despair
"Huh?"
Listening to the helpless reprimand in her ears and the action of being stopped, Mia opened her eyes suspiciously, but saw Chen An who was close at hand. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
The blank face on her face before disappeared, replaced by the usual soft and intimate smile, but because of her actions, it turned into a helpless bitter smile now.
A pair of black eyes that were somewhat dazed because of amnesia are now unusually deep and wise, and the deep black eyes are like black holes that make Mia distracted.
In the end, the terrifying wounds on Chen An's body that were tumbling with flesh and blood also disappeared, and the faint blood left on his clothes began to slowly fade as the heavy rain washed away.
I don't know if it's an illusion, Mia always felt that the pupil of Chen An's left eye was a little dilated, as if there was no focal length.
But now is not the time to care about this detail, Mia was looked a little unnatural by Chen An, she skimmed her face, moved her wrist, and wanted to break away from Chen An's hand but found that she couldn't.
Obviously, his physical fitness is just ordinary Chen An, but the power in his hands is unusually great at this time.
After struggling harder, but still in vain, Mia finally gave up the struggle, and she looked at Reimu, who was relieved not far away, biting her lip, tears rolling in her eyes.
"Big brother, why don't you let me die? I don't want to do anything to my big brother and Reimu, I don't want to be like that before. ”
"Fool, why die?"
Chen An sighed lightly, and as soon as the hand that grabbed Lumia's wrist was forced, the long sword in her hand fell into the puddle on the ground with a thud.
He stepped forward and took a sad-looking Lumia in his arms.
"Why do you say death, Rumia, isn't it good to live happily as before?"
"Big brother, you don't understand, you don't understand."
Mia, who was held by Chen An, shook her head vigorously, the look in her eyes was like that of a lost person who had lost all her way and direction, confused and finally came to an abyss, full of dazed struggle and desperate pain.
She burst into tears.
"I can't go back, I can't go back since I killed Hakurei that day. Woo, I almost killed my big brother and Reimu just now...... Woo...... No, I'm not going to do anything to Reimu and Big Brother again. ”
"Mia, you killed...... Grandma? ”
Lumia's cry struck Reimu's heart like a thunderbolt from the sky, and her movements that she had been about to step forward froze, and there was a roar in her head, and her eyes were even a little black because of excessive panic.
"Grandma is dead? Mia, you killed? Why ......"
Reimu's pupils widened, and he clutched his chest in pain and gasped violently, as if someone had pulled the bones of his whole body, and Reimu sat on the ground weakly, splashing muddy water and making his body muddy.
"Why, huh...... Why did this happen? ”
Wheezing, Reimu cried out loud in the rain with deep despair on her face,
"Can't it be the same as I used to think, grandma and you just had something to do before leaving me behind? Why, why is it so cruel, woo...... Why! ”
The hope and hope in my heart were suddenly shattered by the cruel facts, so I ...... Despair and sadness take over all.
Hearing Reimong's crying louder and louder, the ribbon that had been holding Chen An's hand began to sway again, softly, as if she was also crying.
"Yes! Woo, I can't go back. ”
Mia's cry also became louder, mixed with Reimeng's cry, like a sad song of despair echoing in the rain, echoing in Chen An's ears.
The rain is getting heavier and heavier, as if the world is crying with Reimu and Mia.
The crying Mia raised her face and looked at Chen An pleading.
"Big brother, you just let me die, let me pay for Boli's life."
"Nonsense!"
Tightening the ribbon in his hand that shook violently because of Mia's words, Chen An was a little angry.
The tone also became serious.
"She volunteered, didn't she kill herself because she wanted you to survive well, right? You actually say that now, do you want her heart to be in vain! ”
Mia was stunned.
How did Chen An know about this?
But it didn't matter, Mia shook her head vigorously, and her face was even more pleading.
"But even so, Bo Li died because of me, so big brother, you let me die, I don't want the past to happen again."
"It's not going to work, no one will agree."
Chen An shook his head slightly, he hugged Mia tightly, and whispered with his lips close to her ear.
"Also, she's not dead, she's always by your side."
“……”
Mia's eyes widened, as if she realized something, and as soon as she turned her head, she saw the red ribbon in Chen An's hand that was still dry in the heavy rain.
Her pupils shrank.
"Isn't it ...... Hiroshi?"
"yes."
Chen An smiled lightly, confirming Mia's guess.
"She's never left Lumia's side, and she took me to find you before, so for her sake, you can't give up, but you have to work hard."
"Big Brother ......"
Mia was suddenly surprised.
"yes, you have to work hard."
Chen An patted Mia's back and whispered.
"So take this ribbon with a deep heart, and remember, don't let her down."
As he spoke, he let go of Mia and spread out his palms to let go of the ribbon.
The ribbon swayed, as if thanking him.
"...... Hakurei"
Mia muttered, then stretched out her hands and carefully picked up the ribbon in Chen An's palm, with a gentle movement, like picking up the most precious and fragile treasure in the world.
Stroking the ribbon, Mia finally gently closed the ribbon in her palms and placed her hands together on her chest.
Mia looked down at the ribbon with a gentle expression, and she said softly, in a resolute tone, as if she was assuring someone.
"Bo Li, it turns out that I have always been wrong, it turns out that Bo Li has never given up, it turns out that Bo Li has always been by my side.
Don't worry, Bo Li, this time I will never admit defeat again, no matter what, I will definitely take Bo Li's share on my body, and then try to live. ”
The ribbon floated briskly, as if a girl was dancing happily.
In a trance, Lumia seemed to see a beautiful girl smiling at her.
"Well, you can't lie."
"Hmm."
As if in response to something, Lumia hummed softly,
She looked at the man in front of her who had been feeling warm in the icy heavy rain, and seemed to have made up her mind, and stepped forward to stand on tiptoe and kiss him on the lips amid Chen An's surprised look, and did not give up.
"Boom la la ......"
The rain continued incessantly, and a beautiful girl and a man could be seen kissing in the hazy rain.
"Big brother, don't forget me."
Finally, Mia let go of Chen An's neck and smiled playfully at him, and then looked at Reimu Dao, who was paralyzed on the ground because he couldn't bear the blow of the death of his ancestors, his eyes were dull, and he was covering his face and crying.
"And Reimu, you've grown up too, it's really gratifying, I'm sure she will be very happy, and besides, it's too late...... But, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. ”
As Mia apologized, the ribbon in her hand swayed slightly, as if in agreement, and the ribbon suddenly slipped from Lumia's hand.
In the heavy rain, the ribbon fluttered up completely unaffected by gravity and rain, she floated past the side of Chen An's face, and finally spun around the weeping Reimeng's head a few times, and fell on her face and rubbed lightly, as if to comfort her.
"Grandma...... Woo...... Grandma......"
Reimu had fallen into despair in her heart, and unconsciously slapped the ribbon off her face.
As if there were no bones, the wave of her hand drove her body into the mud.
Reimu didn't react, just stared at the sky with her pupils unfocused, and the cold rain fell on her, her face, and her eyes, and finally turned into tears of despair sliding down her cheeks.
"Grandma......"
“……”
The ribbon floated back in front of Chen An in disappointment, swaying in the air. It's like saying something.
Chen An smiled slightly, and didn't know who to say.
"Don't worry, I'll take care of her."
As if relieved, the ribbon finally flew back to Mia.
"I'll take care of you in the future, Hirori."
At Mia's chuckle, the ribbon ran across her cheek and automatically tied a nice big bow in Mia's hair.
"Big brother, Reimu, goodbye."
Mia finally glanced at Chen An and Reimu with attachment, and then floated in the air, and then her body and long hair began to shrink in vain, turning into her usual trumpet Lumia.
She closed her eyes tightly, fell asleep, and fell out of the air.
Seeing this, Chen An hurriedly stepped forward to catch the unconscious Lumia, he looked at the cute little face of Lumia in his arms that was stained with water droplets and wiped it with his hands, but it was wet with rain.
Smiling helplessly, Chen An said softly.
"What a headache for the little guy, and...... Welcome back. ”
He hugged Lumia tightly, turned around and pulled up Reimu, who had buried most of his body in the mud and only showed a desperate face.
"Really, how can this mess be cleaned up."
Chen An sighed, hugged Lingmeng in his arms, and disappeared in place.
……
Hakurei Shrine.
Chen An teleported and returned to the shrine with Lumia and Reimu from far away.
At this time, Murasaki and Yuyuko had already left, leaving only the empty and lonely shrine in the heavy rain.
As soon as Chen An put down the sleeping Lumia and the soulless Reimeng, he suddenly collapsed to the ground holding his chest, he covered his chest with one hand, supported the floor with the other, and gasped violently.
The water dripped from his hair and clothes to the floor as Chen An's breath worked, eventually joining the wet marks that had accumulated under Reimeng.
Damn, started messing around?
No, we have to hold on, at least we have to let Reimu recover from its current state.
Chen An gritted his teeth, barely calmed the restlessness of the power in his body, looked at Reimu and Lumia lying motionless on the ground, he took a deep breath, then snapped his fingers, and gently spit out a word in his mouth.
"Net."
With Chen An's words, invisible power swept through Reimu and Lumia, as well as himself.
In an instant, the dirty and soaked clothes of the three of them became new, the wet marks on their bodies disappeared, and their hair returned to dryness.
Chen An looked at the brand-new clothes and nodded with satisfaction, and sat down next to Reimeng.
Looking at Reimun, whose eyes were red and swollen, his voice was hoarse, and there was no tear on his face when he was crying, Chen An was a little distressed, and he was silent for a while and spoke.
"Now, Reimu."
"Grandma......"
Lingmeng Muran looked at the ceiling of the shrine and did not respond to Chen An's call.
Chen An sighed.
"Reimu, can you give me a reaction? Don't be as good as a dead person, it's very worrying. ”
"Worried? Who would worry about me? Mia, Grandma? Hee-hee, Mia, she killed Grandma, and she was going to kill me just now, and Grandma is dead again, and now no one will care about me anymore, hee-hee, you better hurry up and take Lumia back, don't bother me in the future, let me be alone for a while. ”
Reimu finally had a little reaction this time, she laughed at Chen An stiffly, pulled the corners of her mouth into a desolate smile, and got up to ignore him. Staggering to go back to his room.
Do you go back and continue to cry?
Chen Anxin sighed, how could this be as she wished, if she really left without regard for it, Lingmeng would probably have to be like this for the rest of her life, indifferently closed in her heart...... Then lose your soul until you die.
This kind of sad thing is that I'm not familiar with Reimu, and I can't treat it as if I didn't see it, and now, Reimu is not only a shrine maiden of Hakurei, but the relationship between the two is not bad, can this be regarded as not seeing!?
No, I can't! If it's so ruthless, Lingmeng and Purple will know that they will blame and die.
Especially Lingmeng, that soft-hearted stupid chick.
Chen An seemed to think of something when he thought of this, his eyes suddenly became a little astringent, he tried to put aside the bad memories in his heart, so he grabbed Reimeng's wrist, and with the softness of the palm, Reimeng's body temperature came, and it was cold.
The body temperature that should have been warm was cold at this time, like ice that would not melt for thousands of years, cold into the heart, and this temperature was probably the temperature in Reimu's heart now.
Despair had left her heart feeling no warmth.
Ling Meng was stunned for a moment, and turned around to look at Chen An with dead eyes that did not have a trace of light. He silently twitched his hand vigorously, trying to pull his hand out of his hand, but failed.
"Let go."
Pumping again, Lingmeng finally gave up her useless work, she looked at Chen An expressionlessly, her words were flat, her tone was different from usual, extremely indifferent, and it was as cold as ice piercing.
"No."
As if he couldn't feel Lingmeng's indifference, Chen An shook his head and pulled her into his arms with a hard pull.
"How can I think I didn't see you when I saw you like this, if I really did that, let alone purple, even I would look down on myself."
Lingmeng was stunned for a moment, still expressionless, silently holding her hands, wanting to leave Chen An's arms, but was hugged by Chen An.
Sensing this, Lingmeng turned her head and stared at Chen An with dim eyes.
"Let go of me."
Warm breath sprayed on Chen An's face with her words.
Of course, Chen An wouldn't listen to her, but hugged her tighter.
He sighed.
"How can I let go of you, how can you be reassuring now."
"Reassured? Are you worried about me? ”
The corners of Reimu's mouth hooked into a smile, obviously laughing, but it was chilling.
"What do you say? Reimu. ”
Chen An's admission made Lingmeng's smile even colder.
She looked sarcastic.
"Worried about me? No kidding, with this leisure, you might as well stay and worry about Wenwen and Marisa, and those little ghosts, I'm not from you, and I'm not familiar with you. ”
As she spoke, she struggled, but Chen An hugged her very tightly, and her strength was unusually great, and Lingmeng couldn't break free.
After struggling for a while, Reimu realized that she was completely useless, and she yelled at Chen An.
"Bastard, let me go!"
Looking at Lingmeng, Chen An said word by word.
"No, never!"
"Then you're going to die!"
Chen An's answer made Lingmeng angry, and without further ado, he opened his mouth and bit his neck hard, Lingmeng bit very hard, as if Chen An was some kind of enemy who didn't share the sky.
As if biting through the blood vessels, bright red blood quickly overflowed and flowed into Reimu's mouth, blood stained the corners of her mouth and cheeks, and finally flowed into her chest, soaking her chest cloth and clothes, and a warm heat came from her chest.
Chen An was indifferent to the sharp pain in his neck and the warmth of his chest, as if it was not him who Lingmeng was biting.
He was still holding Reimu tightly. I want to use my body temperature and warm blood to warm her broken and cold heart.
Blood flowed from the corners of his mouth, and Chen An patted Reimeng's back and comforted softly.
"It's okay, Reimu, you've never been alone, Marisa, Wenwen, and everyone is your friend, everyone won't let you be alone, never, so, don't be like this, don't be like this. Please......"
Reimu bit deeper and harder, like a beast that was biting its prey, wanting to bite off a piece of flesh from Chen An's neck.
Blood eventually flowed down Chen An and her body, and the floor was wet red.
Listening to Chen An's comfort, Reimeng's lips moved slightly, and she suddenly let go of her blood-stained bright red teeth, and cried out loudly.
"Wow! But grandma is dead, grandma is dead! ”
With Reimu's desperate cry, blood that filled her mouth spurted out and splashed on Chen An's face and body.
The blood on his face looked terrifying.
She buried her face in Chen An's hot and humid chest, as if she was about to turn her back on her breath.
"Woo, grandma is dead, Mia is going to kill me, why is this happening, why is this happening."
Lingmeng raised her face and looked at the silent Chen An and couldn't help asking.
"Why is it like this, why! Tell me! ”
As she questioned her, despair and madness instantly took over her eyes, and her round pupils began to shrink left and right, and finally turned into vertical pupils like beasts, and began to slowly dye bright red.
冴!?
Chen An's head jumped suddenly.
Silent, silent, just when Lingmeng's eyes were completely dyed with bright red and began to turn red, Chen An turned his head and said softly.
"Do you want to know?"
Reimu was stunned for a moment, the red in her eyes suddenly dissipated, she opened her mouth, blood overflowed, and she looked a little incredulous.
"You know?"
"No, I don't know."
In Reimeng's disappointed expression, Chen An turned his head to look at the big bow on Lumia's head.
"Somebody, though."
"Who, Mia?!"
Looking at the sleeping Lumia, Reimu suddenly laughed at herself, it turned out that she had always been there, but it was ridiculous that she had never found out.
"No, I can't say who it is, because I promised her, but ......"
Chen An hesitated for a moment and said again.
"She said she could tell you what happened, do you really want to know?"
Putting aside the self-deprecation and confusion in his heart, Reimu said without hesitation.
"Yes!"
"Okay."
Chen An sighed softly.
"Then go to sleep, and you'll know when you're asleep."
In Reimu's confused expression, Chen An gently patted her shoulder, and with Chen An's actions, Reimu felt that Chen An and the entire shrine in her eyes suddenly shook and became blurred, and finally she blinked. Weakly fell into Chen An's arms and fell asleep.
"Sleep, you'll understand when you wake up, remember, there are still many people who care about you, Reimu."
Chen An wiped the blood stains on the face of the sleeping Lingmeng in his arms that had begun to cuff into a blood scab, slowly and carefully, and waited until the blood scabs on her face and the corners of her mouth were all wiped off, and then he looked at the blood-stained witch dress on Reimeng's body and the puddle of blood accumulated when he sat down, and sighed helplessly.
"I'm glad I woke up, or else...... Ay! ”
Sighing heavily, Chen An touched the wound on his neck, and then spread his hands to see that it was bright red.
"Really, a puppy? The bite was too hard, but fortunately there was enough blood, otherwise he would have lost too much blood and died, which would have been really wronged. ”
Chen An muttered and snapped his fingers.
With a crisp snap, the bleeding wound on the neck of the white light continued to surge, and soon, the wound disappeared, except for the remaining blood.
"It's good that the second seal has been unsealed, otherwise it would really have to heal itself."
Chen An secretly rejoiced, because the energy required for self-treatment was too great, although it was nothing to him in the past, but now there is not much energy in the body, and it is still used a little less, so for the sake of insurance, he placed a ban on sealing this ability, fortunately, the energy of the seal can be used, otherwise it will be miserable.
As for why other people's treatment is useless, it is because it is dissolved by the body, especially the power of destruction, tsk, how much energy is guaranteed from outside, there is not much energy.
Fortunately, Chen An had another spell to clean the shrine, Reimu, and the blood stains on his body.
I don't like to solve problems with spells, but I don't care about it that much right now, so hurry up and leave.
Getting up and carrying the sleeping Reimu and Lumia into the shrine room, Chen An took out the futon on the side and covered them again.
After carefully sorting out Reimu and Lumia's somewhat messy hair, Chen An looked at their quiet sleeping faces for a while before speaking.
"Reimu. Lumia will be handed over to you, because I still have some things to deal with, and I can't go back to the Red Devil Pavilion in the past few days, so I also ask you to think of a reason for me, no matter what the reason, as long as it can calm their hearts, so I'm sorry for you.
Oh. And Lumia, you don't need to let her know about today's events, don't forget it.
Also, are you a puppy? The bite is too hard, isn't it?
……”
Regardless of whether the sleeping Lingmeng could hear it or not, Chen An chattered for a while before Shi Ran stood up and wanted to leave.
But it seemed that he remembered something, before Chen An left, he cast a healing spell on Reimu and Lumia alone, and almost forgot that the cold weather had been drenched in the heavy rain for so long before, and if he didn't care, it would not be good to get sick.
Looking at Reimu and Lumia's ruddy faces, Chen An nodded reassuringly and walked out of the room.
When he was about to come to the door, Chen An looked back at them deeply, and then opened the door and appeared outside the shrine in an instant.
The rain was still falling, but it had begun to subside, turning from a downpour to a hazy drizzle.
The light drizzle seems to cast a light veil over the world.
Looking at the hazy and somewhat dilapidated ancient shrine in front of him in the rain, Chen An was silent.
Lingmeng, please forgive me for not being able to see you this time, and please forgive me for my powerlessness and ruthlessness in the past, really, I really can't give you any guarantees, but don't worry, whether you succeed or fail this time, you and Yin, and they can all be free, because no matter what the result is, I can let go of my hands and feet.
But it's better to succeed, then it's better, and I can stay with you and not have to be displaced, but if I fail...... I'll say I'm sorry first, because I'm going to break our promise to save you.
So, please bless me and bless me with them, and bless me with success.
Silent, Chen An left the shrine step by step in the drizzle, and when he stepped over the torii gate and was about to teleport away from the shrine, such a sentence vaguely echoed in his ears.
"I love you...... Really, really love you......"
……