Then she opened another letter, a long one, with hundreds of words in it. Shen Jiarou can feel the sincerity of the letter writer and her good impression www.biquge.info of herself, but she is no longer the woman who is easily moved by promises, and she will no longer be soft just for a soft heart, with a monthly salary of five or six thousand, such an income is okay in other cities, but it is difficult to even support herself in Shanghai, not to mention that there is no house or car.

Married life is faced with more trivial details, and Shen Jiarou doesn't want to worry about tea, rice, oil and salt one day, because she complains that her vivid face is full of sorrow. Maybe he really has the hottest and most sincere heart in the world, but life is very realistic, and she has been thoroughly educated by life.

Shen Jiarou thought of her and Liu Wangsun's years again, sighed deeply in her heart, and deleted the letter.

To Shen Jiarou's surprise, City Sky quickly replied to herself, and the two exchanged phone calls after chatting on MSN.

The sound of the city sky was even better than Shen Jiarou had imagined, the kind of voice that was a little low but slightly magnetic.

Standing in front of the narrow window at night, Shen Jiarou looked up at the dim sky outside with a smile, and there was a faint expectation in her heart.

The meeting place was a café, but the lights were unusually bright, and the surroundings were as bright as day, or even more dazzling.

After Shen Jiarou sat down, she helplessly looked at the bright sun above her head. Some mischievous people said angrily, "What a waste of electricity." In fact, she is just worried that she is not perfect enough, after all, she has passed the most beautiful youth, and her heart is always not so confident.

Of course, these factors did not affect Shen Jiarou's good mood, the city sky was cleanly dressed, his teeth were white, and he looked really good, and Shen Jiarou couldn't help but feel good about him.

So he smiled and said, "Have you ever heard a saying that you see a beauty under the lamp, even a beauty has to look under the lamp." When you pick such a place, do you want to see what kind of flaws I have? ”

City Sky smiled a little charmingly: "I haven't seen any flaws yet, real beauties are tested." ”

Shen Jiarou also smiled, the expression and tone of the city sky's speech were similar to his own smell, and he didn't dare to say anything else, but he would definitely not be very bored with such a person. The two chatted all over the world, and the time passed inadvertently, and soon it was more than ten o'clock in the evening.

The soothing light music, the atmosphere is ambiguous and blurry, and in the shadow of the light cup, Shen Jiarou seems to have a little bit of a secret promise.

City Sky ordered another drink and asked, "Then do you plan to have children in the future?"

"That's nature."

"My daughter spent more than 100,000 yuan to learn piano, and it always costs one or two million to raise a child in Shanghai."

"Yes, the cost of living in Shanghai is really high" At this point in the conversation, Shen Jiarou still has a good impression of him.

"Do you own a house in Shanghai?" City Sky asked again

Shen Jiarou didn't understand for a while, didn't he have his own house, why did he ask this, and it seems to have been written in his own information.

"I live in a rented house."

"Ah, that's right." There was a clear hint of dissatisfaction in City Sky's tone

"Then your ex-husband didn't give you some compensation, such as savings or something."

Shen Jiarou didn't say a word, and looked at the city sky with some confusion.

"You're so beautiful, I guess your ex-husband can't be a very poor person, right?" The city sky waited expectantly for Shen Jiarou's answer.

"No, I'm thankful he didn't give me a lot of debt." Before Shen Jiarou's words fell, the bright look in the eyes of the city sky had already dimmed. It's 11 o'clock. City Sky said I'll send you, Shen Jiarou didn't refuse, but she knew that this was the last intersection between the two.

Shen Jiarou followed him into the car, looking at the night of the city outside the window, not knowing whether he was confused or lost. At a big traffic light, City Sky took Shen Jiarou's hand and said, "Come to me at night, right?" Shen Jiarou shook her head vigorously. City Sky said again, "You kind of like me, don't you?" Looking at the bottomless eyes of the city sky, Shen Jiarou knew that at this moment he only had desire for himself, nothing more.

The car was still parked in front of the community where Shen Jiarou lived, Shen Jiarou was not worried that he knew where he lived, just like she was not worried that he would go against her will, she knew that this kind of person could not afford to lose this kind of face.

got out of the car, what Shen Jiarou didn't expect was that the city sky also came down. He glanced at Shen Jiarou deeply and said, "I didn't expect a girl like you to live in such a house." ”

When Shen Jiarou turned around, tears were about to flow out. It's not because of his weak words or sloppiness just now, but because she really feels helpless and hesitant.

Whenever she passes by the luxurious shops and upscale neighborhoods in the city center, looking at the opulence and quiet and peacefulness inside, Shen Jiarou feels that she is outside the city. Especially when she looks at the cheap clothes and shoes on her body, she will feel inferior to the bones. No woman will praise how good she can live, which is sad for a woman in itself.

Shen Jiarou not only has no car or house in this city, but also has no better job. No good job means no good income, and no good income means no beautiful clothes and high-end cosmetics. Not having beautiful clothes and high-end cosmetics means that you are completely dependent on your genes and fighting with other women. In the huge army of leftover women, she has no advantage over an older woman, no matter how beautiful she is, she also has the sadness of the twilight of a beauty. Not to mention the fact that this is such a realistic city. A woman in her 20s can have nothing and be empty-handed, as long as she is young and beautiful, there will still be many people who like it.

But when a woman reaches the age of 30, men always have some financial requirements for her. JUST LIKE THE CITY SKY, I DON'T HAVE NO FEELINGS FOR SHEN JIAROU AT ALL, AND EVEN HAVE A SPECIAL LIKING FOR IT, BUT AFTER LEARNING ABOUT SHEN JIAROU'S TRUE CONDITION, I DIDN'T HESITATE TO PASS HER THROUGH.

Sometimes Shen Jiarou will also read some of the girl information in Jiayuan, the more she reads, the more inferior she becomes, there will always be someone better than you in this city. Independent, confident, and beautiful women are naturally the most attractive. Although Shen Jiarou supports herself, she has never realized how independent she is, independence means that she can live well on her own, but in this city, the monthly salary is less than 8,000, and it is not worth talking about independence. That's just called being alive to gasp, that's all.

Whenever Shen Jiarou is frustrated, or when it comes to life choices, she can't help but think of Su Mei, not only because she was the first friend she met when she first arrived in Shanghai, but also because Su Mei was inferior to herself in all aspects. The huge gap in front of her didn't stimulate her nerves. If a woman is rich and has a beautiful career, it is called success, and Su Mei not only did it, but did it very well.

Su Mei has two suites in downtown Shanghai, a shop, often drives a BMW everywhere, and also opens a large beauty salon called Jiumei. Nine years ago, she and Shen Jiarou stayed in an informal modeling company, the two of them trained together, ran through the motions together, did group performances, and served as etiquette, and chatted in the same bed until almost dawn. But different life choices make people's lives completely different. Su Mei has been a second wife for eight years, and on her 28th birthday, the caregiver separated from her in the name of her good, Su Mei naturally knew that the other party was tired of herself and was not young. But she didn't care, she had already gotten what she wanted.

Shen Jiarou originally thought that it would be difficult for Su Mei to find a boyfriend, thinking about how a girl with no academic background could have an industry of nearly 10 million at a young age, even if she thought about it with her toes, she could think about it.

But the facts surprised Shen Jiarou, there are many men who pursue Su Mei, and there are many men who are like carp crossing the river, and there is no shortage of rich and handsome. As long as she wants love, there will be love.

This era is a typical era of success or failure heroes, just like the saying goes, black cats and white cats are good cats as long as they catch mice. People only look at the results and don't look at the process. If you have a lot of wealth, it means that you already have the strength to choose.

As for before, no one cares about your before.

When Shen Jiarou realized this, she was already 30 years old, and she began to regret that she did not choose the multimillionaire who was ten years older than herself, but married Liu Wangsun. In that case, even if you get divorced, you won't be like this. Every time she thinks about if, she feels the pain of being mentally split.

But if there is really such a chance and everything starts again, she may still choose Liu Wangsun.

Shen Jiarou is such a person, even if there are great benefits, if she doesn't like it, let alone acting, she doesn't want to take a second look.