XII. Old things
In all fairness, although Wang Zuo's troubles are extravagant, they are indeed tragic. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
I remember a philosopher once asked such a question, he said: "For life, which is more painful and sorrowful, whether it is never gained or what is lost?" "On this issue, I think the Wang Zuo in front of me is a good example. If he was just an ordinary person who was lonely in high school for three years and four years in college, then he wouldn't have such a huge flaw in his heart. If you go deeper from here, you may find interesting answers. I'm not a philosopher after all, though, and as an expert, I'm not interested in which of the two is more painful, but rather on the difference in the way the two are addressed.
The point of gaining and losing is to get, and this type of person has been happy, so their desire for happiness is precise and clear; The purpose of their actions is clear. So, for this kind of person, I need to tell him, "You can get it." "You should act." "You don't need to be afraid of failure because you've already succeeded once."
Correspondingly, the focus of the unreceived is the unobtained. Such people have never been happy, so their desires are lost. They don't know what happiness looks like, and they can't even believe that what they are looking for is true happiness. So, what I should say at this point is, "No need to act." "You're not suitable." "The situation in front of us is actually the best."
In the final analysis, people cannot be saved by others, and the so-called relief and so-called exhortation are just saying things that they dare not say. Those who gain and lose are afraid of failure again, so they dare not let out bold words and dare not frankly strive for it again; Those who have never received it are afraid of the world's accusations, so they dare not insist on their true selves, but act as if they cannot ask for it. That's all I can say as an enlightened person, and as for the outcome of the matter, I can only say that it's up to them.
Wang Zuo's experience was suffocating, and with emotion, I quietly paced to the window. Outside the window, the moon shines brightly above the night sky, and under the night sky, there are pale white lights on the campus. There is a large garden under my dormitory, and at night, I don't know how many men and women are intermingling...
I shook my head with a wry smile, opened the window to let in the evening breeze, and felt the coldness for a moment, and I couldn't help but ask myself a question: "What kind of person should I be when I gain and lose or never get it?" What kind of feelings do I have for Meizi? ”
To be reasonable, I guess I never got it. I've known Meizi for three years, and I've basically always been teased in strength. What's even more infuriating is that every time I finish teasing, this person can always gently pull away, leaving me there to suffer from gains and losses, salty and wet. Once, during a crusade against a bad group, Umeko was beaten with a stick. At that time, Meizi and I were walking side by side on the way out of school - Yang Gao was falsifying evidence of drug trafficking by bad groups at this time, so he didn't act with us. As I passed by the mouth of an alley, I saw a coin on the ground not far away, so I ran two steps forward to pick it up. As a result, as soon as I bent down, I heard a muffled "pop" behind me, and turned my head just in time to see two strong men neatly stuffing plums into sacks, stepping on motorcycles and driving down the alley. By the time I ran back to where I was, there was no one in sight in the alley
At that time, I was instantly blindfolded, as if an incomparably strong hand had pressed me to the ground, and then stuffed my brain with all kinds of notebooks. After calming down, I didn't think about anything, and even Yang Gao didn't pay attention to the notice, just silently tried my best to find out the lair of this bad gang, and then sneaked in, sawed through the metal fence of the vent, jumped down and landed in front of Meizi.
Meizi didn't react to my appearance, her eyes were so dark that she couldn't tell the whites of her eyes, and she didn't know where to look. I tried to call her name, only to hear a soft whisper: "Already, soiled." ”
Without a moment's hesitation, I rushed to her, hugged her, and said, "It's okay, I'll clean it up." ”
As a result, Meizi grabbed my wrists with both hands, lifted me up and left the door wide open, then pulled back half a step and kicked me in the face. This blow directly made me fly upside down, and in mid-air, I heard Meizi's cold questioning:
"Tell me honestly, from the time I was arrested until now, you have made up something in your head."
"Ahem... Well, there's nothing left, I mean, that kind of thing doesn't matter at all, so let's hurry up and get out now." As I fell to the ground, I clutched my chest and let out a loud cough to hide my embarrassment. However, this is useless, Meizi's gaze is becoming sharper and sharper, presumably at this moment, in her eyes, I am not better than a scumbag to go there.
"Hurry up? So, that's why I'm asking you, 'What the hell are you making up for in your head?' ’。 ”
Hey, I've said all this kind of thing, I've really become a scumbag. Anyway, this thing is not right, I am obviously here to save the beauty of the hero, why did it become like this in the end? There's definitely something wrong with it!
"Don't you understand?" Seeing that I was already lying on the ground with a blank face, Meizi walked over with a long sigh, raised her hand and knocked my head. She said, "Look behind you." ”
I turned my head to see that behind me, the fence that had been sawn had been sawn had somehow been reconnected again. I hesitated for a long time, and I spent half of my time convincing myself to accept the facts, and then the other half of my time making up my mind. After a long time, I turned back to Meizi and said, "So... ”
"yes." Meizi sat down beside me with her head tilted, her eyes gurgling, and she didn't know what she was thinking about at the moment. And I, on the other hand, could only continue to ask in an increasingly bitter voice, "So, why are you okay?" ”
"Because they want to design against you, they don't care."
"Is that so?" Hearing this answer, I was finally able to put on a bleak smile. Feeling this wisp of comfort, I said, "Well, I'm not getting nothing, I'm not incorrigibly stupid, am I?" ”
"yes, you're not out of nowhere, and you're not hopelessly stupid." Meizi gently touched my head and comforted me: "That's why I'm just asking you for the third time: 'What have you made up in your brain since I was caught?'" It's actually very important, because, now, before they do something like this to me, you can do it again. ”