Chapter 4 Imperial Thoughts 3
After all, I still can't escape, fate is destined to have no fate, that is, there is no fate, no matter how hard I ask, I can't get it......
I was respectfully invited into the Zhengde Hall, Xiao Nan was tied to the ground with a strip of cloth stuffed in his mouth, and Liu Heng stood with his back to me, without speaking. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
I glanced at it, and then said lightly, "The matter has come to this, I don't know what the emperor wants to do......"
He turned around slowly, looked at me, and sighed heavily, "This is telling the master, what are you going to do?" ”
I didn't expect Xiao Nan to tell the truth, I sneered in my heart, as early as the last time she came to inform Li Guanwen about the matter, she should have been guarded against, "Xiao Nan was sent by the emperor, and the emperor will deal with it if he wants to!" ”
His eyes suddenly began to become melancholy, and this situation began to change speechlessly, and I don't know how long it took before he slowly spoke, "Ge'er, in fact, you have remembered everything, aren't you ......?"
"Yes......" I admit cleanly, without giving him the slightest room for relaxation.
"You still love him, no matter how much I do......"
He smiled sarcastically, "I should have expected that everything was a false dream......
He reached out to touch my face, but I ruthlessly knocked him down, his hands froze in mid-air, looking at me, the light that still existed in those eyes suddenly extinguished, as cold as dead ashes.
I looked at him stubbornly, gritted my teeth, and told him the truth word by word, "The emperor thinks it's a dream, but for Yingge, life is worse than death......"
"Life is better than death, a good life is better than death......" His figure shook slightly, took a few steps back, closed his eyes and covered his chest.
Then he quickly staggered up to me and pulled up the hem of my shirt, "I'll let him die now!" He roared as if he had gone berserk.
"No, you can't do that!" I took his hand at a loss, trembling and begging him, "It's my fault, don't ...... Don't let Ruixon die, please ......"
"Ruixun—"
He shook off my hand and walked away, leaving me alone, decadent on the cold ground, trembling like a frightened bird.
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"In a few days, let Su Ruixun go!" Liu Heng leaned against the desk, seemed to have lost all support, and said to Liu Heng weakly.
Liu Yi looked at Liu Heng's waste appearance coldly, and said lightly, "What does the imperial brother mean by this?" ”
"What she loves has always been that one Su Ruixun, no matter how much I have paid her......
"Since the royal brother loves the imperial sister-in-law, why let her go!" Liu Yu didn't find a trace of anger in his tone, on the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival, he was afraid that she would go wrong alone, so he followed her carefully behind him, but he bumped into her and Su Ruixun's lingering sympathy, since he knew that she was leaving, he could no longer settle down, he chose to be selfish, suppressed his reason, and destroyed her plan to leave the palace, as long as she couldn't get out of the palace, he still had a chance to see her......
"You shouldn't have sent someone to sabotage, I know about it......"
"I had already guessed the moment she and I were about to leave the palace, she had already remembered everything, she didn't lie, every time she lied, her fingers always trembled, and I am afraid that even she had not found out." Thinking of the sweetness of the past, a layer of bitterness appeared on Liu Heng's face.
"I don't want to bind her to my side anymore, let her go out of the palace to live the life she wants...... "The most beautiful love is fulfillment, Liu Heng finally understands this truth, let go, he can let go, as long as she lives well in the future, then he will be at ease."
Liu Yu didn't speak again, but there was already a furrow in his heart, and he wouldn't let himself and her never see each other again in this life......
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I don't know what Liu Heng means, he gave Xiao Nan to death, and treated me with good food and drink as usual, but he stopped talking to me, no longer seeing me, and Jin Ling also returned to me.
It seemed like nothing had happened, but I started to get scared, and the more he did this, the more worried I was about losing Ruixon, and there had been no news of Ruixon for several days.
It took a lot of effort to find out that Rui Xun was locked up in the Praetorian Guard Division, there was no way, I could only go to Yan Xuan again for help, and for now, he could at least let me see Rui Xun.
"Yan Xuan, you help me!" As soon as I saw him, I spoke eagerly, and I looked at him with hope, hoping that he would be able to help.
"Are you really going to leave everything behind?" He looked at me with doubts, unwillingness, and a hint of hope and hope in his eyes, but my answer was like a basin of cold water pouring down from his head, "Yes......"
"So, you don't care, don't want it, and give up revenge, for a Su Ruixun!" There was excitement in his words that startled me.
"What the hell is good about him! It's worth remembering! He watched me say word by word, looking incredulously for an answer.
I looked at him and said slowly, "I don't know what is good about him, when I was almost starving to death, it was he who took my hand, and the relationship I have known for decades since I was a child cannot be changed overnight......"
"It's been four years, four whole years......" he murmured.
I pursed my lips and continued, "We have long decided that each other is unique, and we have agreed for life, some things are not worth it or not, but whether you like it or not, because you love deeply, so it is worth it, love, or not love, you can only decide by yourself." ”
"So you love him, and you'd rather die than give up......" His eyes were lowered, and there were teardrops in his trance, "Okay, I'll help you ......"
Yan Xuan agreed to help me, and while I was full of hope, the news of the fire in the Praetorian Guard Division came, and Jin Ling said that all the prisoners escorted by the Praetorian Guard Division were killed in the fire.
I don't believe it, how could it be! How could a good Praetorian Division catch fire, I don't believe it!
Knowing the moment I found Yan Xuan to confirm, I knew that this time, Ruixun really left me.
I wanted to cry, but I didn't know how to cry anymore, and when I wanted to cry, I found that I couldn't cry anymore.
I know that my heart is dead, and with Ruixun dying in that fire, I will never come back to life, and my hope, which has been dried out of the air, will not be burning.
In this life, I can't wait for him anymore, he's gone, with all my love, and feelings without an ending will always end.
Suddenly I forgot what he looked like, I wanted to think about it, but I found that there was nothing, I forgot his voice, forgot his smile, forgot his face, I waited all my life, and I couldn't get his momentary gaze, even in memory, those who used to say that they would never be separated have long been scattered to the end of the world.
The long road is far away and the soul is bitter, the body is like a floating cloud, the heart is like a flying flotsam, a wisp of fragrance is here, remembering the loss of your life, since then it is barren, the wind has been left to dissolve, and the mud lotus has just been lingering. Time didn't wait for me, you forgot to take me away, what do you want to do with the cave, his fate will be more difficult, cherish a petal of incense, remember the previous life. Today's dream soul is full of tears, and half of his life has been alone.
Don't complain that my hand is no longer as warm as it used to be, it is as warm as it was when I first saw you, it is very cold now, and it can no longer give you temperature.
Wandering between forgiveness and despair, leaving without warning at all, how to let go?
I laughed, and from now on, I am the only one left in this world, and so, very well......