Chapter 32 How can I not love now?

"I want to know something, I want to solve the doubts in my heart, and then leave with peace of mind!" Su Yifan said these words with all his attention, but he couldn't hide the silent sadness in his eyes. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

After a long time, Lan Yiyi said, "Just ask me, the promise is the patient." ”

The café is filled with sensational music, beautiful melodies, and tear-jerking lyrics that make people shudder.

Lovers under the streetlights

Much like who we once were

Affectionate hugs and kisses

Love is hard to give up and inseparable

The time that was once loved

There are only two people in the world

Why a turn

can become a stranger

The man hidden in my memories

May you live happily and securely now

If you meet again in the twilight of the sea of people

Do you remember the look in my eyes?

My youth is complete with you

Thank you for being there

Let me know that loving someone will go out of your way

The two of them were silent, and after the song was sung, Su Yifan sighed, and his voice was a little sad, "Yiyi, we used to be, do you have to remember?" ”

Lan Yiyi turned her head, tears welled up in her eyes, and she was silent.

"Yiyi, I just want to know, why is it the way it is? We could have loved it well, so well! Su Yifan's eyes stared at Lan Yiyi, and he waited patiently for her answer.

Lan Yiyi swallowed her tears, lowered her head and smiled, and then looked up at Su Yifan's eyes.

"Yifan, I will tell you the truth of the matter, I know these things, you have the right to know."

Su Yifan's deep eyes were full of anticipation, and then nodded, waiting for Lan Yiyi's answer.

Lan Yiyi pursed her lips, but still looked away, "Yifan, in fact, it's really sad to wait for someone, just a phone call, it really can't fill the unbearable loneliness and loneliness of more than a thousand days and nights, that day, I was drunk, and then I did those things that were out of control, one wrong step, one wrong step, so it became like this." ”

Su Yifan listened attentively to Lan Yiyi's words, his eyes were full of questions, he wanted to find out the truth of the words from her eyes, but Lan Yiyi fixed his eyes on the wall and didn't give him the slightest chance to explore.

"You love him?"

Lan Yiyi smiled bitterly, "If you don't love it, why come now!" ”

Lan Yiyi was thinking in her heart, Yifan, what if you love or not, you and I can't go back, I'm sorry, I can only lie to you like this.

Su Yifan looked dazed, and he couldn't say what he felt in his heart, once Lan Yiyi only had him in his heart, and he once knew that Li Nuoyan and Lan Yiyi had an unusual relationship, but in his opinion, it was not a childhood sweetheart, not two little guesses, just brothers and sisters from childhood to adulthood, he clearly remembered that when he and Lan Yiyi first started to fall in love, Li Nuoyan had made a special trip to find him, Li Nuoyan told him that Lan Yiyi was his most beloved sister, he loved my family Yiyi, if he wanted to love, he would love deeply, if he didn't love, let go early, if he dared to bully my family Yiyi, You're going to die a miserable, miserable death.

He still remembers that when he planned to go abroad, Li Nuoyan also looked for him, Li Nuoyan said very cautiously, let you go abroad, just to let you have a successful career in the future, can be worthy of my family Yiyi, if you dare to do sorry Yiyi abroad, I will never let you go.

Su Yifan smiled bitterly, it turned out that Li Nuoyan was a liar, tricked him out of the country, and then snatched Lan Yiyi away.

Originally, he went to the hospital just to relieve the pimple in his heart, this pimple has plagued him for half a year, he can't figure it out, and he can't accept it, if Lan Yiyi marries someone else, he may feel better, but the person she married is Li Nuoyan, he used to regard Li Nuoyan as the best and most trusted friend, but because of trust, he actually snatched away the person he loves and cares about the most.

In the café, music played again, and the two fell silent again.

After a while, Lan Yiyi couldn't sit still, she thought of Li Nuoyan alone in the ward, he wanted to eat, he wanted to take medicine, she was not there, who cared about him.

Seeing that Su Yifan was silent, she could only get up and say goodbye.

"Yifan, I have to go back, promise, I need to be taken care of! Sorry, I'll go first! The moment Lan Yiyi got up, Su Yifan reacted from his contemplation.

"Yiyi, I don't believe anything you say, I'm sure that you and Li Nuoyan will divorce, because I have long heard that Li Nuoyan will be inappropriate after marriage, no matter sooner or later, I will wait for you!"

Su Yifan's words, although they were very sincere and sensational, but the more this happened, the more uncomfortable Lan Yiyi felt in her heart, she didn't dare to look at Su Yifan, she could only leave as quickly as possible.

When she came out of the café, she walked straight in the direction of the hospital.

At the door of the café, Su Yifan looked at her back and muttered to himself, "Yiyi, your lie sounds beautiful!" Then, Lan Yiyi's back disappeared from his sight, he smiled bitterly, and slowly walked in the opposite direction, although there were many people on the road, and some people even passed by him, but his pace was very slow, and he looked particularly sad.

Lan Yiyi felt very uncomfortable, but she knew that some things, wrong is wrong, and some people are scattered when they are scattered.

She knows better that which man doesn't care about his woman's first time, the virgin plot, which man doesn't have it, even if he Su Yifan loves her Lan Yiyi, so what, she lost the first time to another man, after all, it is an obstacle that he and she can't overcome.

Now, she and Su Yifan can't go back, and she and Li Nuoyan can't continue, probably this life is over! On the road of life in the future, who will love her and who will care about her?

She dragged her composian steps and walked back, she thought about Su Yifan's words, and she thought of Li Nuoyan's words before the car accident, they were all dreams, dreams that could not be realized.

The ward was empty, Lan Yiyi thought that Li Nuoyan had gone for a walk in the courtyard, she was not in a hurry, she just searched all the way along the long pavilion, but she searched every corner of the hospital, but she didn't find Li Nuoyan.

She was a little anxious, ran back to the inpatient department, and asked several nurses and doctors, but no one saw her.

Li Nuoyan was hospitalized for so long, and the doctor specially explained that because the radiation was too large, it was not good for the brain, he had never used a mobile phone, and it was impossible to contact him.

Lan Yiyi took the phone in her hand and wanted to call to ask Li Nuoyan's mother if Li Nuoyan had gone home, but she hesitated for a while, or gave up, what if not? They're going to be worried.

She thought again, Li Nuoyan said, I want to go back to work in the company in the past two days, did he go to the company? She looked for Luo Kai's number, but called several times, but no one answered.

Of course, Luo Kai is playing a car shock game at this time, and he has time to take care of her!

Lan Yiyi was really a little scared, Li Nuoyan's body had not fully recovered, if something really happened, she would not have to feel guilty for the rest of her life!

She didn't have time to think about it, so she walked out of the hospital gate quickly, stopped a taxi, reported her destination, and went straight to the Li Group.

She was anxious and worried, I don't know if the car was slow, or if there was something wrong with her heart, she kept urging the driver, hurry up, hurry up, provoked the driver to complain for a while, "If you go to find someone, sit down, if you want to find death, please get out of the car!" ”

Lan Yiyi is not a fuel-efficient lamp, her temper has been used to Li Nuoyan since she was a child, as soon as she heard the driver speak, it was so ugly, she was a little anxious, "I want to die, I still want to die in your car, I have the ability to hit the car when I see it!" ”

The driver didn't expect that a little girl, with such a vicious mouth, opened her mouth, didn't say a word, and thought, forget it, it's not worth it to be angry with this kind of person.

The car stopped at the door of Li Nuoyan's company, Lan Yiyi paid, and then got out of the car, she stood at the door of Li Nuoyan's company, and she was a little nervous, yes! When she came here before, Li Nuoyan never gave her a good face.

Originally, she was thinking in her heart, I don't know if the security guard let her enter the door, but when she looked up, the security guard at the door tilted his head and looked into the yard. Ignoring her existence at all, she was thinking in her heart, what is the matter, so eye-catching, she walked into the door, step by step, she glanced back at the security guard, the security guard seemed to recognize her, and immediately stood up straight in fright, looking very professional.

She looked suspicious, walked a few steps inside, and saw more than a dozen people sitting on the ground in the distance in the company compound.