116 Years are a river of sorrow
My aunt was stunned for a while, and then opened her mouth sharply: "Is there a daughter like you who talks to her own mother?" ”
"Is there such an unreasonable mother as you? Let my sister, who is ten years younger, sell her house so that her brother's son can study. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info" Tan Xi shot back.
"You, what do you say!" Xu didn't expect Tan Xi to resist so much, so her aunt choked and asked in disbelief.
"Mom, you're afraid you're crazy! My brother is thirty-three years old this year! Tan Xi couldn't hold back and broke out.
"You, you...... No matter how old my brother is, it's also your brother, and when my uncle and I die, you two will depend on each other for your lives! I'm doing this for your good! My aunt was stunned for a moment, and retorted eloquently.
Tan Xi sneered when he heard this, and didn't want to tell his aunt anymore: "I won't sell the house!" You should die of this heart before it is too late! ”
"You, you ......" Hearing this, Aunt Tan Xi's eyes rolled and fell.
In the next few days, Aunt Tan Xi lay on the bed crying and scolded Tan Xi, an unfilial girl, for being angry to death. Tan Xi took care of her as usual, but her face became colder and colder day by day. Although my uncle didn't say anything, his face was also very unsightly.
Tan Xi looked at her aunt who was lingering on the sickbed and was unwilling to wait any longer, so she picked up the box and left without looking back.
The sadness that has been accumulated for a long time has turned into a full stomach full of resentment at this moment. Tan Xi didn't understand, why did they make them so cold-blooded to themselves? From childhood to adulthood, she has tried her best to be a well-behaved and sensible child, not for anything else, just so that her uncle and aunt can love herself like a brother. But no matter how hard she tries, there is a huge gap between her and her brother. She tried to persuade herself not to think too much, her brother was not as stupid as herself and a boy, no wonder her parents loved her very much. But what about now? The fact slapped Tan Xi hard.
That's not the case at all! They just don't like themselves. For such a reason, they could ignore her feelings and give all their love and tenderness to their brother. Because of this, they feel justifiably that as a family, she should sell her home for her brother without reservation. Why? Why?
When the familiar scenery flashed outside the car window, Tan Xi's heart was already a dead silence.
Half a month later, Tan Xi's mobile phone rang. Perhaps it was the last glimmer of hope that Tan Xi left the phone number he used at home. It was my uncle who called. He told Tan Xi that his aunt was angry with her, and his illness worsened, and he condemned her for not going along with her aunt and making her angry.
Tan Xi listened indifferently, and without waiting for his uncle to finish speaking, he pressed the phone.
On the damp street facing north, Tan Xi leaned against the iron fence overgrown with greenery and laughed softly. Laughing and laughing, tears flowed.
The heart is like ashes, and it probably can't be like that.
On the way back, Tan Xi remembered a very trivial matter.
It was many years ago, and my brother came home from high school vacation, and my aunt bought a big bag of apples. She wanted to eat the apple, but her aunt told her that she had to sweep the floor before she could eat it. So, she could only sweep the floor with a broom first, staring at the apples on the table and drooling. My aunt washed the two big apples and gave them all to my brother who was watching TV on the side. Tan Xi also wanted to, but she didn't dare to speak, so she could only sweep the ground silently. She was about six or seven years old, and she had just returned from her grandmother's house. The aunt who always kept a straight face made her a little scared, but her grandmother said that the person in front of her, who never smiled at herself, was her own mother.
"Do you want to eat?" The brother took a crunchy bite of the apple and teased her in front of her.
She ignored her brother and continued to sweep the floor. But her brother seemed to like to see her angry, and continued to take a bite of the apple and shake it in front of her eyes: "Call Brother sweetly, I'll give it to you...... Hee-hee......"
Tan Xi still ignored him.
The elder brother did not lose interest: "Do you want to eat it?" Learn to bark a puppy and I'll give it to you! Otherwise, you'll just sweep the floor and watch me eat! ”
Tan Xi was suddenly enraged. I am so much younger than my brother, why do I always have to give up to my brother first when there is something delicious. What's even more annoying is that when my brother is eating apples, he keeps provoking her who is sweeping the floor!
The angry Tan Xi greeted his brother with a broom, and his brother Xu didn't expect such a scene, and he was hit in the face by the broom before he could dodge.
After a miserable scream, the elder brother leaned back in his chair, his face was swept with a few bloodstains, and he covered his eyes with one hand, screaming in pain. My aunt hurriedly ran over, pulled away her brother's hand and looked at it for a long time, and after making sure that it was okay, she slapped Tan Xi to the ground.
"Are you going to blind your brother?" The aunt yelled at Tan Xi, who fell to the ground and covered her face.
"Who told him to bully me." Tan Xi retorted unconvinced.
"Where did my brother bully you. He's just teasing you. If I don't teach you a lesson today, maybe something will happen to you in the future! Ah, dare to stare at me with your black eyes, see if I don't kill you today, a debt collector......" Seeing that Tan Xi was still straight, my aunt picked up a broom and slapped Tan Xi's ass.
My aunt fought until she ran out of strength and then gave up.
Why did Tan Xi think of this? Not only because this was the first time she had been beaten, but also because it seemed that the family didn't like her much after that. When she was scolded, she looked at her aunt quietly, and her aunt found that she was extremely disgusted and didn't start: "Don't look at me like that!" ”
What kind of eyes, Tan Xi didn't understand. Holding a mirror and looking at it, a pair of dark eyes, the face looks a bit like my aunt, and there is nothing special.
It wasn't until later, when she fell in love for the first time, that the man told her that he fell in love with her because her eyes were wild, revealing a stubbornness, and when she looked straight at people, people couldn't figure out her thoughts.
Is this why my aunt didn't like me all the time? Tan Xi didn't understand at that time, this was not the reason. Perhaps it should be said that not all ask for reasons. She has always tried to be a considerate and sensible child, and she has been running indomitably on the road of competing for the favor of her parents. However, no matter what she does, if she doesn't like it, she doesn't like it. Maybe in the next life she should be a boy, an excellent boy who can satisfy the vanity of his parents. At this moment, she was really tired. She's giving up. The shackles had locked her up for too long, and she was going to live for herself.
No big deal. If you can't get something that you have hoped for for so long, you can't get it. She threw in the towel. The world is so big, there will always be one or two people who really love her.
After making a decision, Tan Xi took out the phone card in his hand and threw it away. The phone card slid out in an elegant arc and fell deep into the flower bed. It won't be long before the clean card is crawling with all sorts of tiny bugs. They may eat this strange foreign thing, but when they take a bite, they may not think so. The cold thing was so hard that it knocked out their mouths full of teeth.