Meng Ya had just returned, and there were still snowflakes on his coat, and when he arrived in the basement, he saw Mai Dong sitting on the bed, and the soft words in his mouth came a little vaguely. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Mai Dong seemed to hear his footsteps, and the moment he looked up, his smile was like a flower, and Meng Ya's heart warmed. But in just a moment, the warmth in Mai Dong's eyes was instantly eaten away by an emotion called disgust.

Monya walked up to Mai Dong, a tall shadow looming over Mai Dong, and his face was gloomy.

"Why, seeing that I am so disappointed? Who do you wish it was, huh? There was languidness and exhaustion in his voice.

Mai Dong glanced up at him and didn't answer his question, "When will you let me go?" ”

"Maybe next year, maybe for a lifetime ......"

"You ......" Mai Dong spoke, Meng Ya had already taken off his coat, and then his outer pants, which made what Mai Dong was about to say take a sharp turn, and opened his mouth to say: "You, what are you doing?" ”

Monya ignored her defensiveness and surprise, lifted the quilt herself, lifted her long legs and lay down on the bed. The coolness of his body provoked Mai Dong's spirit, and he moved in again, leaning against the wall, a little farther away from him.

Meng Ya angrily dragged Mai Dong down and howled: "Lao Tzu wants to sleep, don't you see?" ”

"You sleep with yours, don't touch me!"

Mai Dong struggled, more cool air came in between the quilt turning, Meng Ya shrunk his neck and bared his teeth, clasped Mai Dong's arm with one hand, and put the other hand into Mai Dong's clothes.

"Try it again, Lao Tzu is not a vegetarian."

Now Mai Dong was really honest, enduring the cool air on his back, lying on his side with his eyes open face in, Meng Ya didn't make any other movements, just tightened Mai Dong into his arms, and after a while, Mai Dong heard his slight snoring.

Scar stood on the steps of the basement, and his heart was sour when he saw Monya's tall body curled up on the bed. After three days, he was finally able to get some sleep.

Scar walked back slowly, and he sighed softly as he thought of Monya's attitude and words towards Mai Dong. It would have been nice if the Lord had woken up earlier, he himself may never have known that in front of Mai Dong, even if he lost his temper, he was still a person who made people feel flesh and blood and angry, not the "pressure Shura" in the mouth of outsiders.

Racy leaned against the door of Monya's bedroom, Dancôme flicked, and saw Scar sighing and walking up from the basement, and smiled coldly, "What, you look like this, you are a dead person in the family?" ”

Scar didn't want to pay attention to Racy, but when he saw her get up and wanted to go to the basement, he said in a deep voice: "You'd better not go down and disturb the Lord now, and besides, you are a smart person, don't do those little actions to Miss Mai, I believe you know better than me the weight of the woman in the room in the mind of the Lord......"

Before Racy could put his footsteps down, he froze in place when he heard the words.

"Also, my family died 10 years ago."

Racy looked at Scar's back, his eyes widened, and he looked very surprised, he didn't expect that Scar, who was usually taciturn, would say so many things at once.

Mai Dong also fell asleep unconsciously, and for some reason, Mai Dong was always able to easily let go of his vigilance against Monya.

In her dreams, she also seemed to dream of Monya, the way he flattered her with a hippie smile; Wearing a small number of work clothes, squatting on the side of the road to help her wash dishes; He carried a box of pig's hands and asked for merit in front of her; In the hot summer, she watched the performance of "Guanyin with a Thousand Hands" at the gala, cried tears, and was hugged into his arms......

Mai Dong felt that the scene in the dream was too beautiful and real, and when he woke up, his chest hurt, and he slapped himself hard.

"What are you doing?" Monya grabbed Mai Dong's hand raised again, and suddenly spoke, with a feeling of anger, and the voice echoed in the basement.

Mai Dong turned to look at him blankly, and several faces were stacked together in the tears, making people dizzy like a kaleidoscope.

She whispered helplessly in a trembling voice, "Ring, ring, give me back the ring...... My Ring ......"

Mai Dong flipped around, and suddenly, she saw the ring on Monya's ring finger, and reached out to pull it like crazy, but she couldn't pull it off, so she opened her mouth and bit it.

Meng Ya was in pain for a while, but she felt inexplicably comfortable in her heart, and rescued her ring finger from Mai Dong's mouth, and the ring was easily taken off with the moistness of blood.

He put it on Mai Dong's finger and widened it.

Mai Dong raised his hand and looked at it slowly and carefully in the white light, and after a while, he whimpered in his mouth, and immediately threw out the ring on his hand, hugged his legs, and leaned against the wall.

He kept saying, "No, no...... Come and save me......"

Monya didn't have time to grab the ring, and finally stopped after hearing the metal touch the ground for a short distance, and he couldn't help but grab Mai Dong's neck and press her into the quilt.

"Dead woman, what are you doing? How dare you lose my ring! ”

Mai Dong reached out to scratch Monya's arms, face, neck, etc., his body stiffened like a piece of iron, and he hissed in despair: "Let go of me—let go of me, you are here, you come to save me, you are here...... Monya - Where are you? ”

Hearing her call her name, she was subconsciously relieved, and Mai Dong coughed and left Mengya far away. In his eyes were unfamiliar fears and despair.

Meng Ya found the ring, put it on his hand, and saw Mai Dong squatting in the corner of the room, expressionless, his eyes staring at the ground in a daze, and he hugged himself, judging the restlessness just now.

Monya walked over to Mai Dong, crouched down in front of her, looked at her for a long time, and all he got was silence, and there was a dead silence......

He didn't understand why Mai Dong's mood changed so much, thinking of the woman in his memory who always liked to play tricks on him, thinking that she must be playing some tricks again, and said angrily: "Hmph, do you think I'm still the hairy boy a few years ago? ”

Meng Ya pulled the scratches on his neck, gasped, and saw Mai Dong squatting motionless on the ground, obediently, he slowly leaned over, and Mai Dong's posture was indistinguishable.

The two of them didn't speak again, and they were full of tacit understanding. Squatting and squatting, Mai Dong has gradually regained her senses, in fact, how did Meng Ya know that the occasional fragmentation of her thoughts was just a precursor to the onset of her depression.

Mai Dong is now different from her two or three years ago, there are actually many stages in a person's life, and there is a period of epiphany between one stage and another. She was now more aware of the hidden factors in herself, so it was better to say that Professor Johns was not her doctor than that she was the real one.

Everything, but to live. She has the people she wants to protect, the world she wants to see, and no one can stop that.

Mai Dong stood up against the wall, a little dizzy, but he still gritted his teeth and survived the darkness.

"Monya, let's talk, take advantage of the ...... now"

Meng Ya didn't expect her to speak first, silently waiting for her to speak again, this man is also rare serious.

"These days, I occasionally think of some pictures, there are you in them, I think those should be real things that happened and I have forgotten, I know that memories are beautiful. But did you arrest me to make me remember you? ”

Saying that, Mai Dong turned his head to stare at the expression on Meng Ya's face, and seeing that he was silent, he continued: "If not, then for what?" Torment me? Do you hate me? But I think that after being with you for so long, you don't hate me as much as you say. I feel a lonely heart, and I really understand your feelings. ”

Meng Ya clasped her arms in her arms and looked at Mai Dong coldly and detachedly, but she didn't show a playful smile as usual.

"Even if I remember all of our past, so what? I am married and I love my husband very much. Mai Dong heard the crunch of the joints, her heart trembled, but she did not pause in her words, "We will have children in the future, I will have a happy family, if we have an unforgettable relationship, you must know that what I want most is a home of my own." ”

Mai Dong saw Meng Ya's face darken, and secretly clenched his fists, "If you just want to vent your resentment against me in your heart, then I can be sure that torturing others will not make you happy, let alone the people you once cared about."

I don't know if I told you about me and my mother before, when I was ten years old, my mother brought me to City A, but I was not happy, I lived carefully every day, and I didn't dare to have too much intersection with the people around me, because I always told myself that one day I would leave there. But after a long time, there will be feelings after all, not to mention that she is still my mother, my own mother. But when she sent me to Australia for the sake of the company, I really hated her.

I don't call her, I don't call her 'Mommy,' I don't talk to her...... All of this, in the end, it was only me who was tormented. ”

Mai Dong saw that Meng Ya's face was slightly pale, and his hanging heart finally fell a little, "You locked me up here, do you want to see me go crazy, or do you want to see me become a person full of hatred?" ”

Monya subconsciously shook her head.

"Can you let me go back then?" Mai Dong walked up to Monya, looking into his eyes with eyes full of hope and begging.

Meng Ya stood distracted, reached out to touch her face, held the back of Mai Dong's neck with one hand, lowered his head to her lips, and said in a low and intoxicated voice, "Do you think you can go back......"

Mai Dong twisted his body slightly to escape his confinement, his body began to heat up, and his voice became more and more rough, "Besides, I won't let you go, you just stay here well, torture - we will suffer ...... together"

Mai Dong took advantage of his distraction and pushed him away with all her might, she shook her head, thinking that her mind was too simple, thinking that she could get out in this way.

Seeing the splash in her eyes, Monya frowned and walked out without saying a word.

Mai Dong has determined that he will spend a long time here, "Then can you give me a few books?" ”

"No, you can't." Cold and fruitless.