Gu Zi went upstairs angrily, her heart was full of questions and incredulity, the long staircase that usually made her climb out of breath suddenly felt so short at this moment. The pen &www.biquge.info amp; fun & pavilion climbed up, pressed his chest at the top of the stairs and gasped, a large gulp of cold air was sucked from his throat into his lungs, and his anger was slowly suppressed.

Straighten up and walk back to the dormitory, you can't let your emotions be led by other irrelevant things, yes, irrelevant, those are irrelevant things. Learn to control yourself and not fall into the machinations of others.

Pushing open the door and entering, there was a foul smell, stuffy, all the smell of books, dampness, and the smell of unknown objects with poor air circulation. Walked straight to the window, pushed the tight window with great effort, and instantly the fresh cold wind hit, Gu Zi took a deep breath, his whole body softened, and his eyes looked at the starry lights outside the window tiredly.

Gu Zi always likes to stand here, looking into the distance through the wire fence on the window, looking at the traffic downstairs, or the old man playing with flowers and plants on the opposite rooftop, only in this way can he calm down and feel comfortable.

"Don't open the window, it's cold." The roommate who slept in bed No. 2 complained dissatisfiedly.

"It's too stuffy, if you don't open the window, you won't have air circulation." Gu Zi threw her schoolbag onto the bed, sat on the edge of the bed in the lower bunk and took off her shoes, her tone was a little cold, with a slight sense of distance.

"It's going to be cold, how can you sleep?" Bed No. 2 listened to her unfriendly tone, and complained louder and more dissatisfied.

"I didn't say anything when I slept here, what are you complaining about?" Answered lightly. Gu Zi picked up the shoes, threw them on the shoe rack with a rough movement, turned around and tore off the towel hanging by the window, and kicked and stepped on a pair of red flip-flops to the bathroom.

As soon as he went out, he took a deep breath, Gu Zi felt so tired, he was talking to his classmates in class during the day, and when he came back to the dormitory, he had to shoot and secretly shoot with his roommates, high school is really not as free as junior high school, everyone has a purpose, no one wants others to have a good time, and they work hard to force a person, whether it is physical or psychological, as long as they can achieve the ultimate goal, Gu Zi is used to seeing these, but sometimes she is still sad.

Maybe it's still early, so the bathroom is empty, Gu Zi stood in the old position and brushed his teeth, the foam in his mouth overflowed, his entire chin and cheeks were full of foam, and his eyes were staring out of the window, blurred and unfocused.

Thinking about what happened in the class just now, sadness came to me.

"She's pretending to be a good person......"

"If you don't know how to be, don't be, what's so strong!"

"Buying people's hearts and ......"

"One set in front of the person and one set in the back, fake his death."

Gu Zi sat silently and listened, she knew who the classmates were talking about, and she didn't refute or explain, she just accepted it silently. People can't be perfect, so she used silence in the face of their doubts and insults.

"Brush your teeth." Asan walked into the bathroom with a bucket and a basin, and stood on the laundry counter behind Gu Zi to put water.

"You're not sad, are you?" She turned around and looked at Gu Zi's back with a worried question, "Actually, they are not bad, but their mouths are a little cheap, just listen to it casually and don't take it to heart, are you crying?" ”

Gu Zi shook her head, muttered no, picked up the water cup and rinsed her mouth, she suddenly wanted to go back to the dormitory quickly, she didn't want to stay here. Even if Ah Sang is her better partner in the class, she doesn't want to stay here for most of the time, she is afraid, she is afraid that Ah Sang will ask again, she can't help but let down her guard and confide in her sadness and mind.

Hurriedly washing his face, Gu Zi poured the water in the basin and smiled at Ah San, "I'll go back first." The latter smiled at her as well, "Rest early." ”

When he returned to the dormitory, Gu Zi had expected this scene, the windows were closed tightly, and the roommates who came back from class in the evening were complaining that the window that had just been opened was cold to death, and he didn't think about others at all, he was really selfish. Gu Zi listened silently again, without justifying a word, climbed into bed, pulled down the curtain to isolate all those complaints, and whispered in his heart: "If all the windows are closed, the air will not circulate, and you will deserve to be infected with my cold when the time comes." ”

Changing into pajamas and lying flat on the bed, the quilt was tightly covered, Gu Zi exposed a pair of white arms outside the quilt, holding a book and reading.

The final exam is coming up next month, you have to review it well, Gu Zi's last result was simply miserable, the final exam can't be embarrassed anymore, in high school, it's not better than the family, not the appearance, only the grades.

Especially in this small town, everyone thinks that only by being admitted to university can they have a good future. Is that really the case? Is college the only way to succeed?

"I don't believe I'll succeed, not just by going to university." Gu Zi secretly determined that she would unswervingly pursue her dream and go over step by step.

Close the book and put it next to the pillow, close your eyes and calm down, your roommate is talking, discussing topics, loud, selfish, and indifferent to other people's feelings, just like that window, close it when you say it.

Gu Zi closed his eyes and prayed that he would fall asleep quickly and fall asleep deeply, so that he could not hear what those selfish people said.

"In the cold autumn of independence, the Xiangjiang River goes north, the head of Orange Island, you can see the red mountains all over, and the forests are dyed ......"

"disagree disagree, disagree disagree, grateful grateful, grateful grateful......"

“...... The mulberry has not fallen, and its Ye Woruo. Crying doves, no mulberries. Crying out for women, there is no one to delay ......"

Gu Zi pulled the quilt, covered his head, and let out a big breath, feeling angry and unable to say anything. No matter how angry you are, it won't help, forget it.

Gu Zi, who had calmed down, sorted out what happened today in her mind, and suddenly frowned, rubbing her left arm with her right hand in the heavy quilt, and the arm that had just been bumped into in the corridor only found that it was a little painful. Who is that girl, why is she so rude, and she is still smiling when she bumps into someone, I really don't understand.

Why does it feel familiar, and where have you seen it? Gu Zi thought about it, but couldn't think of it, so she simply didn't want to.

Slowly the dormitory quieted down, and the few people who recited it had no voice, they should have fallen asleep. Gu Zi lifted the quilt to take a breath, didn't want to, go to sleep.