048 What You Want 12

――――………… [The third update, the fans who read the book, all come to the book review to sign it, Mo Mo Da]

"......" Qu Ying's mouth pulled slightly, squirming, but she couldn't make a sound, and her voice was hoarse in her throat. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

He saw her retreat and was at a loss, and his heart was torn apart, but he could still touch her now, she was real, and time would prove his feelings for her.

"Come, wife, I'll carry you." He turned around with a smile, squatted in front of her, his long hand still clasped her hand, lay her on his stronger and stronger back, lifted her lightly, threw her on his back, and firmly supported her with his backhand, his steps were windy, and he walked quickly and rhythmically, and then slowly spoke:

"Wife, let's not rush. You will accept me, although it will hurt to tear the wound open, but as long as we can face it calmly, good days will come. ”

"......" Qu Ying listened, gradually tightening his neck, becoming more and more silent.

"At least, you live and live by my side, and that's enough." Mingcong pursed her lips, thinking that she was alive, and her delicate body was warm...... Heaven has given him a chance at redemption, and he will make her willingly fall in love with him again.

"That's ...... Aren't you tired? The soft female voice spit out a few words, thought of something, and paused.

"Yingbao, after you left, before I could open it, that scumbag father showed traces of cheating, and the funny thing is that the illegitimate son of the junior is only three months younger than me! My mother died of grief and depression, and I felt like I was suffering every day of my life. Although my aunt and grandmother pulled me, I was too cowardly to look for you at all. When I become stronger, the situation is no longer in my hands, and it will be difficult to quit at this time. In the end, I was injured trying to save my cousin, so I could return to my hometown. ”

"But I'm afraid, don't meet again, what if you don't know me? What's more scary is, what if you get married? First I was cowardly, and then because of work, I didn't dare to look for you at all. When I look back, thirteen years have passed, and ordinary women have already married and had children at this age. ”

"I hide across the street from your house every day, afraid to see you, and want to see you. This kind of ordeal has made me spend my days like years. But this is not the most tragic thing. ”

"The saddest thing is that I found out that I love you so much, you don't know it. By the time I want to break the boat, you have turned into a cup of ashes, lying in the cold ground, and you are bearing my surname, which is only self-deception and a joke. But even if it's fake, for me, it's a comfort. ”

"Obviously, we are all waiting for each other in the same place, but in the end, we are on our own side, how can I be willing! Yingbao, in my last life, I ran away and retreated, so I missed it in the end. In this life, I just look at you, only you, can you give me another chance? ”

"Let me, love you. I don't want the past life, I don't want the next life, I just want this life, let me love you well, accompany you, pamper you, and become the treasure in my heart. Yingbao, I can afford to wait.

I'm waiting for you to really open up and accept me slowly...... I won't let you, me, make mistakes, and waste the years! ”

“…… I—I'm not as good as you think. Qu Ying lay on his back with peace of mind, and in her ears was his low and drunken low sand magnetic sound, which blurred her vision with wetness, and stated in a low voice:

"I was forced to leave. I've been waiting for you, and I've only been waiting for three years. Then I was forced by life, and I didn't have time to think about those spending money before and after, and the only task was to make money, make a lot of money!

In order to make money, I picked up textbooks again, went to night school, and lost weight, and I couldn't wait to turn 24 hours into 48 hours a day to spend, how could I have the conditions to talk about feelings.

Partiality is greedy. No matter how much I give, they are still not satisfied. When I made up my mind to stop caring about them, I lived for myself. But at that time, housing prices were high, the standard of living was rising, and I had already made up my mind not to go back to my hometown. I am busy every day for a house and a pension.

By the time I came back to my senses and wanted to talk about feelings, I was no longer qualified to talk about it. At that time, I looked mediocre, and although my salary was considerable, the house was still supplied. Okay, I don't look down on me, and I don't want to settle for myself, no, I was calculated by that cousin, and I died unexpectedly. ”

laughed self-deprecatingly, knowing that he couldn't see it, she was full of misery: "You see, I really don't have as much love as you think, the feelings of the year have long been oppressed by life, and the slightest reverie is gone." ”

The night before the accident, her lifelong friend, Cui Xiya, was still in WeChat, childish advice to her, how to let her get rid of the identity of the 10,000-year-old 'old aunt'. After all, she has decided to be single for the rest of her life, but she has never even tasted love and desire in her life, which is really embarrassing!

At that time, although she was against it on her face, her heart was open, and she felt that it was okay, as long as the man didn't make her feel disgusting.

Who knew that fate was so magical, in her previous life, she was 29 years old, and she didn't even lose her first kiss. In this life, she is only 16 years old, and she has not lost that layer of film.

The big boy under him, although he was telling that he loved her on his mouth and body, insisted on refusing to ask her. She could feel that he was cherishing her, but she felt that he was not decisive enough.

If you are too kind, you will inevitably be burdened with more responsibility.

Back to the age of 16, for the 29-year-old who is still in the middle, there is only bitterness and self-deprecation in my heart.

In order not to fall in love early, even if she was emotionally enlightened, she still obediently obeyed her mother's teachings and did not dare to cross the pool one step. In the end, it became a reason for others to laugh at themselves!

Sure enough, the world is unpredictable.

If she knew that a love would be wrong for life, who would care about those worldly rules and regulations!

It's itching.

With 29 souls, she is about to be unable to stand his male temptation, how did he pull back to his senses again and again?

Could it be because her current body is too young? Qu Ying diverted her attention in a daze. Ever since she confided the truth about her past life, her heart had been beating faster and faster in his silence......

That's right, too. She's still a minor. Even if he hadn't eaten it, he had seen a woman who didn't know how beautiful she was, how could he be affected by her small body now.

Blunder.

It's better to pick up the hardware when you go back, it's too embarrassing.