168: Hate or not
Feeling the heat in the air, Jun Ge dispelled the idea of sitting on the ground, and pulled his hand out of Yu Manwen's hand with a little force, and a low voice sounded in this stuffy alley, "I've actually been thanking you all the time, after all, you still gave birth to me and gave me a chance to survive." Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info"
Hearing this, Yu Manwen took his eyes away from his empty palm and landed on Jun Ge's face, which was far from the original, and his heart was a little blocked and a little panicked. A touch of bitterness rose from the root of her tongue and wrapped around the tip of her tongue, and she opened her mouth to interrupt the other party's words, and she had a hunch that the next words would not be what she wanted to hear.
"Junge, child, what are you talking about, it is a mother's responsibility to conceive your own child. I... You... You don't have to say that, good..."Too urgent, Yu Manwen stammered a little, she didn't know what words to use to express her thoughts, she could only rely on her inner impulse and try her best to say something.
A plain white hand, slowly raised, palm facing her, blocking her desire to continue talking.
Yu Manwen closed her mouth and looked at the hand, she was a little stunned for a while. She only noticed at this moment that this hand was different from her, Gu Fengge, and many other people. There was a faint cocoon on it, obviously left over from rough work, and this kind of cocoon was like a federation in her cognition, something out of reach.
However, Jun Ge's original intention was not to show her hands, and soon the other party's voice made her react from her stunned state.
"I'm not a ruthless person, I was willing to exchange hearts with your daughter back then, just to repay your fertility." When he said this, Jun Ge's brows furrowed slightly, and there seemed to be a tangled meaning on his face, "In the words of your aristocratic circle, it is Liangqing, and it stands to reason that I have nothing to do with you anymore." ”
"How can it be okay!" Yu Manwen's voice suddenly rose up, and when he fell into his ears, he thought that there were thousands of needles pierced into his brain, and the look on his face was enough to see her mood at this time, and the unbelievable appearance made her delicate face a little distorted, but despite this, she could still see her beauty.
Jun Ge staggered his gaze and glanced at the mouth of the alley, and several people who were attracted by Yu Manwen's loud voice looked at them with snees. Feng Nian also found out about this situation, and without Jun Ge opening his mouth, he automatically walked to the mouth of the alley, and he didn't know what he said to the other party, so he quickly ran away.
"You are my child, I gave birth to a child with hard work, and the blood you shed is the same as mine, how can it be okay... You just said change your heart, you always hate me, don't you? That's right, that's it, you hate me for not taking good care of you, you hate me for being biased, you hate me for hating me..."
Yu Manwen muttered "You hate me" in his mouth, his emotions collapsed in an instant, he covered his face with his hands, and the whole person squatted down as if he was weak, looking extremely helpless. A low cry was telling others how uncomfortable and broken she was at this time.
Maybe Gu Fengge's death hit her too hard, or maybe now that there is only one daughter left, Yu Manwen has put all his energy on Jun Ge like never before. Therefore, for the first time, she realized how big the gap between herself and Jun Ge was, and she had done so many things to hurt each other.
She remembered that she used to sit on her father's lap and in her mother's arms, and that she had grown up under the pampering of her parents. However, compared to Junge, because of her poor health, she threw all her love on another daughter and ignored the other party for more than ten years.
It was only at this moment that Yu Manwen began to regret the outrageous things he had done, and he naively thought that it was just that the two of them had been together for too short, which made Junge have no feelings for him, and as a result, he was pushing people out step by step from the beginning.
Listening to the suppressed cry, Jun Ge sighed secretly.
Hate? The moment I look forward to being shattered, I hate.
After experiencing the past and present lives, her psychology is strong enough, but she can't resist the desire for family affection in her heart. In her previous life, she was an orphan, not that she was abandoned, but that her parents and clansmen had died in the war, but this was all learned from others, after all, at the time of the war, she was still a newborn baby.
I have seen a lot of all kinds of deceit, and I have also seen a lot of warmth of mother and son, compared with the two, the idea of wanting to have a home has quietly taken root in my heart.
Later, when the soul accidentally arrived in this world, the thoughts that had been buried in my heart for a long time sprouted again. After thinking about something for a thousand years, she was about to get her hands, but reality slapped her hard, it really hurt.
"I don't hate you for a long time." Jun Ge bent down, pulled the person up a little harder, looked at Yu Manwen's eyes overflowing with tears, and said word by word, "If you are still a little proud, please put away your tears, it is worthless in front of me, don't let me look down on you, okay?" ”
Putting aside her relationship with Yu Manwen, from the perspective of others, she is indeed a good mother, although not for her. But it is undeniable that this mother, who is not very strong, is unexpectedly brave, protects Gu Fengge and Gu Chenyi without reservation, and even follows her to a chaotic planet like Biller Star.
In the final analysis, she still blames her own obsession, if she really talks about it, Yu Manwen is not her mother, but the origin of this body, not the creator of her soul. Therefore, Junge doesn't hate Yu Manwen at all now, but he doesn't have any side feelings.
"No.. No, no, dear, it's mom who is wrong, mom knows it's wrong, forgive mom, okay? I've already lost a child, I can't afford to lose another, I can't take it. Yu Manwen reached out and grabbed Jun Ge's cuffs tightly, his fingers were so hard that they turned white, and his face showed a look of pleading.
However, when she said this, she didn't expect that a long time ago, Jun Ge would have "died" a long time ago. In other words, she lost this child early, where did she say "again".
Moving his lips, Jun Ge frowned and wanted to make his words clear, but was stopped by Feng Nian, who had been standing quietly next to him. He shook his head at Jun Ge, raised his hand and slashed at the back of Yu Manwen's neck, and the person who was originally holding Jun Ge's sleeve suddenly softened, fell on him, and fell unconscious.
Feng Nian took the person from Jun Ge's body into his arms, then raised his eyes to Jun Ge's eyes, and explained: "Her current condition is already on the verge of collapse, if you continue to stimulate her, it is very likely to cause her spirit sea riot." No one knows what unpredictable circumstances will arise at that time. ”
"Take her back, and when she wakes up, tell her that I have nothing to do with her from now on. By the way, by the way, tell Gu Qingcang that some things are not taken if you want to, you want them, and some people are not at the mercy of what you want. (To be continued.) )