On the fourth day of uploading, the book was finally on the shelves, and the moment I saw the message prompt, I was extremely excited. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info I have looked forward to this kind of scene countless times: I am writing my work, and someone is reading, criticizing, and moving.

The book was conceived for a whole year, a year of chanting, a year of speculation, and still only a general framework was constructed. But when I wrote this book, I had a desire that I had wanted to fulfill since junior high school: to write about a group of people with whom I loved another group of people.

The emergence of this story is not accidental. I carry the emotion of the war at the end of the Han Dynasty and the remnants of the people; With the emotion of the war at the end of the Tang Dynasty and the displacement; With the emotion of the war at the end of the Song Dynasty and the separation of the family and the country. At the same time, there are many sighs in this book. There is a star in a hundred years, but only one will be handed down in a thousand years. Most of the famous generals who have been handed down have had bad fates. Feng Tang is easy to be old, Li Guang is difficult to seal, not to mention Yue Fei, Huo Quai, Wei Qing, and Qi Jiguang. At the same time, there is also confusion about life in this book. We look at the major events in the world and comment on hundreds of generations of heroes, but in the present world, they are just a drop in the sea of people, and the red dust is vast. I want to find my place in the crowd and not just moan about the innocence of history. This is probably a liberal arts student's lack of confidence in the future.

This story is not easy to write, I am too harsh on Jiang Bai as the heroine, whether she is Jiang Bai, Zhang Shisanniang, or Shen Lin'an, I have given her too heavy suffering. Most of my friends who read the manuscript of the first few chapters advised me to change and rewrite it, and no one wants to read a book that will make you cry from beginning to end. But in my heart, Jiang Bai's strength, Zhang Sanniang's strength, and Shen Linan's strength are the kind of calm and dignified bearing that has endured hardships, which is what I lack the most and attract me the most. Maybe many people will be shy away from her at the beginning of this book, and maybe someone will fall in love with this tough and excellent woman, maybe too.

I look forward to watching this story unfold together, watching the protagonist continue to plump, and watching me, here, growing bit by bit, and looking at life.