Chapter 17: Zen
Zhuangzi is located in the suburbs, because Wang Qingyi has been sick since childhood, Zhuangzi is equipped with a doctor, so when Uncle Xun arrives, he doesn't have to spend time asking for a doctor, and he can directly treat Yin Qianfan. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
After the doctor took over Yin Qianfan, Wang Qingyi tightened his cloak and got off the carriage and walked leisurely to his main courtyard. The snow on the road has been swept away, although it is for convenience, Wang Qingyi feels a little uneasy, and thinks that walking in the snow has a unique artistic conception, especially in the white world, he has left his own footprints, such a unique experience, he really wants to experience it.
There was originally a clear stream between the front yard and the back yard of Zhuangzi, and the stream flowed slowly in spring and summer, but there could be hot springs in autumn and winter. At that time, Wang Qingyi's grandfather saw this, so he built a village here to send him. Qingxi built an arch bridge, Wang Qingyi had named it after Yuedai, after the Yuedai Bridge is the backyard, the backyard repaired a small garden, pavilions and pavilions, rockery landscape pavilions, everywhere can be seen exquisite.
Wang Qingyi walked up the stone steps slowly. Various carved patterns can be seen on the stone steps. There are autumn chrysanthemums, graceful and atmospheric peonies, and elegant and dusty bluegrass...... The railings of the arch bridge are also engraved with delicate patterns, including slender bamboos with outstanding grace, and auspicious flowers and birds......
The love of the Wang family's grandfather for his young grandson can be seen.
It's just that......
It's just that what about having a delicate and generous manor, it still can't change the fact that Wang Qingyi is seriously ill. No amount of love can make him live a healthy life.
Even if he uses it every day to make ordinary people sigh for a lifetime, he is not happy at all, and since the first episode of illness, he has not known what happiness is.
Sometimes the grandfather of the Wang family will sigh that he will not accept the Wang family, even if Wang Qingyi is a natural asset? The illness he brought from his mother's womb had doomed him to be meaningless in whatever he did in this life.
Wang Qingyi didn't know how long he could live, he privately hoped that he could live a little longer, a little longer. Since the first episode, he has known that he is different from others, so he has become more and more obedient and does not ask about foreign affairs, and at the same time put away all the emotions that should not be there.
When the pain is extreme, no one will be by your side, and over the years, you have survived such unbearable days by yourself, so who can you show if you are weak? No one will care.
Wang Qingyi's father is not the current head of the Wang family, but the youngest son of Wang Qingyi's grandfather. And his biological father died when he was still in the womb, and Wang Qingyi's mother was overly sad and committed suicide many times, although she was rescued, but Wang Qingyi also got sick from the womb. After his mother gave birth to him, he finally ran out of oil and saw his biological father gone. And his grandfather took pity on him, and it was only because he passed him on to the eldest son of the Wang family, and he was also the head of the Wang family at this time.
Because of his illness, and the relationship between him and the young masters of the Wang family has always been cold, but they are not difficult for him, maybe they all know that his illness has no possibility of cure, no matter how much it drags on, it will only add to the painful days. It's just that they don't know that they will go to Huangquan before Wang Qingyi in the future.
Wang Qingyi Tianzhong's qualifications, at the age of two, he could read and break sentences and understand the principles of a hundred schools, if it weren't for his deficiency, he should be the one who led the Wang family to the top.
Maybe it's really the Wang family's bad luck.
Wang Qingyi stepped on the bridge deck and stood still, Bai Yu's hand held on to the bridge railing, panting slightly. The cold wind poured into his neck, so cold, really cold.
He turned his head to look at the white mist steaming water, his calm eyes narrowed slightly, what will happen in the future? Even though the surface of the water is obscured by the white fog, making it difficult to see clearly, it is still clear that it is water in the morning. Is it really like your own life? The death and pain that I knew early on could not live the adult self and the sickness that I had to experience every month.
The snow fell one after another, on the bridge deck, on the brim of Wang Qingyi's hat, brushed his reddened fingertips and fell into the stream, turning into nothingness in the blink of an eye.
The bridge barricade was bitterly cold, like a piece of ice. Wang Qingyi withdrew his hand and quietly looked at his frozen red fingertips.
There was silence between heaven and earth, and he stood quietly on the bridge deck, like a good white painting, that kind of empty and lonely feeling seemed to be able to eat away at people's souls, and could make people forget their grievances in an instant. Later, Yin Qianfan became a bamboo cultivator and accompanied Wang Qingyi for a few years, and understood that it was probably Zen.
Uncle Xun stood under the verandah, looked at Wang Qingyi on the bridge, and sighed slightly. It turns out that Childe still cares, how can he look strong, but he is still just a child, just a child who should be under Chenghuan's knees at such an age.
Turning to leave, he remembered the child that Childe had saved.
When he saw it for the first time, he was really shocked, the wounds all over his body, even an adult could hardly bear it, the light in the child's eyes was inexplicably distressed.
Childe's plain eyes also made him feel distressed. Sometimes I feel that the sky is unfair and forcibly takes away all the happiness of my son, but what can I do?
It's true, heaven and earth are merciless!