Chapter Twenty-Six: The Outsider
After Li Nuoyan said these words, his eyes still did not leave Lan Yiyi, at this time, he knew what a razor was, and after saying so much, she still had that look that was not about herself, and hung up high. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
Li Nuoyan couldn't bear to see her ignore him so much, he closed his eyes, he couldn't tell what it was like in his heart, he was even thinking that the moment he touched her just now, she must have been disgusted! Just like at the beginning, she was so disgusting that she didn't say a word to him for three months.
This false beauty was finally broken by his impulse, and he smiled bitterly from his heart, dreaming, or waking up.
He just lay motionless, always with his eyes closed, but his brain was still clear, so clear that his heart never stopped hurting, and he still told himself from his heart that he was still young, and the road ahead was still long, as long as he let go, there was really nothing wrong with it.
One night, and so it was.
Although they didn't sleep well all night, but the hospital had to do rounds at eight o'clock, Lan Yiyi still got up early as always, and at eight o'clock, the nurse arrived on time to measure Li Nuoyan's body temperature and blood pressure, and also brought the medicine that must be taken three times a day to speed up bone growth, the medicine to promote brain function and circulation, and so on!
Lan Yiyi looks no different from usual! She still prepared breakfast for Li Nuoyan, and even when she was drinking porridge, Lan Yiyi still fed Li Nuoyan spoonful by spoonful, Li Nuoyan obediently drank it one by one, Li Nuoyan looked at her face, but Lan Yiyi didn't raise her eyes from beginning to end.
After Li Nuoyan finished taking the medicine, Lan Yiyi sent the wet clothes that Li Nuoyan had changed out of to the hospital's laundry room.
The seemingly calm ward is actually full of depression.
Li Nuoyan was wearing a hospital gown, sitting quietly on the hospital bed, looking out of the window without blinking, the weather looked exceptionally good, the early morning sun shone in, shining on Li Nuoyan's face, body, which made his handsome facial features more dazzling, bathed in the sun, the whole person seemed to be inlaid with a layer of gold edges, in a trance like a lonely angel in heaven, and the eyebrows and eyes could not hide the distressing sadness.
He froze like this, unable to find out what was going on in his heart. It's just that he looks so quiet and beautiful! The lonely angel, the quiet beautiful man, as if everything in this world has nothing to do with him.
Lan Yiyi walked in from outside the door, and when she saw Li Nuoyan like this, she couldn't help but take a few more looks, she sighed, she suddenly felt that Li Nuoyan was getting farther and farther away from her, far away from thousands of mountains and rivers, from south to north.
For a morning, they were silent with each other, even if Li Nuoyan's mother stayed in the ward for an hour, he and she didn't say a word positively, Li Nuoyan and his mother chatted without a word, Lan Yiyi kept the most silent state from beginning to end, which made Li Nuoyan's mother feel a little uncomfortable, but they were still very affectionate before, so she didn't think much about it, she thought that the little couple was just lifting the bar and mixing mouths, it was not a big deal, maybe at that moment, the two of them would be reconciled.
Tiangong is really not beautiful, the two of them have been in a stalemate, but Su Yifan, who has disappeared for more than a month, also came to join in the fun.
Lan Yiyi had just peeled an apple and was going to make it into juice for Li Nuoyan to drink, after all, Li Nuoyan was a patient, so it would ease the awkward atmosphere in the room.
At this moment, there was a knock on the door, and she could only put the apple in the fruit bowl first, and take a few steps to open the door.
Outside the door, Su Yifan was holding a fruit basket, and his face calmly surprised Lan Yiyi.
However, Lan Yiyi was quite calm, and she said lightly, "Yifan, you're here!" ā
Then Su Yifan said politely: "I'll come and see you!" ā
Then, Lan Yiyi took the fruit basket, and Su Yifan entered the door.
Lan Yiyi was as polite as ever, as if that night was just an illusion.
Su Yifan was calm, as if he had just returned from afar, and he often came to see his friends.
Li Nuoyan's face was calm, as if a man and a woman in front of him were just his passers-by.
Lan Yiyi tried her best to keep herself calm, she glanced at Li Nuoyan, knowing that he was in a bad mood, naturally it was impossible to give a good face, she smiled just right, and said politely, "Yifan, please take a seat!" ā
Su Yifan smiled and sat on the stool next to Li Nuoyan's hospital bed without hurry.
Su Yifan could see that Li Nuoyan didn't welcome him very much, but he still spoke softly and caringly, "Promise, it looks like you're recovering well!" ā
Li Nuoyan's eyes have been looking out of the window, and as soon as Su Yifan asked, he slowly moved his gaze back, glanced at Su Yifan slightly, lowered his eyes, the corners of his mouth were slightly upturned, and his voice was calm, "It's okay, I was discharged from the hospital in the past two days!" ā
"Oh!" Su Yifan responded.
After a moment of silence, Li Nuoyan seemed to think of something, and asked, "What are your plans in the future, do you want to go back to the United States, or stay in China to develop?" ā
"Since I'm back, I plan to stay, I've already found a job, Qimao Company, department manager."
Su Yifan's answer was concise and generous, and he inadvertently glanced at Lan Yiyi who was standing aside while speaking, Lan Yiyi still maintained a calm face, with a slight smile on the corner of her mouth.
Qimao Company, Department Manager, Li Nuoyan thought in his heart, the work is really good, it is not a loss to come back from studying abroad, he raised his eyes slightly and glanced at Lan Yiyi, it seems that Yiyi is with him, it will be very wrong.
Although he was sad in his heart, he still responded, "Not bad! ā
Lan Yiyi looked calm, but in fact she was flustered, she leaned one hand on her back, clenched her fists, and her palms were covered with sweat.
originally thought that she and Su Yifan would end up with each other since then, but when she saw him, her heart was still in a mess, and all kinds of pictures from the past had been impacting her brain and making her heart uneasy.
The three of them looked really embarrassed, Li Nuoyan seemed to be extraordinarily calm, he saw that Lan Yiyi didn't say a word, and his face was slightly red. He saw Su Yifan still glance at Lan Yiyi from time to time, endured the discomfort in his heart, reached out and took the magazine that was still beside him in the morning, looked at it intently, and threw out the words "You can go out and talk about something!" ā
Lan Yiyi lowered her head and didn't say a word, always with a calm face.
Su Yifan was also silent.
Li Nuoyan was really a little irrepressible, he obviously felt that he was the most redundant among the three people, it was like this before, and it is still like this now, he felt that he had done well enough, he felt that his heart had become numb, so numb that he couldn't feel any pain, but looking at the expressions of the two people, he felt that he was deceiving himself.
He sighed, lowered the magazine in his hand slightly, his eyes swept a strange light, and his tone was a little unpleasant, "You mean to let me out?" ā
Lan Yiyi trembled, her eyes were full of doubts, and she couldn't help but clench her fists tighter.
Who knew that Su Yifan suddenly said, "Promise, I just came to see you, and then I want to talk to you alone." ā
Li Nuoyan was slightly stunned, a little suspicious in his heart, and before he could speak, Lan Yiyi actually took two steps forward, grabbed Su Yifan's wrist, and was about to go out, his voice was still slightly urgent, "Yifan, tell me if you have something, Promise is not in good health, not to mention that he is an outsider." ā
Su Yifan looked delusional, he instinctively stood up, showing a hint of joy on his face, but he immediately regained his composure, and asked unhurriedly, "Yiyi, where are we going?" ā
"You can go anywhere, as long as you're not in the ward!"
Lan Yiyi's movements were very fast, and Su Yifan also cooperated very tacitly, turned around and left, and when he closed the door of the ward, Li Nuoyan never reacted.
He bit his lower lip slightly, staring at the door without blinking, as if frozen, bitter in his heart, sure enough, she only cared about him, so she couldn't wait to leave, without even looking at him, or leaving a word.
Li Nuoyan's eyes were a little dry, he threw the magazine aside, and pulled the neck of the hospital gown fiercely, due to the excessive force, the button was torn off, but he still couldn't hide the indescribable loss in his eyes.
Outsider, yes! In her eyes, he was just an outsider.
He smiled delusionally, his smile looked a little good, Li Nuoyan, isn't this what you want? She likes it, she's happy, and you really should be content.
Then his hand touched the corner of his eye, it was wet, you will still cry, Li Nuoyan, who can blame this, you can continue to pretend, you can pretend to be stupid and say, wife, don't leave me, but this beautiful illusion was broken by your own hands.
There was no her in the ward, and he didn't want to stay, so he slowly got out of bed, took off his hospital gown, changed into a set of light gray casual clothes, looked back and was nostalgic, but he still reluctantly left.