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"Actually... I feel... It's better for us to be separated. Tang Hailong mustered up the courage to barely string a few phrases into a sentence that was still complete, and when he said it, he took a long breath, and suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, but he immediately waited for Wang Tong's reaction, and that kind of apprehension suddenly made his mind mess again.

Half-speechless, they all slowed down, but did not stop.

"I knew that day would come sooner or later... I also know that you will abandon me after all..."Wang Tong stopped, with tears in her eyes, she paused word by word, looking at the traffic in front of her, and the pedestrians were weaving.

"I know you're going to hate me, it's all because of me, if I hadn't made a mistake, you'd still be your security manager, you'd have a lot of money at the end of the year, maybe I'll be able to exist in your world for a while, but now everything has changed"

Wang Tong held back his tears and looked up at the blood-red sunset in the western sky, everything was as miserable as his own mood.

Although these days, she also feels that subtle changes have taken place between them, according to Wang Tong's judgment, Tang Hailong's future is hopeless, he is already very good as a lower-level manager like a steel squad leader, who knows how long it will last.

But the time the two spent together is worth recalling, this particular rural boy gave him careful care, his honesty, his gentleness, and more importantly, the devastating blow to his future because of himself, which made him deeply uneasy.

But what about this, the past is the past after all, and what happened has happened.

"Actually, what I want to say is that the breakup is not caused by these things that happened before, these accidental events can not be predicted, even if this does not happen, other security incidents will occur, and after all, I am a monk halfway, and I really don't know how to manage these, I have thought a lot about it these times, I feel that my future is at a loss, I can't give you happiness, so I want to let go, you will find your true love and your happiness."

Tang Hailong calmly said what he conceived last night, so that he could express it clearly.

"Is there really no room for recovery, don't you feel like I've snubbed you these times, so Hailong, you look into my eyes and tell me, did you really love me from the beginning?" Wang Tong turned to wipe away her tears and stared at Tang Hailong, who ignored the occasional bustling pedestrian around her.

"Wang Tong, you are a good girl, since you have come to this point, let's restrain our feelings, what if you have loved, what if you have not loved, no matter what, you gave me an impressive first love, I will remember you." Tang Hailong thought that he had picked out some accurate words to express his thoughts.

"I'm flattered like this, this is your first love, not my first love, don't you think I'm too disgusting to be worthy of you, you haven't liked me from the beginning, aren't you, you don't dare to answer, don't dare to look into my eyes to answer me."

Wang Tong's questioning made Tang Hailong really elusive, which was completely different from her recent attitude towards herself and her analysis and judgment of her.

"Wang Tong, it's good to get together and disperse, let's not be like this anymore, we are really not suitable, you are from the city, I am from the countryside, this is the essential difference, not only now, but also in the future, there is a huge difference in living habits and the direction of life, so the long pain is better than the short pain, which is good for us."

It should be clear now, Tang Hailong thought to himself.

"Well, you always have a good reason, you go back, thank you for taking care of me all these times, I thank you, I'm sorry for the damage caused to you." Wang Tong bowed shallowly to Tang Hailong, making Tang Hailong stretch out his hands at a loss, but stopped again.

"You go, you go back early, what are you doing, do you want to see me crying... The young girl finally couldn't control her emotions, she stopped the bicycle, squatted on the ground and covered her face with her hands and cried, and for a while the eyes of passers-by were looking at this side, as if this boy had bullied this girl.

Silence, apprehension, uneasiness, remorse, and worry made Tang Hailong at a loss.

"Alright, let me send you back one last time." Half a sound, waiting for Wang Tong's crying to be a little quieter, Tang Hailong took the bicycle and decided to send Wang Tong home, he was also worried that if Wang Tong couldn't think about it and there was some traffic accident, he would be guilty.

Wang Tong did not refuse Tang Hailong's last request, Tang Hailong rode the car, Wang Tong sat in the back seat, gently tugging Tang Hailong's T-shirt with both hands, and slowly she gently snuggled her head on Tang Hailong's back, and couldn't hold back her tears anymore.

My dear, no matter what, you are a memorable guest in my life, I have given my true feelings, felt happiness, and found my sense of security, but creation makes people, this is the last moment we are together, let me enjoy your warm ...... again.

At night, the cool breeze was blowing, and a painful feeling permeated the heart, which only the anesthesia of alcohol could alleviate it.

"The legendary first love is over, it's over, hahahaha... The person I love has been... Flew away... Someone who loves me... She hasn't arrived yet, my lovebird has flown away, my lovebird... It hasn't come yet..."

In the middle of the night in the provincial capital in late summer and early autumn, Tang Hailong's rough and slightly weeping singing echoed in the empty streets, and occasionally a passerby was frightened by his crazy drunkenness, and he staggered to the construction site according to the inertia of his own thinking.

Ask what is the situation in the world, the straight teach life and death, am I considered a negative person, from making a decision to proposing to break up, it didn't take long, is this decision too hasty.

Okay, just let her go with the wind, why should a good man worry about his children's affection, hahaha... Tang Hailong laughed wildly, raised his head and poured the last sip of liquor, overflowing the corners of his mouth, wetting his clothes, and suddenly smelling of alcohol.

"I'm out of love big... I'm really out of love, I know I've never really been in love, but I'm still out of love, I'm a fool, and at the same time I've lost my career, I've lost my woman... I'm really not reconciled... He stumbled a few steps before he stopped and crouched on the side of the road and began to cry.

Crying and crying, the anesthesia of alcohol made him unconscious, and the night breeze gently blew on his body, cooling the heat brought by alcohol, and there was a trace of comfort, really comfortable, which was good for a deep sleep.