The fourth time, I wish to be a woman
"The attitude of the imperial brother has changed a lot, is it because he knows that the imperial sister-in-law has not had much time to do with each other?" Liu Yu was keenly aware of the gloomy sadness behind Liu Heng's smile. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
"I have already allowed Ge'er to go out of the palace to relax, but I have too many things to deal with, Brother Huang, I will leave the matter of Ge'er to you." Liu Heng does have too many things, but Ge'er, it's not that he doesn't want to face it, Ge'er is very resistant to him now, he wants to be by Ge'er's side, but he is even more afraid that Ge'er will stay away from him because of this.
"Okay!" Liu Yu spread his hands, "Since the imperial brother has already made a decision, then the younger brother will help the imperial brother." ”
"Imperial brother, thank you." Liu Heng threw a grateful look at Liu Yu.
"Jin Ling, what are you doing?" I watched Jin Ling busily pack this and pack that.
"Miss, it's not easy to get out of the palace, of course you have to prepare for a trip!" Jin Ling said happily with a piece of clothing in his hand.
"Besides, Miss, your body is ...... now," said Jin Ling, and began to cry again.
I looked at Jin Ling a little helplessly, this girl is always so sentimental, happy for a while and sad for a while, but if she says that her heart is as fine as dust, she takes care of me properly.
"Miss ......" Jin Ling wiped her eyes, "Look, it's all Jin Ling's bad, saying this makes Miss sad......"
I shook my head, "I'm fine, Jin Ling." ”
I clenched the purse in my hand that contained the token of my love affair with Ruixun, trapped in this seemingly gorgeous but actually dirty cage, the outside world, it is really nostalgic.
The two of us, Jin Ling, the master and servant, walked out of the Xiaomei Garden, passed through the corridor of the Qingliang Palace, and soon came to the gate of the palace.
Liu Heng stood there waiting for me with his hands, Liu Heng was playing with his short sword on the side, and there was no palace maid and eunuch behind him, it was so quiet.
I hesitated, but stepped forward.
"Queen, you're here." Liu Heng smiled faintly, and the rising arc of the corners of his mouth was obvious in the breeze.
"I'm ......," I forced a smile, "I'm coming." ”
"Queen, I know that you don't like to be busy, but for the sake of your safety, I let Xiao Wu accompany you." Liu Heng clapped his hands, "Xiao Wu, I haven't seen the queen yet!" ”
A proud and upright figure immediately appeared in front of me, "Chen Xiaowu see Niangniang!" ”
I looked at the saluting guard, a little familiar between my eyebrows, and I thought for a while before I remembered, wasn't this the same guard who stopped me at the gate of the Plum Garden that day!
It was Jin Ling's sharp eyes, who quietly pulled the corner of my clothes and whispered, "Miss, isn't that the guy from that day!" ”
I motioned to Jin Ling to be quiet, how could Liu Heng rest assured that I would go out alone, for my safety, just a proper reason to spy on me.
"Queen, I still have a lot of things to deal with, so I won't accompany you, if the queen has anything, you can ask the imperial brother to help."
Liu Heng said a lot, I didn't hear it clearly, and after a long time, I realized that in fact, it was not complicated between me and Liu Heng, but we didn't meet at the right time, and when he saw me, I already had Ruixun......
Jin Ling was alone, and he struggled to help me into the carriage that had been prepared, although I was only in the palace for a year, but I didn't know how much had changed outside.
Liu Heng stood in the wind, his shadow hitting the ground for a long time, his eyes followed Ge'er's carriage until far away, and he could not hear the sound of horses' hooves, nor could he see the imprint of the carriage again......
"Ge'er, I hope my decision this time is right......" He stood in place for a long time before walking back slowly.
As soon as I came out of the Chengwu Gate and heard the noisy flow of people, I knew that I had left that place.
"Jin Ling, tell them to stop, I want to go down." I shouted anxiously, I hadn't been out for a long time, and I wanted to see it for myself.
"Miss, it's not there yet! You're in such a hurry! Jin Ling said angrily while rubbing my already numb legs.
"My good golden bell, aren't you as anxious as I am! It's been a long time since we've been out shopping! ”
"Miss is just anxious!" Jin Ling freed his hand and lifted the curtain in front of the carriage, "Who, stop the car, our young lady wants to go down." ”
It was Xiao Wu who drove the car, and it was rare to see Jin Ling so arrogant to anyone, this girl still remembered what happened that day!
"Whoa-" The carriage stopped, and Jin Ling jumped out of the carriage.
I lifted the curtain, but Liu Yi leaned over, "Need help?" ”
I was taken aback, when was Liu Yi here, silently, along the way, I didn't see him.
I adjusted my mood and straightened my clothes, "Why is the prince here?!" ”
"The imperial sister-in-law is really a noble person who forgets things, has the imperial sister-in-law forgotten? Just now, the royal brother said in front of the royal sister-in-law that he wanted the king to help! "Liu Yi has a hippie smile, I hold my breath, how can this person be like this!
"No need, there is a golden bell in this palace, besides, the prince is a man after all, and men and women can't kiss each other."
Jin Ling waited for me for so long, although it was inconvenient, but he was still very skilled, and it took a lot of effort to finally get me out of the car.
Jin Ling pushed me and paced slowly down the busy street.
"Jin Ling, let's go over there and have a look!" I pointed to a place not far away that sold rock sugar gourds, the sweet and sour things, I remember that Jin Ling liked to buy a dozen skewers every time she went out, and now she worked so hard for me, she should let her eat enough.
Seeing the sugar gourd, Jin Ling immediately walked like a fly, "Boss, how much is it, I have it all!" ”
Jin Ling bid happily, and the boss couldn't wait for the business to be done quickly, so he readily agreed.
I twisted a string of sugar gourds from above, savoring the taste, and Jin Ling said indistinctly as he ate it, "Still...... Miss distressed...... Slave maid, know slave maid likes ...... This...... Sweet and sour stuff......"
"You gluttonous girl!" I laughed.
"You like this thing?" Liu Yu took out a string from the shelf, looked at me and asked suspiciously.
I glanced at Liu Yi before ignoring him.
Liu Yi tried to lick it, and when he tasted sweet, he was relieved to eat the second bite, who knew that he took such a big bite and just bit into the sour hawthorn inside, "Phew...... Phew......"
Liu Yi threw away the sugar gourd in his hand, "It's sour, it's sour, and you weird girl likes it......"
I only saw Liu Qi throw the sugar gourd to the ground, but I ignored what Liu Qi said, "If you don't eat it, don't waste it!" "Who knows, how can there be such an unreasonable person in the world, he himself wants to eat, and no one forces him!
"Jin Ling, let's go over there and have a look!"
"What a weird girl!" Liu Yu muttered in place.
"Lord Wang, what are you talking about?" Xiao Wu asked stupidly.
"This king is fine, don't hurry up and follow, what if there is an accident!" Liu Yu smacked his lips, as if there was still a sour taste in his mouth.
"Yes!" After Xiao Wu finished speaking, he immediately followed.
Jin Ling and I looked at the various hairpin ring jewelry sold by the vendor with great interest, and when Jin Ling was distressed about the sugar gourd shelf in his hand, he noticed Xiao Wu on the side and shouted, "Hey! And who! ”
Xiao Wu was stunned and looked around stupidly.
"Look at what you see, just say you're tall! You, come here! ”
Xiao Wu walked over, and Jin Ling stuffed the sugar gourd shelf in his hand into his hand, "Hey, take it!" ”
"You girl, when did you learn to summon people?!" I joked to Jin Ling.
"Oops! Miss, it's a superfluous person anyway, don't use it in vain! Let's go up there and have a look......"
So, when I walked the whole street, I found that Xiao Wu had completely become Jinling's errand boy.
"Hey, our young lady is tired, you go over there to buy some leaf tea to quench our young lady's thirst!"
Jin Ling had finally given her "last" order so far, and by this time we were almost on the outskirts of the western part of the city.
There is a pavilion in the suburbs of the west of the city, every literary event, there are always literati gathering here, draining the water, chanting poems, a very meaningful and very clean place, I didn't think that I and Jin Ling actually came here.
Jin Ling found a clean and spacious place for me to place my wheelchair, and watched Xiao Wu run before and after.
Liu Yu didn't dislike it, straightened his robe, and sat down opposite me.
"Jin Ling, I want to eat Daddy Hu's dough, you can help me take a look, Daddy Hu is still here!" I remember that Daddy Hu's home lives not far from here, and when he and Jin Ling sneaked out, they would often go to Daddy Hu's house to eat dough.
"I knew that Miss would definitely want Daddy Hu's dough, and if I knew it, I wouldn't have let that guy leave!" Jin Ling muttered, I knew I wouldn't let that tall man buy leaf tea!
"Tsk, poor Xiao Wu, I was called by your maid like this, but your master doesn't necessarily feel much sorry for your maid, on such a cold day, he is even willing to let her run west!" Liu Yu leaned on the edge of the four corners of the pavilion and sighed cynically.
"Of course my maid is at my disposal! When the prince said this, I didn't see how much the prince felt sorry for your guards! "In the past, I would definitely not pay attention to Liu Qi's words, but today, maybe I was able to leave the palace, and I was too excited, so I actually argued with Liu Qi in a bit of anger.
"Xiao Wu? He is not my person, it is really difficult for the royal brother, for your safety to dispatch the most powerful person around him, it seems that the imperial brother feels very sorry for you! ”
Liu Yu may be joking with me, but the hatred in my heart for Liu Heng and the entire royal family and the Prime Minister's Mansion is gathering little by little, I clenched my fingers to avoid trembling, I have never thought of hating others before, even if I live the same life as a slave in the Prime Minister's Mansion, even if I enter the palace, I still can't avoid being bullied, even if my legs are abolished, these things, although I struggle, I have never hated......
Until he pushed Ruixun away from me, what a cruel thing it was, and I had such a deep hatred in my heart......
I stiffened my body, and I fell into the magic barrier, and I sensed that something was wrong with me, Liu Yi got up and walked to my side, "Okay, okay, just when I said the wrong thing......"
Suddenly, "Who are you hating?" ”
Liu Yu asked me sharply and pulled me out of the demonic barrier.
I quickly came back to my senses, and I hadn't thought of such a situation, "I'm fine." I regained my look, trying to avoid letting Liu Yi see anything.
"You're lying." Liu Qi's voice was calm with a hint of shock, "Your eyes can't deceive me, you are hating someone, and the hatred is very deep, deep in the bone marrow." ”
"I didn't." I don't want anyone to see through until I'm sure what's going to happen in the next two years.
Liu Wei glanced at me, turned around and sat down on the stone bench beside me, seemingly casually poured a cup of tea, put it to his lips and slowly tasted the tea, "No is nothing." After Liu Yu finished speaking, he put down the cup of tea in his hand, "You are too anxious, everything you think in your heart is revealed through your eyes." ”
What does he mean by that? Liu Heng's words are full of impact, but obscure and indescribable, I don't understand, what Liu Heng is thinking in his heart, he and Liu Heng are the biological brothers of the same mother, but the personality and Liu Heng are diametrically opposed, although Liu Heng's mind is delicate, cautious, step by step, but his purpose is simple and direct, and Liu Heng, although cynical on the surface, secretly he is Liu Heng's indispensable right and left hand, Liu Heng's many things, he has participated in the planning, I will not believe in a character who can influence the emperor's thoughts and call the wind and rain, It's going to be so simple.
"I heard that the imperial sister-in-law's pipa is very good, I don't know if this king has the honor to hear the imperial sister-in-law's pipa today?" As soon as Liu Yu's words fell, I realized that there was a long wooden box hidden under the stone table. Liu Wei stretched out his hand to take out the wooden box, opened it, and there was a handful of pipa lying inside.
There was something hidden in this for a long time! I was shocked, so in this way, it was Liu Yu who brought me to the west of the city? So what exactly is his purpose?
"Jingyu of the previous dynasty, I don't know if the imperial sister-in-law still likes it?" Liu Yu brought the pipa to me.
Jingyu, according to legend, for the best instrumental music craftsman in the previous dynasty Mo Fu for her beloved woman Fei Yi made, Fei Yi is a singer, her voice and beauty overshadowed all the singers, Mo Fu had vowed to create a musical instrument that can match the sound of Fu Yi for Fu Yi, so Mo Fu worked day and night, buried himself in the workshop to create musical instruments for Fu Yi, Mo Fu said, the day of completion is when she married Fu Yi, collect materials, make molds, after many years, Mo Fu finally created a stunning musical instrument Jing Yu, But on the day of the completion of the instrument, Mofu was told that Fuyi was favored by the emperor half a year ago, and the emperor forcibly asked Fuyi to enter the palace as a concubine.
Mo Fu couldn't regret it, and rushed to the side of the water river with Jingyu non-stop, looking at the vast riverside, there was no longer the figure of Yuyi, only the river flowing day and night, rushing down from the high cliff, as if it was Yuyi singing an unknown ballad.
"Fuyi, you are gone, how can Mofu live alone......" Mofu only left this sentence, and followed the shadow of Fuyi, and jumped off the Shuishui River together, and the world-famous instrument Jingyu has not been seen since then, perhaps, it is in the hands of Fuyi, in front of Mofu, quietly playing the most familiar tune between them.
"Jingyu followed Mofu to accompany his beloved hundreds of years ago, where did this prince come from!" There is only one Jingyu in this world, and I prefer to believe that it is Yuyi who dances in front of her beloved Mofu.
"The imperial sister-in-law didn't even touch it, how do you know that this is not the real Jingyu?!"
Looking at Liu Yu's hesitation, I unconsciously wanted to touch the legendary Jingyu, I reached out and took Jingyu, and bounced it with my bare hands.
The south wind sings a song of Weiyang, the family members of the West Mountain return at dusk, the soul of the beautiful woman is broken by the water, who knows if the sky is not opened? Rao is a dream haunting, willing to be a concubine and other end of the Fu......
Yuyi waited for Mofu, who was infatuated with her, I don't know, when will I be able to wait for my Ruixun, or, hopefully, never see each other again in this life......
A song of pipa language, may the headwind understand, let this endless lovesickness, turn into care, always accompany my Ruixun......
The sky was sprinkled with snow, and after the song, I unconsciously burst into tears, I let go of Jingyu, and let the cold wind blow through me.
A gentle hand gently stroked my brow, carefully wiping the tears from the corners of my eyes for me, I thought it was Ruixun, but the cold wind told me that Ruixun was pushed into the abyss by me, and could no longer stand in front of me, saying those words that made people blush at me.
I pushed Liu Yan's hand away, "I don't need you to fake your feelings." ”
Hearing my refusal, Liu Heng withdrew his hand and twisted his fingertips, "Okay, since the imperial sister-in-law doesn't need it, and this king doesn't need it, it's the king who is abrupt." ”
"The imperial sister-in-law's pipa is very good, this king has never heard it, I don't know if the song has a name?"
I didn't answer Liu Yu, but took a deep breath, hoping to take back the tears through my breath, where is it not the same, always living in the royal land, there will always be people around me who don't want to be contacted or seen.
Liu Yu smiled silently, "That's no, this king has a name, green worm tune, what does the imperial sister-in-law think?" ”
I turned my head, but I didn't expect Liu Yi to be so disgusting.
"If the imperial sister-in-law doesn't speak, that's it."
After a long time, I would often play this song in my spare time, and sometimes, I would think that I was still missing Ruixun, but sometimes, I also realized that there was also a person who had taken root in my heart......