Zhong Liyue suddenly had an impulse in her heart, an urge to rush towards him. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

If you refuse to experience it before you even start, won't you end up with even those sweet memories?

The hurt of love is painful, but it still attracts countless people to follow one after another, just because the happiness when you are in love cannot be replaced by any kind of feeling.

How many people in the world can turn away happiness?

Thinking of this, Zhong Liyue's heart seemed to suddenly become much clearer. She raised her hand movingly, trying to touch Shen Zhaoyan's face.

She kept rejecting and wanting to refuse, but there was another voice inside her that kept pushing her towards him. She deliberately ignored it, but in the end she lost to her heart.

She longs for someone who can cherish her well, tolerate her, prevent her from being disturbed and maliciously hurt by this world, give her warmth, give her a sense of belonging, and let her no longer be like duckweed, with no one to rely on.

Even though she might have to experience another injury in the end, she still wanted to try the one in 10,000 possibility.

That's what she thinks in her heart.

Shen Zhaoyan is still in the period of filial piety, and it is impossible to consider marrying a wife and having children for the time being, and they still have some time to get along and try. If this period passed, with his age and the burden on his shoulders, even if he was unwilling, the elders of the Shen family would not agree. Therefore, if they miss this opportunity, they will probably have no more possibilities in their lives.

Do you have to wait until you are dying, and then regret those things that you once wanted to do, but in the end you forgot because of scruples about this and that? What did she get on the day she died? In order to work, in order to save money to buy a house, the place you want to go is postponed for a long time, the things you want to buy are endured again and again, so many things you like, the happiness that you can reach by reaching out, but because you are worried about distant things and miss the opportunity to have, what is the final exchange? She got nothing but regret in her hospital bed.

Isn't the lesson of the previous life tragic enough?

Thinking of this, Zhong Liyue suddenly figured it out, and her heart was no longer hesitant.

Shen Zhaoyan seemed to feel something on his face, his brows moved slightly, and then he slowly opened his eyes.

The whites of his eyes were covered with bloodshots, and he didn't look like he had slept enough.

Zhong Liyue didn't retract her hand, her eyes didn't dodge, she looked straight at him.

Shen Zhaoyan read something from her expression, and his eyes couldn't help but turn from ignorance to surprise, and finally revealed surprise.

Zhong Liyue smiled softly at him.

Shen Zhaoyan couldn't help but be overjoyed, and took her over and hugged her into his arms.

Zhong Liyue stretched out her hand to wrap around him, responding to his feelings.

Shen Zhaoyan locked Zhong Liyue tightly with his arms, as if he wanted to embed them in his body. He didn't know how to express his mood at the moment, so he could only tell Zhong Liyue how happy he was in his heart with the degree of force.

Zhong Liyue couldn't bear to break such a beautiful picture, but if she didn't make it clear now, it would be even harder to say it in the future. Therefore, she still said ruthlessly: "I have a condition. ”

"I'll promise you anything." Shen Zhaoyan hugged her and was reluctant to let go, and his voice was even softer to the bone.

Zhong Liyue was really drunk. She didn't say anything, he agreed to everything, and was carried away by joy, right?

But she felt so happy in her heart. She had a feeling of being pampered.

Should you say it or not?

After hesitating for a long time, Zhong Liyue still chose to give up.

Let him rest well for one night, and talk about it tomorrow!

Zhong Liyue snuggled meekly in his arms and said softly, "I'm sleepy, I'll tell you tomorrow." You can sleep too! ”

Although Shen Zhaoyan was sleepy, his emotions were intense, and he couldn't calm down for a long time, where could he still sleep?

Smelling her body fragrance and listening to her sound of sleep, Shen Zhaoyan's heart welled up with joy, and he couldn't control it.

Zhong Liyue solved a matter on her mind, but she slept soundly.

Shen Zhaoyan finally waited until his mood calmed down, and the sky was bright.

He still wanted to sleep well with Zhong Liyue in his arms like this, but when he thought that they were still in Beigu River, he forcibly withdrew his arm that was pillowed under Zhong Liyue's head and quietly got out of bed.

When Zhong Liyue woke up, the room was empty. Seeing the sunken pillow next to her, she was sure that what happened last night was true.

It's like a dream.

Zhong Liyue couldn't help but smile.

She put on her clothes and was about to wash her face when the door creaked open.

Shen Zhaoyan came in from outside, holding a plate with rice porridge and vegetarian vegetables on it. He put the tray on the round table and said to Zhong Liyue, "Awake? Come and eat! ”

"Oh." Zhong Liyue nodded, walked over and sat down, picked up a bowl of rice porridge and ate it slowly.

"Unappetizing?" Shen Zhaoyan saw that her elegant eating appearance was very different from last night, and couldn't help asking.

"No! I ate too much last night and didn't have much appetite this morning. Zhong Liyue replied with food in her mouth.

"If you don't have an appetite, you have to eat quickly, we'll have to hurry later." Shen Zhaoyan said.

When Zhong Liyue heard this, her spirits perked up, and she opened her eyes wide and asked excitedly, "Shall we go back today?" ”

"Hmm. The sixth master has already prepared the carriage and is waiting for us at the door, and we will leave after eating. Shen Zhaoyan smiled: "It's uncomfortable here, right?" ”

Zhong Liyue grinned and said, "The so-called golden nest and silver nest are not as good as your own kennel!" ”

The weather in Beigu River is okay, but the wind is too cold, and it feels like it can penetrate through people's bones, and there are more wicked people here, she doesn't dare to go out and go around, so it's better to leave quickly.

Before going out, Shen Zhaoyan took out a burden for her, asked her to change into the clothes inside, and advised: "Don't take away the clothes that the Luo family gave you, fold them and put them next to the pillow." ”

"I've passed it and returned it to someone's house, isn't it?" Zhong Liyue was embarrassed.

"It's better than bringing it back to Huanjing." Shen Zhaoyan whispered to her with a serious expression: "The identity of the fugitive from the imperial court is not trivial, we must be cautious in everything. ”

"Oh." Zhong Liyue nodded. What he said is not unreasonable, the cloth and style of the clothes here are a little different from those of Huanjing, if it is seen, it will be over if she is said to have colluded with the fugitives from the court. Or is he careful, and even thought of this. She opened the bag and saw that it was the maid suit of the Shen Mansion, and she couldn't help but be stunned, and said, "This is not my one?" How could it be in your hands? After thinking about it for a while, she understood, "Fan Qianjin gave it to you?" ”

Shen Zhaoyan nodded and said, "It was indeed taken from Mrs. Ping's maid." ”

"She wrote to you and you came? She doesn't seem to be signed, do you recognize her handwriting? Zhong Liyue asked in a somewhat strange tone.

"How could I recognize her handwriting? You are missing, but I will check all the letters I have sent to me, so as not to miss your news. Shen Zhaoyan explained indifferently.

"How could you not recognize her handwriting? She's written to you several times. Zhong Liyue rolled her eyes and said.

Shen Zhaoyan's eyes froze, as if he was thinking about something. After a while, he suddenly said, "It seems that I wrote one, but after I took a look, I asked Chun Qiao to destroy it, and then I never received it again." ”

"Chun Qiao?" Zhong Liyue was suspicious.

Fan Qianjin personally said that she had written several letters to Shen Zhaoyan, if Shen Zhaoyan had only seen one, most of the remaining letters were collected by the maid who sent the letter in the middle. Fan Qianjin's maid is her confidant and won't do this, so it must have been done by Chun Qiao, who is a spy. After she received the letter, she forwarded it to her lover, and finally it ended up in the hands of Ping Zhiyi. I heard that the power of the Ping Zhiyi family is much smaller than that of the Fan family, and it is said that Ping Zhiyi is not worthy of her at all, but in the end he married her, could it be related to these letters? (To be continued.) )