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Although Alice's point of view sounded a bit shocking to Tu Ran. Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info but in his selfish heart, Tu Ran was somewhat convinced. Especially that true love is to dominate all the words.
Tu Ran wanted to occupy Ma Xiaolong. She even fantasized about what disgusting disease Ma Xiaolong had, and no one wanted him except her. That's fine, Tu Ran thought stupidly, no one robbed you with me. Just the two of us, living a peaceful and quiet life.
At night, Tu Ran had a rare dream. She dreamed that she was back at the bridge next to the elementary school. A large field of golden cauliflower bloomed in the field next to the bridge. She and Ma Xiaolong held hands and looked at the flowers there, looking at it, Ma Xiaolong's eyes shifted from the flowers to her. The affectionate gaze is gentle and makes people want to indulge. When Ma Xiaolong leaned down, Tu Ran giggled and pushed him away, and then plunged headlong into the rape flower field. Ma Xiaolong chased her from behind, and told her to stop in a gentle tone. But Tu Ran didn't listen, she separated the waist-deep cauliflower and kept running forward, running hard to breathe, and her heart was about to jump out. Ma Xiaolong finally caught up with her and wanted to take her into his arms. Tu Ran struggled, Ma Xiaolong didn't let go, and the two fell to the ground. Tu Ran looked at Ma Xiaolong breathlessly, Ma Xiaolong slowly leaned down and gently plucked the golden flowers from her hair, and then carefully sealed her lips...... Tu Ran's eyes widened, looking at the blue sky, like looking at the inverted sea.
After waking up, Tu Ran suddenly remembered the long past. At that time, she was still in her third year of junior high school, and when she looked at the rape flowers blooming by the river outside the bridge, she thought of Ma Xiaolong. She thought, such a beautiful view, if the two of them could sit by the river together and look at the flowers and see the water. Unexpectedly, the accidental thoughts that were born many years ago would turn into a gentle dream many years later one night.
Ma Xiaolong didn't come to Tu Ran, Tu Ran scratched like a cat in his heart. On the one hand, she was angry that he kissed Ge Yuwei, and on the other hand, she couldn't let go of him. Sometimes, she would think what if Ma Xiaolong really liked Ge Yuwei. But every time such a little sign just popped up in his mind, Tu Ran was so heartbroken that he couldn't breathe. So, Tu Ran tried his best to restrain himself from thinking so. But once the idea emerges, how can it be restrained? Tu Ran can only binge eat snacks to fill it.
After binge eating, there is an even greater emptiness. Tu Ran didn't want to go to class, and his grades were a mess. Aside from the occasional drawing, the most she does every day is to be in a daze. What a pain! Tu Ran always thought like this, and when her classmates in the same dormitory greeted Tu Ran, she didn't say a word, just quickly avoided it. Over time, everyone knew that she was a weirdo, and they stopped interacting with her. The only person who has a little intersection is Alice in the same dormitory, except for Lin Ye. Probably because of the exchange of secrets, the two of them can occasionally talk a sentence or two. But Alice's house is in the west, and she doesn't like to stay at school, so she often carries her schoolbag home crookedly.
When he is alone, Tu Ran thinks about many things. Sometimes looking at the sunset, she feels that life is short. Many times, looking at the empty balcony, she wanted to jump off. But because she couldn't make up her mind, she barely survived. She didn't tell Ma Xiaolong or Lin Ye about these things. She just repeatedly told Bruce Ma that I was in real pain. Ma Xiaolong asked her why she felt painful, but Tu Ran couldn't say it. Over time, Ma Xiaolong felt that Tu Ran was alone and thought too much, so he persuaded her again and again to participate in more activities and contact with people.
Tu Ran also thought. But she's closed. Who else can walk in?
In those long days, Ma Xiaolong became Tu Ran's only reliance and light. But now, her light may not belong to her. Ma Xiaolong is so good, but he is so inconspicuous! Tu Ran was very sad when he thought of this. Thinking about it, she will cover the quilt and secretly shed tears. Later, the situation was so serious that she couldn't sleep every night without crying. Sometimes it's not sad, Tu Ran will lie there and make up a sad story to let himself shed tears arbitrarily.
All these changes are being carried out in secret. Tu Ran covered it up very well. In the eyes of the same class and dormitory people, except for not going to class and not caring for people, Tu Ran is nothing special. In Lin Ye's eyes, Tu Ran was silent and quiet, and there was nothing wrong with it. What about Bruce Ma? He always felt that Tu Ran was very cranky now. Therefore, no one knows what kind of storm and waves have been set off in Tu Ran's heart.
Ma Xiaolong held the telephone receiver and couldn't help but clench his fingers. Still not answering the phone? What the hell is going to be!
Tu Ran looked at Ma Xiaolong, who was full of anger, and walked over expressionlessly.
"What the hell are you making a fuss?" Ma Xiaolong asked with anger in his back. It's been half a month, what the hell is she thinking.
Tu Ran didn't answer, and walked straight forward.
"Would you like to give me a good word? Why the hell are you angry? Ma Xiaolong caught up and asked.
Tu Ran still didn't answer. Just when Ma Xiaolong felt that time had stood still, Tu Ran spoke: "Let's break up!" ”
"What?" Ma Xiaolong's face was full of surprise.
"Break up. I'm falling in love with someone else. Tu Ran said with a cold face. Although what she really wants to say is that you like someone else.
"I don't believe it!" Ma Xiaolong looked incredulous.
"Whatever you want." Tu Ran lost this sentence and wanted to leave.
"You make it clear. What's going on? Don't make a fuss, okay? Ma Xiaolong looked at Tu Ran, who was about to leave, with a stoic expression, and said.
"I fell in love with other people. I don't want you anymore. That's all. Tu Ran pretended not to care.
"Don't lie to me." Ma Xiaolong gritted his teeth and looked at Tu Ran.
"I kid you not. We each have new loves, so we can get together and disperse. Tu Ran said coldly.
"There is a new love for everything! How many times have I explained to you that I don't like Ge Yuwei. She confessed to me that I had rejected her! Ma Xiaolong said helplessly.
"What? She confessed to you? Tu Ran looked at Ma Xiaolong with a pale face.
"I've rejected her."
"Didn't you say she had a boyfriend? Why did she confess to you again! You liar! We broke up! ”
Tu Ran angrily pushed Ma Xiaolong away and ran away crying. She didn't want to break up at all, she just wanted to test Ma Xiaolong's heart. Unexpectedly, I tried to come up with such a ridiculous news. Perhaps, the fact that Ge Yuwei has a boyfriend is simply a cover!
"It's not. Listen to me. I don't know what's going on. Ran, Ranran, you don't want this! Ma Xiaolong chased and stopped. Tu Ran had already run back to the dormitory. Ma Xiaolong was blocked at the gate.
For some reason, Ma Xiaolong felt very irritable in his heart. Tu Ran was so emotional, and neither of them could communicate well.