Ye Chen:

I remember the first time I saw him, he was riding on a war horse, wearing a battle robe, and the dazzling sunlight reflected on his battle uniform, shining brightly. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

I went to the battlefield with my master, and listened to the soldiers talk about him in the small rear wound pharmacy, during which no one proposed to me, but I refused them one by one, even if I was alone all my life, looking at him from afar, I was very satisfied.

Every time I look at him, even if it is far away, my heart beats, slowly, I begin to be dissatisfied and can only look at him from a distance, I want to get close to him, but he only needs a cold look to make me freeze in place, unable to move for a long time.

I found that he would sit on the hillside not far away in a daze, holding a letterhead in his hand, at that time I thought it was military, and he was worried again, that time he was injured, I went to change his dressing, and saw the letterhead he put on the table in the future to collect, which was written with the notes of a beautiful woman, and couldn't help but look at it twice, "Xichao, I dreamed of you waiting for me on Peach Mountain again, so I want to go to Peach Mountain, and see your gentle smiling face again" Although I only saw a few words, it was full of affection, No wonder he always sits on the hillside with his letterhead in a daze, and I see his cold eyes again, and I think he will laugh too? He would just smile at the woman.

I began to wander aimlessly around the barracks, but everywhere I went, I seemed to be able to see him, and at that time I thought, even if he is a concubine, even if he does not love me, but I still want to stay by his side, even if he does not love me, at least not to look at me with such strange eyes.

I watched him sit outside the tent, looking at the soldiers and people kneeling on the ground, but there was no joy in his eyes, there was deep pain in his eyes, I saw the reluctance in his eyes, and it disappeared in a flash, I think he just didn't want to kill again.

When he returned to Kyoto, even though he was sitting among the hundred officials, far from the center of power, when he replied to Princess Anping, who was proposed by the emperor, when he hugged her, I told myself that it was just a fake, just a cover-up.

That night, the whole palace was bright red, I watched her sitting in the dormitory in a wedding dress, watching her chuckling and looking at him, the pain in his eyes was so obvious that I didn't even have the courage to deceive myself, he took her back to the dormitory, and imprisoned her everything.

She had changed, no longer smiling, no longer expecting, her body was getting weaker and weaker day by day, and he would still look at him in the dark every day, without saying a word, but the smell of pain in his body was too obvious and burned me.

I thought that I couldn't let her torture him like this anymore, he would be dragged down by her, and I thought that I couldn't keep her. I added flavored medicine to the Chinese medicine she drank every day, and she looked at me with a bowl, and I thought she knew that there was something wrong with the medicine, so she just looked at me fixedly, and I thought she wouldn't drink it when she spoke.

"Actually, it's okay, you don't have to spend it anymore, just let each other go like this." I watched her drink the medicine, I thought she really wanted to be free, but the next moment she became panicked, I ran out after her, and I saw her fall into his arms, and I realized that she was pregnant. Maybe she didn't even know about it, otherwise she wouldn't have left like this. I've been telling myself, I've been telling myself, it's not my fault, it's not, I just want her to stop hurting him. I know, I just don't want to admit that I'm jealous of her.

I watched him become a walking dead day by day, watching him numb himself with his official work every day, I kept waiting, I thought that when he found out the truth, he might hate me, and I thought, even if he doesn't love me and hates me, at least he will remember me. But he didn't, and then I realized that he would only hate himself more than he hated me, hated himself for not taking good care of her, protecting her, and hurting her all the time.

That day, I overheard what he said to the Taoist priest, I should have given up, but I was unwilling, unwilling to let her occupy his next life even if she was gone. I found the Taoist priest, and he was just a greedy man, but he was more real than other liars.

The Taoist priest said that I had no relationship with him, so I could only wait by the Sansheng Stone, and when they met, I would be reborn in the body of the woman who was closest to him with the charm on my body.

I waited by the Sansheng Stone for three hundred years, looking at them in the world in the Lechuan River, I always missed, but her ghost would always wander around him, even if they forgot each other, even if he couldn't see her, but he would always stay in a daze for a long time where she stayed. Watching him walk past me every turn without looking at me, as if he was in a hurry, I knew that he was in a hurry to find someone, but that person was not me.

I began to regret it, I shouldn't have given up the opportunity to be reincarnated for a moment of unwillingness, I thought that even if I was unwilling, I was reincarnated and drank Meng Po soup, and after crossing the Nai He Bridge, I would be like him, no one remembers, maybe I can find someone who loves me. But I used my whole life to keep him, but his whole life was chasing another woman, not me, his life, and I have nothing to do with it, I want to fulfill, fulfill my unwillingness, there is only a bowl of leftovers from Meng Po......