Chapter 7: Tears
"Oh, okay, then this is the acquaintance, I can let you go if you come over again in the future, don't blame the uncle, go in quickly." "www.biquge.info Uncle also seemed embarrassed to imprison me for so long, and said to me with a smile.
"Uncle, I don't blame you, my grandmother said that you are serious and responsible." I was finally able to leave this depressing guard room, and I happily had a poor sentence with the uncle, which made the uncle laugh.
Li Shengnan waited for me to come out and walked inside side by side.
"Thank you." I said with a smile. Li Shengnan looked at me, the corners of his mouth hooked in response, I had found out one day yesterday that she didn't seem to be a very gregarious person, and it was rare to see her talking to others, but I could also see that her heart was not bad.
"Have you had breakfast? Please drink yogurt. I took out the yogurt I had taken out of my bag and handed it to her, she took a look, reached out to take it, and said coolly, "Thank you." ”
I'm in a good mood, and although it's only a sentence or two, I'm already one step closer to my first friend.
Because I previewed some in advance last night, today's course doesn't sound as obscure as yesterday, only mathematics, which needs formulas, needs to go back and flip through, and there is no difficulty in Chinese and the like, and then I just need to find time to make up for the missing courses, and basically I can catch up with the progress.
The only thing that is more difficult is English, the all-English way of teaching makes me completely confused, and because of the non-standard pronunciation, when I got up to answer the question for the first time, I was once again laughed at by the girls led by Qu Jiaying, and even my table couldn't help laughing.
The teacher didn't say anything, nodded and sat me down, my face was as shy as a red cloth, which made me a little scared of English.
"What kind of class, haha, I think I'm Deng Xueba." At the end of class, Qu Jiaying stood near my seat and said loudly, I know she is talking about me, but no one named me, and I can't rush to pick up this scolding, so I can only endure and hold my head high.
"Fifty steps, a hundred laughs. Is your English remarkable? Li Shengnan suddenly said in a loud voice that seemed boring.
"Who are you talking about?" Qu Jiaying seemed to have been stepped on by the tail, and asked Li Shengnan in a loud voice.
"Whoever answers." Li Shengnan's eyes were still staring at the book, and his voice was leisurely.
"You ......"
"What's wrong with me?" Li Shengnan turned around and stared at Qu Jiaying's eyes, Qu Jiaying was speechless for a while, luckily on the spot, and finally didn't say anything more.
The class bell rang, and Qu Jiaying stumbled back to her seat. "Thank you." I whispered to Li Shengnan.
"It's nothing to do with you, I've seen her unpleasant for a long time." Li Shengnan didn't take my thanks, and still looked down at the book, but I already felt that she was just a cold-faced and warm-hearted person, and such a friend was still worth making.
At noon, my mother finally remembered to call me and told me that she would come to pick me up in the evening, maybe a little later, and told me to wait, and then asked me how my new school was, and had something to tell her about it.
I was a little unhappy because of the morning's events, and I agreed, and after a few words, I fell silent, and my mother used the excuse that she was busy hastily closing the line. This unpleasant call made my mood a little low.
In fact, I don't want to be so awkward with my mother, but sometimes I don't know how to communicate with her when I encounter something, I always feel that she is not as close as my grandmother, and they have thrown me at my grandmother's place for so many years, and I actually have some resentment in my heart.
So silently to the end of school, waiting until the classmates are gone or not waiting for her call, I walked out of the school gate, looking at the gradually deserted school gate a little worried, this strange city I haven't learned to take the bus, taxi even can't say the name of the community.
So I took out the phone and dialed my mother's phone with hesitation, but the phone was connected but no one answered, maybe my mother was on the way by car? Thinking optimistically, I looked for the stone pier in the morning and took out a book to look at.
But there is something in my heart, I always can't calm down, read a book and look at passers-by, try to dial the phone, there has been no answer over there, and gradually my heart is a little muttered, could it be something on the way here?
As soon as this thought appeared, it lingered, and the panic of just losing my grandmother made me have a deep fear of this kind of thing, the more I was afraid, the more I thought about the worst, the more I was afraid, and the phone calls were made one after another.
"What to do? Mom, you answer the phone, answer the phone. What should I do? Looking at the slowly darkening sky, the emotions of the past few days slowly pressed down on me like this darkness, sadness, grievances, losses, worries, and these negative emotions finally turned into tears like water and fell down.
"What the hell is going on? What should I do? I stared at the dialing interface on the mobile phone screen with teary eyes, I was anxious to die, but I couldn't do anything, I couldn't even tell the difference between southeast and northwest when I left here, I didn't know where my home was, I didn't know where my mother's unit was, except for that number, I didn't have any information about her, at first it was just tears, and gradually I couldn't suppress my uncontrollable crying voice, at that time I felt that I was really helpless.
At the most helpless moment in my past ten years, suddenly my mobile phone rang, my heart trembled, thinking it was my mother, I hurriedly grabbed the mobile phone, and wiped the tears from my eyes.
The phone was connected and put on my ear, and before I could speak, a cold and soft voice came from there: "Hitomi, are you with your mother?" Why don't you answer the phone, I made pizza tonight and left some for you. ”
I seemed to be a lost person who suddenly saw the lighthouse, and my heart suddenly stabilized, and I sobbed and tried to adjust my state: "Brother Coldheart." As soon as the four words came out, I couldn't help crying again after all.
"What's wrong?" Leng Xin's voice suddenly became excited, "Where are you now?" ”
"In ...... At...... School: "I was sobbing and almost speechless.
"Okay, I'll come over right away, Hitomi, tell me first, are you safe now?" The cold voice was suppressed and eager, and he tried to confirm with me word by word.
"Hmm...... Well. "Maybe it's because I finally found an outlet for catharsis, and my tears are actually more fierce than just now, and it was not easy for a short word to be pronounced.
Leng Xin received an affirmative reply, his tone was not as anxious as just now, and while walking out, he continued to talk to me: "Hitomi don't hang up the phone, find a place with a lot of people, go to the supermarket, wait for me there." ”
"Okay......" My heart was not as messed up as it was just now, and I grabbed my backpack and went to the 7-Eleven supermarket at the school gate.
"Okay, I'm in the garage, don't worry, you tell me what the hell is going on." I heard the sound of a car unlocking from the cold side, and the crying finally subsided.
"Mom, I haven't come here by this time, I can't get through to the phone, I don't know what to do......"
finally said it, and Leng Xin seemed to relax, "Are you worried about something happening to your mother?" Don't worry, if your mother has an accident, you call and the other party will definitely answer, right? Leng Xin softly comforted me a few more words, told me to be there soon, and then took me to my mother's unit to find her.
It seemed to me that the sky was falling and everything seemed to have been resolved in his words, and my mood calmed down, and I suddenly felt that I was very useless, and I cried like this for such a little thing.