Section 1: Reality

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Ning Siyi sat at the bus stop with a small cardboard box, and she stared blankly at the LED advertising screen of the building opposite. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info screen is playing a perfume advertisement for a luxury brand.

The beautiful woman painted with gorgeous makeup, casually lifted the hem of her skirt to reveal a pair of slender and white legs, and danced and twirled in the gorgeous palace with lazy steps, like a beautiful and proud queen. She held a small and delicate crystal bottle in her hand, the bottle contained a light pink liquid, she raised her hand and sprayed the bottle into the air a few times, the mist of pink liquid drifted through the air, and Her Majesty looked up and bathed in the wonderful mist. In an instant, a handsome man in a gorgeous tuxedo pushed the door open, and a seductive fragrance came to his face, and he immediately fixed his eyes on Her Majesty's body, so obsessed, so focused, with only that beautiful figure in his eyes, he approached her urgently, but stopped and hesitated a few steps in front of her, as if he was afraid of disturbing her. The beautiful queen gently hooked her red lips and raised her slender white jade hand towards him, and the surprise burst out instantly, and the man half-knelt in front of the woman, holding the woman's hand in both hands, as if holding a rare treasure, and offered a kiss reverently······

The picture is finally frozen in the woman's other hand behind her back, holding the delicate perfume - the secret in her hand.

In just ten seconds, the luxurious world in the picture has firmly attracted the attention of several female passengers around her.

"Yikes! It's a new series of perfumes launched by MOON this year, and it looks really good! ”

"yes, let's go buy a bottle another day."

"Hey, if you want me to say, it's their classic perfume that suits me better. Moonlight Lover, what a wonderful name. The other woman didn't care too much about playing with her maroon wavy hair, and intentionally or unintentionally adjusted a small pearl-white bag on her shoulder, and the English logo on the gold clasp shone in the afterglow of the setting sun.

"Wow, your bag is so beautiful, it's from Ko X's, her bag is very expensive."

Seeing that her brand-name bag had finally attracted the attention of her companions, she couldn't help but smile proudly, waved her hand and said, "Yes, that's it, but this is a limited edition, not in China." When I traveled to France with my man's ticket, he took a fancy to me and wanted to buy it for me, saying that it was a gift for my acquaintance anniversary. Alas, I was also pestered by him and couldn't use it. The tone was full of disgust, but it couldn't hide the smugness at the corners of his mouth.

The woman next to her immediately covered her lips and smiled: "Your male ticket is really good to you, I envy the dead!" ”

"It's just ······"

"That's so generous to you······"

Listening to the compliments of the friends next to her, the smile on the woman's face became more and more proud.

Soon, the bus came, the woman waved goodbye to her friend, and Shi Shiran got on the bus, looking proud like the queen in the advertisement.

The bus carried the proud queen and the full carriage of passengers, leaving a puff of dust and smoke, Ning Siyi hugged the cardboard box in his hand and frowned.

The topic next to it is not over······

"Hey, are you saying her bag is real?" A shorter woman asked curiously.

The woman who was still putting on an envious expression just now immediately changed to disdain: "Cut, I don't know if it's really fake, but I know that her male ticket is fake." ”

"What? Really? No way! ”

"I can still lie to you, her so-called boyfriend is someone else's husband." After that, the woman covered her red lips and sneered, "I still don't know her with her colleagues for so many years, she is a vain person, holding an unsightly identity and showing off everywhere······"

"Sister, what news do you know? Let's hear it. The short woman was intrigued, and took her by the arm and kept urging her to continue.

"If you say yes, you can say it, don't show it to me. I'm in the same department as her, and I don't look up and look down, and if I let her know what I said, I'll be a hard person. She glanced at the other party, as if to gauge whether the woman next to her was trustworthy.

"Oh, sister! You don't know me yet, but I'm tight-lipped. The short woman hastened to reassure.

"Okay, okay." The woman withdrew her arm, then lowered her body and leaned close to the other party's ear and said, "She was raised outside by the manager of our company's xx department."

"No, it won't! That man is not ······." The short woman went from surprise at first to gloating: "Cut! She's too cheap, even a man of that kind of goods can talk about it, and she still has a face to show off. ”

"Not really! In my opinion, the man is just playing, and he can be baitted anyway if he gives something. The woman carelessly arranged the silk scarf tied around her neck, and there was a faint pleasure in her smile to relieve hatred.

"That is, if you are really so precious, you still need to squeeze the bus like us, and you will have to catch a special car to pick you up." The short woman also looked disdainful.

"Alas, this is also fate, moonlight lovers, we have no blessings, we can't afford it, but we can't stop others." The woman's delicate voice was mixed with thick contempt, and a strange sense of superiority ignited in the depths of her eyes, as if to say: Bah, shameless fool, what is it, what is so rare about a broken bag, if it were me······

"Hehehe, that's right." The short woman didn't notice her expression, and covered the corners of her mouth to listen happily.

Then, the two glanced at each other, and they both seemed to find the same feeling in each other's eyes, and soon another bus came, Ning Si looked at the figure of the two of them leaving together arm in arm like good sisters, and it seemed that they could still hear their happy conversation.

Ning Siyi looked down at the box he was holding, which contained a few things: a water cup with no lid, a thick notebook, an egg-yolk lunch box, and a white envelope on top. These are all the possessions she brought back from the company after she was fired. Except for the white envelope, everything else is inconspicuous and worthless, just like her person, but not without.

Originally, she couldn't understand why she was fired for no reason, she didn't do anything wrong, she has been working diligently for 2 years, she can't say that she has made any achievements, and she has not made any mistakes. She has always been quiet in front of Xiao Transparent, neither offending her boss, nor forming a gang behind her back, chewing her tongue to slander her colleagues, and she has no ambition to climb up. Why did you fire her in the end?

But after seeing what had just happened, she thought, she probably understood.

Although he did not offend his boss, he did not flatter him either.

Although he did not denigrate his colleagues, he did not integrate them either.

Although I just want to be quiet in front of Xiao Xuan, it does occupy the ground and get in the way of others.

Just like the scene just now, boasting, flattering, and stammering, in the blink of an eye, it became derogatory, disdainful, and jealous. On the surface, there are talks and laughs and get along happily, but what is the real idea behind the scenes? Like a perfume hidden behind you, it is a secret that cannot be revealed. Everyone knows the existence of secrets, but everyone doesn't care, as long as the fragile layer of paper on the surface is not torn, as long as the layer of paper is still there, they can communicate normally, talk and laugh, and get along well.

What is it called? It's called: Knowledge.

They are all people of interest.

And she is an uninteresting person.

A person who is not interested in it seems out of place in a group of people who are interested, especially in an eyesore.

Eventually, she was cleaned up.

And rightfully so, isn't it!

A person who doesn't even understand the rules of the game, how can he be qualified to survive in the game?

Ning Siyi looked up at the crowd around him, most of them walked together in twos and threes, talking and laughing with each other, even if they were loners, they knew their direction, their eyes were clear, and their steps were firm.

How can she be like her, forgotten and ostracized by the world······

The real world is composed of circles, each circle is a complete small world, different people live in different circles, and everything everyone has: feelings, career, money, and connections cannot jump out of the circle he is in. The world is big, but the circle is small. However, as far as their company is concerned, she tries hard to fit in, but she is not accepted by that small world.

Ning Siyi thought that in fact, not only the company, but also the whole world, she was out of step with the whole world, because she couldn't understand this complex world, nor could she understand these complex communication methods.

When she first came into contact with society, she found this problem, everyone's statement and idea are different, ideas and practices are also two different things, and practices and methods are two different things. It is the norm to be on both sides and to take it for granted. In the early days, she always didn't learn well, went straight, and was persistent, so she suffered a lot and made herself embarrassed, and then finally found a way to deal with it - to be quiet and transparent. However, she was fired, and once again abandoned by that circle.

She is actually used to it, since she was a child, her home, her school, her company, in every circle related to her, she has never been truly accepted, no matter where she is, she is a transparent person and background board that has been completely ignored.

No family, no friends, withdrawn and introverted, no laughing and no social fit.

Ning Si smiled with a self-deprecating smile, it is also reasonable for such an unpleasant person to end up now.

Leaving the bus stop with the box, she murmured, "Probably not that the world rejects me, but that I am rejecting the world." ”

The shuffling sound was drowned out by the noise of the street, and the slender and weak figure was quickly overwhelmed by the crowd, as if nothing had happened just now······

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