by Hai Guiren, and the guard at the door stopped me.

"Let me in...... Let me in......" I fell out of my wheelchair, and when I heard a sound, Liu Heng rushed over.

When I saw Liu Heng, I grabbed the corner of his clothes madly, "Did you take it?" Isn't it your ......?"

"Escort ......" Seeing my crazy appearance, Hai Guiren was startled and calmly shouted to the guards......

"You all stand down......," Liu Heng yelled, gritting his teeth.

After everyone left, there were only two of us in the orchid, and I still murmured, "Give me back ......"

He leaned down and steadied my shoulder, "Ge'er...... What's wrong......"

"Didn't you take it, my purse...... Give me back ......" I grabbed the corner of his coat.

"I didn't take your purse......"

"Impossible...... Give it back to me...... Please give it back to me......" I began to kowtow to him in desperation, and he pushed me away, looked at me in disbelief and said, "That thing is so important to you......"

"Please give me back ......"

"You are so cheap for a Su Ruixun......"

"Please, there's only that connection left between us, please......"

After hearing this, I became even more convinced that he had taken it, "Give it back to me......" I dragged him, and I bit hard at his arm as he tried to break free of me.

He clenched his fists, anger churning in his chest, "I thought ......"

"I'm so unbearable in your heart......"

"In that case, I can't show you......"

"Don't-"

I tried to escape but found that I couldn't break free, I couldn't move my legs and I could only let him hold me to the ground, and by the time I realized what was about to happen, it was too late, I struggled desperately to escape, Liu Heng tore my clothes, grabbed my arm, and entered my body without warning, I almost heard the sound of my skin being torn.

The pain struck, wave after wave, constantly penetrated like thousands of ants gnawing and tearing, blood kept leaving from under me, and then I was completely hoarse, my teeth and lips were trembling, the kind of trembling that could not be stopped, just like this, kept trembling, curled up, forced by him, and my throat could not make a sound.

The orchid garden was a mess, and the scent of orchids filled the air, and I had never felt so dirty, every inch and every cent of my body, and I wished that Heaven would take my life at once and put an end to this long and boundless suffering.

It's cold...... A burst of coldness hit, like ice water pouring through the whole body in the wax moon, so painful...... I never felt so helpless, I no longer had the strength to resist him, and finally everything in front of me began to crumble, it was so dark, I couldn't see anything, I couldn't see Jinling, I couldn't see Ruixun...... I'm so tired, I want to sleep......

Who was shaking me desperately, grabbing my wrist, and the warm and familiar voice yelled in my ear: "You love him so much, don't you!" Why! Why! I give you everything you want, what do you want! I'll give you ......."

I really wanted to hear what he was saying, but it really hurt, my whole body hurt, I was so tired, so sad, the darkness gradually ate away at my consciousness until nothing was left......

Xiaoxuan window, dressing up, going up to a tall building, the beauty smiled softly? Good dreams are the easiest to wake up, concubines are like turbid cement, ups and downs have different potentials, if there is no hatred in the eyes of the sect, I don't believe that there is a white head in the world. The remnants of the green swamp flowers, like this star is not last night, overlapping tears and brocade words, blood can be dry and there are traces in the end, love is no evidence, do not go to the flowers to spend tears, lifelong mistakes, blue fall yellow springs, two places are difficult to find, fish Shen Yan is the end of the world, the beginning of the belief that the world is not bitter, he is born not to be a lover, poor and uncertain riverside bones, counting the preface, always light burden.